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Cosmic Order and the First Beings.

Excerpts from the book of a brilliant man... "Elder Gods of Antiquity by M. Don Schorn."

• "The First Beings were evidently, dispassionate, unmoved by emotions, at the same time acutely focused on their goal. Their contact with emerging solar systems was not an attempt to exploit, ravage, enslave, or implement any similar motives, rather, their mission was to create order, thus ensuring a universal balance ultimately in their own self-interest. Their intervention with infant races was intended to instill core values of morality, orderliness, and laws, not because such actions are noble, but because it is in everyone's best interest for universal self-preservation (that is, continuation! if you don't know what preservation means!). Spread of the Cosmic Order through such contact undoubtedly also provided raw materials necessary for the First Beings to continue their mission, providing them with some form of compensation. Their discovery of certain uninhabited planets that were deemed capable of supporting life may have also been used as 'new home worlds' for infant races that had suffered some natural devastation of their own planet."

"Evidence of initial lifeform may have occurred before our Earth even condensed into a planet or our sun became a twinkle in the night sky of a far distant world. Later, numerous other lifeforms likely also emerged in neighboring galaxies somewhere within the vastness of that infant starry sea, perhaps in numerous locations throughout the universe. Eventually, those sentient First Beings would have likely achieved an intellectual aptitude, evolving into productive creative sapient societies, growing both in knowledge and achievement. Their civilizations may have even flourished perhaps through their proficient utilization of advanced technology.

Ultimately, those First Beings would have reached a degree of development and power that could threaten their progress and perhaps even the existence of their region of space, possibly even the entire universe. Such threats might have involved pollution of their solar systems, deployment of doomsday weapons, extinction of lower species or any number of other acts that would reflect the self-centered exploits of a species ignoring the consequences of their actions.

Such selfish unconstrained actions might have intruded into unimaginable venues, without observing the physical and natural laws, perhaps completely unaware of such laws and their repercussions, with catastrophic results. Possibly their technical achievements grew faster than their moral composition, creating a permissive decadent environment incapable of recognizing their own deterioration. Or perhaps, the nature of corruption that threatened their corner of the galaxy may have simply involved acts beyond our present understanding, causing incomprehensible consequences, or some unimaginable imbalance within the universe.

Whatever act of perversion of manipulation of advanced powers, some devastating action or event caused a disruption within the continuity of universal order, resulting in chaos. Perhaps the effects of such acts even spread to nearby planets within their own solar system. Many worlds may have been destroyed, along with the vast extinction of numerous life forms. Other regions of the universe experienced similar disruptions by their earliest species. Similar ensuing chaos spread throughout the cosmos. Somewhere, one species of First Beings eventually altered such a cycle of destructive behavior and moral decay, perhaps altering the course of history, and maybe preventing total universal annihilation.

Once an enlightened level of understanding emerged from the chaos, the species of First Beings then focused their energies, skills and expertise on more altruistic pursuits. Their culture and accomplishments flourished achieving peace and tranquility through order. New levels of technology were reached, those concentrated on more beneficial pursuits with less intrusive consequences. Space exploration eventually expanded beyond their own solar system revealing numerous less developed life forms apparently on an evolutionary path not unlike their own chaotic past. They observed that the encountered primitive creatures exhibited similar patterns of flawed actions and moral deficiencies that were identical to those of the First Beings prior to their own enlightenment. Such a universal pattern revealed that any developing culture, one capable of achieving ever higher levels of technology and science, would eventually utilize their knowledge and inventions for self-centered and immature purposes, always resulting in universal disruption and chaos.

Eventually such primitive emerging species would obtain the ability to self-destruct; a potential that also jeopardized the innocent nearby worlds. Basically, all infant races would eventually reach a level of attainment, one that they were unable to fully control or understand which resulted in disruptions within the universe. Destruction of their own species and their planet followed, ultimately threatening perhaps complete universal annihilation.

In their travels, the enlightened First Beings ultimately encountered another different First Being species from a remote part of an adjacent galaxy. Over time several other dissimilar species of First Being survivors were encountered, from even further reaches of the universe. By comparing experiences, those unrelated First Beings concluded that all primitive lifeforms progress through virtually identical evolutionary stages culminating in the same self-created problems originally found within their own worlds, eventually threatening themselves and others. Such an inherent instinct for self-destruction was deemed to have been a universal affliction, that could eventually affect one or all First Being species. The minimal consequences involved warfare, environmental and biological pollution, species extermination, depletion of natural resources, and delayed or even subverted development of new advancements. The ultimate consequences could mean universal demise and annihilation of everything physical.

It was further concluded that only an extremely small fraction of emerging lifeforms would succeed in overcoming such a basic and inherent pattern, prohibiting their own evolution to higher cultural and enlightenment levels. Even then, some of those species would eventually revert back to their prior destructive ways, ultimately resulting in extinction. The extremely few surviving species followed a strict but simple code of conduct, permitting eventual evolution to higher enlightenment levels reflecting altruistic motives rather than the self-centered emotions possessed by those of doomed chaotic societies. Such a code of conduct envisioned all possible outcomes that their actions could have on the cosmos, realizing all acts have permanent consequences on everything in our universe.

The few surviving First Being species ultimately joined together in an effort to create universal harmony. They constructed a simple code of conduct that was based on their own experiences, as well as the rules utilized by the more successful cultures they had encountered. They pledged their conformity to such a code, and realized the necessity for its compliance by all emerging primitive cultures, in order to ensure the successful continuation and evolution of the universe. This code was not viewed as merely a set of laws that were to be enforced by 'catching' lawbreakers. Such secular laws were considered secondary to this code, which was a way-of-life, with certain responsibilities and rights. It was a universal paradigm, intended to control the actions and developmental direction of all emerging races, while teaching those species morality and core values. This universal code, the Cosmic Order, was adopted by all the surviving First Beings, uniting them within this common goal.

The Cosmic Order dictated that any ensuing technology developed by an infant race would be restricted by their comprehensive ability to envision the total and ultimate effects of its implementation. No conduct was allowed that focused solely on the self-interests of any one species. This code professed that the rights of a species ended when they infringed upon the rights of other lifeforms or the well being of the universe. Any nonconforming technology required containment within that planet's atmosphere, so only its inhabitants might be harmed if miscalculations occurred, without affecting other worlds. Intervention would be deemed necessary to contain such actions and inventions that could spread chaos. All First Beings pledged their life's purpose and efforts to instill within all the primitive races throughout the cosmos, their requirements for compliance and harmony with all other species under the united mantle of Cosmic Order."

The Black Widow.

I cerainly understand why they have the symbol of the goddamned widow in the freemasons. It sure fucking makes sense.

The Merry Widow.

Catherine Trembles.

Ultra Black

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U Kant Touch This

I don't have to let stupid people know what I'm doing, whether I'm sleeping or awake.
I just give them the satisfaction that they know eh, what's up doc, and that's it.

Instead of a hammer? put a dagger in it, and continue singing.
Much nicer song, huh?

Grand Mother Spider. Totem of Ancients.

      "Many stories exist about Grandmother Spider, the weaver. That she carried on her back the gift of fire in a basket. The basket was woven by her and she presented it to the People."

Haha! That's so wonderful how a story can tell so much! The Mother spider took all of Father's bright fire 'light' ideas into her basket. Then she, through her creativity, wove them into realities. Take for example a big sphere or a pie plate. You cut the pie into pieces that all reach to the center of the pie plate, and there you have many different pieces of pie. But in this explanation, you see a sphere and you see a much, many differently made realities all in the same place and all connected through the center. If you read Dr. Goldberg's work, he talks of jumping into different dimensions if you're not happy with the one you're in at the moment. And one can do that. And so, the Mother brought this aspect to the People, her children. And that is what they are doing. Discovering all the different realities there are, and building their experiences, for a beautiful and interesting future of the expression of their found abilities.

So, we're not saying that Father is a spider. Just Mother. That's a feminie description of a portion of what the Mother is about. You can't call the Mother a spider. But you can describe some of her work through that metaphor. And the spider is real because someone created it and showed it to do certain things, and so we can now see, in this universe the parts of the story that will make up the whole...eventually. The never ending story, but with ends and beginnings, always! It's so much more fun to get some rest after a long journey, and then to plan a new one, and do all kinds of other adventures again!

Some Fiction Book!

   Hilarious. I'm reading some book that some guy suggested to me because he said he had found it synchronistic to me. Well I had never even heard of the book, and being interested found it out on the net, and reading it, find it not so well written, but funny because of some of the puns the writer uses. (and yes, the synchronicity! oh my) Straight out of the 70s and into the 80s, The Rebel Angels by Robertson Davies. The Davy Jones locker, no doubt, must have got a lot of that one.

On this page (38) he really gets into the jalingo:

"degenerated into dreadful lingos like French and Spanish and Italian, and lo! people found out that quite new things could be said in these degenerate tongues -- things nobody had ever thought of in Latin. English is breaking down now in the same way -- becoming a world language that every Tom Dick and Harry must learn, and speak in a way that would give Doctor Johnson the jim-jams."

Hahahaaa... sorry. Continuing:

"Received Standard English has had it; even American English, that once seemed such an impertinent johnny-come-lately in literature, is fusty stuff compared with what you will hear in Africa, which is where the action is, in our day. But I am indulging myself -- a bad professorial habit. You must check me when you see it coming on. To work, then. May I assume that you all know the Greek alphabet, and therefore can count to ten in Greek? Good. Then let's begin with changes there."
     I knew I was going to like Prof. the Rev. Darcourt. He seemed to think that learning could be amusing, and that heavy people needed stirring up. Like Rabelais, of whom even educated people like Parlabane (and bane is the right word for that character!) had such a stupid opinion. Rabelais was gloriously learned because learning amused him, and so far as I am concerned that is learning's best justification. Not the only one, but the best.
     It is not that I wanted to know a great deal, in order to acquire what is now called expertise, and which enables one to become an expert-tease to people who don't know as much as you do about the tiny corner you have made your own. I hoped for a bigger fish; (hilarious) I wanted nothing less than Wisdom. In a modern university if you ask for out-of-fashion things they may say, like the people in shops, 'Sorry, there's no call for it.' But if you ask for Wisdom -- God save us all! What a show of modesty, what disclaimers from the men and women from whose eyes intelligence shines forth like a lighthouse. Intelligence, yes, but of Wisdom not so much as the gleam of a single candle.
     That was what chained me to Hollier; I thought that in him I saw Wisdom. And as Paracelsus said -- that Paracelsus with whom I had to be acquainted because he was part of my study of Rabelais: The striving for wisdom is the second paradise of the world.
     With Hollier I truly thought that I would have the second paradise, and the first as well."

The Rebel Angels from Archive dot com

That's right. Stomp them on the head, that useless head of theirs.

But I am indulging myself. 

Back to work.

Wow. The man is a balance between GREAT self control and GREAT creativity. Phenomenal!




The Cornish Trilogy.

-- "What's Bred in the Bone" --

"The reverend simon darkheart, pink, plump, and a little drunk, looked precisely what he was. a priest-akademoniac, pushed into a tight corner." Hahahah!

That's Where The Bee Bumbles

Friday January 12, 2018, 7:52PM

Oh my gawd, this writer and the interviewer are so awesome. Describes things SO very well. After listening to 3/4ths of it, I remembered what I heard of that being when I first began listening. He asked me, or wondered, who am I? And,  I, thinking it may just be a demon in there somewhere, decided not to give any actual reply. But now at the three-quarter zone, I recognized him, and then communicated gratefulness, as I remembered something else that had happened in my life in July 2017. When those higher forces found me, they were so happy, they said to me, "We thought we'd lost you to the dark." Nope, I was just bumblin around. Hahaha. In other words, just now as we spoke, it was all figured out. If I would have allowed myself to show, I would have been murdered almost immediately...so I had to 'gotosleep' and therefore they wouldn't recognize me since I would blend in with the rest of them. (I perhaps give off a dark hue). Well, now it's awake time, lol. Here's the interview:

How Does It Feel?

How Does it? Hahahaha.

I'll Take You Where You Want To Be.

Remember One Thing. . .

      Never forget.
















All they're interested in is killling the moon.










If you're against my will, I have nothing further to do with you, dorable as you are, I have duties to fulfill. You can almost call me the.... Military. Military Police. Hahaahaaaaaa....

The Most Pretty-Est Yellow Rose. Q

Fuck You. It rhymes with Q! Oh wow.

Sounds Nice.

Hm. The exquisite skill.... it takes and gives back more than it took...that's sKill.








Russian Roulette. This is so strange, I beg you to differ. Hahahaa....








You see, he's just looking at the tree...protecting it. Therefore...let us know that the roots don't have to fall anywhere. They create themselves.








It's just a symphony, that's right.

You Want To Know Why She's A Witch?

Because He's a Smoooooth Operator.















For Rosy.








Steal away now...steal away



Hahaha, Ha Hahahahaha!

Slow Down & Smell The Perfume

Want To Be Your...

First you turn off the music on the fashion show. Then you turn on the music down below. And as soon as you hear a sound come through, turn on the fashion show to start.











Happy New Year.



Oh and... Happy Full Moon Day.

Club House| Do it again -medley with- Billie Jean