Is There Any Wonder?

I hope so...because it means you're still alive and well...enjoying yourself.



Here's some music.





See?
Play!
They're like molecules. They play. They're musicians. They look for the best fit of sound and feeling, and they put it to good use!



Oh baby, gotta watch out ah don't get pregnant.





Kool killer.




Pink coloured glasses. Hahahaha!




Pretty moonshine...






But, I'm a woman. I'll tear you up to pieces, just for the fun of it.

And I Go Back To...

   Black.

MM Evidence

Some Artwork

Gawd! He fucking turns me on, Damn!

Complexities of our Dual Natured World.

The Dual, or Duel, haha, meaning the difference between our soul/spirit selves, in these non spirited/souled bodies. Fuck. I tell ya. This is one difficult subject to put into words. There is a soul inside of a body. And it seems to me to be that, the artificial intelligence is trying to run the intelligent intelligence. There must be a way of getting control over that aspect, because left alone, that thing really runs amuck. Perhaps like Chris Thomas the English healer guy said, we must bring the Whole Soul Into the body! (and find a new language while we're at it.) Awareness is the key. Therefore, here are some of my personal notes that I took while delving to find out just what is going on here.

First of all, there is a LOT of reading I put into this subject. So this is a small portion of the notes. It's just sufficient enough to show my point.

From: Mental Suggestion, by Dr. J. Ochorowicz, 1891 (Link here for book)

   "We may utilize this unconscious process with deliberate purpose: My friend P., a man no less absent-minded than he is keen of intellect, was playing chess in a neighbouring room. Others of us were talking near the door. I had made the remark that it was my friend's habit, when he paid closest attention to the game, to whistle an air from "Madame Angot." I was about to accompany him by beating time on the table. But this time he whistled something else--the march from "Le Prophete."

    "Listen," said I to my associates; "we are going to play a trick upon P. We will mentally order him to pass from 'Le Prophete' to 'La Fille de Madame Angot.'" First I began to drum the march; then, profiting by some notes common to both, I passed quickly to the quicker and more staccato measure of my friend's favorite air. P., on his part also suddenly changed the air and began to whistle "Madame Angot." Everyone burst out laughing. My friend was too much absorbed in a check to the queen to notice anything. "Let us begin again," said I, "and go back to, 'Le Prophete.'" And straightaway we had Meyerbeer once more with a special fugue. My friend knew that he had whistled something, but that was all he knew. 

     One who knows a person's habits can sometimes imitate mental suggestion, even without any suggestive impression. 

      In the Medical Faculty of X., we had a professor of philosophy, who in giving his lectures, used to look first to the right, then to the middle of the room, then to the left, again to the right, and so on, with the regularity of a pendulum."

(note from: Dragon Blood, and De Vere -(in notes)

   "In Gnostic science, this is explained by the fact that a living planet, the Earth, is captured in an inorganic field, and is thus, subject to an extent, to the laws of that field. The stereoma is like a scaffolding, but not merely a passive one. The extraterrestrial planetary frame does not merely enclose the Earth in an inorganic grid, it mingles with terrestrial physics. The living planet is like the yolk-albumin component of an egg, and the planetary system...is like the shell, composed of calcium. The total chemistry of the egg is one process (like one Sophia's body), even though shell and innards have their own chemistry. So it is with abiogenesis in the planetary system where the Earth is seated."

    "As one anonymous witness observed, "Hydrogen is an odourless, invisible, inorganic vapor that gradually turns into people.")

    [Mental Suggestion by Dr. J. Ochorowicz, continued...]

"In this little habit there was nothing offensive to any one, and it had passed unnoticed. One day he was proving to us the psychic liberty of man. "You will soon see his freedom of will," said I in pleasantry to my fellow students. So extending a finger, I began to give orders for the movements his head was to make to the right, the middle, the left.

     Do not think that this anecdote has no bearing upon our subject. Of course, the thing was but a piece of pleasantry; but had it been taken seriously it would have been a deception. Now, in hypnotism, physiologists are liable to just such deceptions, involuntarily, if while understanding well how to observe external facts, they do not know how to observe their own selves.

     

      Here is an instance of this from my own experience: it comes fully within the class of apparent suggestions. I was treating by hypnotism an elderly lady suffering from chronic arthritic rheumatism. I put her asleep very readily, and absolute repose of half an hour (*aideic state) always sufficed to calm her nerves, and to improve her natural sleep, at least for a few days. There was no means of producing somnambulism, properly so-called, or of making the subject talk (*polyideic state), so I left her, and occupied myself with turning over the leaves of a book, and awaiting the time of her awaking. One day I thought I should awaken her by a mental order. "Awake," said I to her mentally, and at once there were contractions of the face muscles; the eyes opened, and she was awake.

     Some days afterward, I tried to make her perform certain movements, but in vain; but I succeeded in awakening the subject as before, though not so promptly. Still, it was a surprise. But why did she awake, and yet prove insensible to other suggestions?

(note from: Dragon Blood, and De Vere -(in "notes")

    "As the proto-planetary disk forms, the Archons are absorbed into it. They are inorganic beings whose physical composition matches the inorganic chemistry of the planets, apart from the Earth. As the disk develops, the chief Archon, the reptilian type called Saklas, Samael, or Yaldabaoth, witnesses its formation and erroneously assumes that he is the creator of the emergent system."

    "This is the primordial error of the Archontic mentality: to mistake the witnessing power for the power to form what is witnessed. Hence, the emergence of the Archons, a cosmological event, is intimately identified with the "generation of error," a noetic event. Cosmic-noetic parallelism is a mark of Gnostic visionary science.."

     " The Aeon Sophia is that cosmic current whose impact organizes the dema and produces the Archons. This happens because She acts unilaterally in Her plunge from the galactic core, but Sophia does not unilaterally cause the birth of the Sun. This is a process continually occurring in the galactic limbs, due to the physics of the limb structure itself. In an action that might be compared to a mill wheel grinding stones, the galactic armature churns and refines elementary matter, constantly producing starbirth, the promise of new worlds of experience. The key to the unique status of our planetary system is the convergence of Sophia's impact with the nebular expulsion of a newborn star. The material of the Archons is incorporated into that material vortex that forms around this star, and Sophia herself fixes the chief Archon centrally ("enthroned") in the center of the proto-planetary disk ("luminous cloud").

      Overseen by Yaldabaoth, the Archons now proceed to fabricate the planetary system from the inorganic elements of which they themselves are composed. As they have no intentionality (ennoia) and no creative capacity (epinoia) of their own, they can only do this by imitation. The Aprocryphon of John (II, 10, 24-25) describes how the Lord Archon "produced for himself cyclic worlds (orbiting bodies) from the luminous spark that still shines in the sky." Thus, he draws upon the vortex power of the central star, the newborn Sun, to organize the matter swirling in the proto-planetary disk. Yaldabaoth originates nothing, however. He can only copy the model of the Pleroma, without even knowing that he does so: "And he was amazed by his own arrogance, for he seemed to beget material powers (exousiai, "authorities") out of his own solitary power, but after the patterns of the imperishable Aeons...And so there came to be a stereoma ("firmament") corresponding to the cyclic formations of the Pleroma. --(II, 10, 26-28, and 12, 25)" From excerpt, Link here to read: The Archons and Gaia)

  [Mental Suggestion by Dr. J. Ochorowicz, continued...]

" Still, it was a surprise. But why did she awake, and yet prove insensible to other suggestions?

     The reason was this: Here were two habitudes that had passed unnoticed. Continuing the treatment for several weeks, I had fallen into the habit of awakening her just half an hour after sleep had become manifest. I did not look at my watch, but went always at the fixed time; and as that was one hour before dinner, my stomach took the place of my watch perfectly. The patient too had acquired the habit of waking almost precisely on the minute--a phenomenon familiar to magnetizers. This does not happen in every case, but it does happen very often.

     [*aideic state, and *polyideic state: Aideic (Greek, a, privative; idea, idea, thought), without thoughts. *Polyideic (Greek, polys, pl. polloi, much, many; idea, thought), with many thoughts. --Monoideic (Greek, monos, single; idea, thought), with one thought. ]

     This suspicion occurring to me, I resolved to find out whether it was correct. I readily found:

1. That I was unable to awaken her "mentally" 10, 15, or 20 minutes after she was sound asleep.

2. That she always awoke of herself after 30 or 35 minutes, without any mental suggestion.

     Thus we were in just the condition of our anecdote, except that in the one case, the cause of the coincidence was known from the first, in the other it was not.

      In 1881, I attended in Lemberg the magnetic seances given in that city, by Donato. Among his performances was one which, though not presented as an instance of mental suggestion, nevertheless wore all the appearance of one. Miss Lucile, who was blindfolded, remained upon the stage seated, while Donato went among the audience and invited persons to name to him in a whisper, a certain number of acts for the somnambule to perform afterward. For instance, to fan herself with Mrs. N's fan; to spread Mr. X's opera hat and put it on his head; to take Mrs Y's bracelet and put it on the arm of Miss Z, and so on. It is to be remembered that the choice of acts to be done is very restricted, the same thing pretty nearly all the time, yet there is no trickery; the psychic atmosphere played its own part.

     Donato, having received the requests that were made, led Miss Lucile toward the audience, and without speaking a word, solely with the aid of gestures made at the distance of one or two paces from her, then nearer, he conducted the "medium" to the persons in question, and she performed perfectly every act that had been requested. This experiment made a deep impression, for it was evident that there was neither any understanding with the subject nor any collusion with the audience. How was Miss Lucile able to perform these interesting feats? "By magnetic education" was the magnetizer's answer. It was vague, and yet true.

[  From: On Double Consciousness, Experimental Psychological Studies, by Alfred Binet, 1890. Link here for book.

        pg 7 "In his studies in pathological psychology, the point to which he has given especial prominence, is the law of mental dissolution. This law can be regarded as the key-stone of the structure he has reared. He has very correctly observed, and better than had been done before him, that there are stable states--strongly organized, resistive; and weak states--unstable, artificial, and easily lost. For instance, in memory, the stable states are the simple and common movements of adaptation; the more complex are the delicate movements of professional activity, the special memories. In the will, the stable and resistive are the simple impulses, having their origin in an organic state, as hunger, thirst; the less stable are the complex determinations of volition, in combination with mobile moral elements, such as duty, or remote interest. In attention, the stable is spontaneous attention, kept alert by an active sensation; the weak is voluntary attention and reflection. Now M. Ribot has shown that in progressive mental dissolutions, the progression invariably follows the same order; it proceeds from the less stable to the more stable; from the more delicately organized to the less delicately organized; from the higher to the lower. In substance, this is a great law of general pathology, of which M. Ribot has made a happy application to psychology." 

AND: "pg 18: "Under the above mentioned conditions, the experimentalist seizes a finger of the insensible hand, and impresses upon the finger in question alternate movements of flexion and extension; the patient, be it understood, not being able to see his own hand, does not know what is being done to him; he does not know whether they are bending or stretching one of his fingers. Nevertheless, it frequently happens that the finger thus manipulated spontaneously continues the movement which the experimentalist has impressed upon it; we may observe that it bends and straightens out again five or six times. The very same thing would happen if we had caused the wrist or elbow to perform passive movements.

     Now, what does this experiment prove, which admittedly is very simple and easy of repetition? Evidently, in order that the finger should spontaneously repeat the movement that has once been impressed upon it, it is necessary that the movement in question should have been perceived. The patient nevertheless declares that he has not felt or experienced anything in his finger. We must, accordingly, suppose that an unconscious perception of the movement has been produced; there doubtless has been a perception; the perception has engendered a similar movement--this too seems evident; but neither the sensation nor its motory effect have entered within the circle of the subject's consciousness. This little psycho-motory performance has been accomplished without his knowledge, and so to speak, quite outside of him." ]

 [Mental Suggestion by Dr. J. Ochorowicz, continued...]

 "By magnetic education" was the magnetizer's answer. It was vague, and yet true.

     There exists in magnetism a phenomenon little studied by hypnotizers--that of magnetic attraction, so-called. It is enough to bring the hand near the arm of the endormed subject: at once that arm goes out in the direction of the hand and follows all its movements. Though the magnet produces the same phenomenon, one must not suffer himself to be deceived by the analogy. This attraction has nothing in common with the attraction of iron by the magnet; it is not of a physical kind, but of the reflex order." (page 22, of this book)

Anyway. You get the drift.




Here, another example, at 7:05pm Thur. Oct. 11, 2018:

Cosmic Awareness Newsletter October 2018, Issue No 750:

Releasing Emotional Intensities And Traumas

 (CAC General Reading, June 16, 2018; Michelle, Interpreter, Energizer and Questioner: V. Sharp)

     "This Awareness observes the movement of water as it occurs on a molecular level; it appears from without as being a continuous movement, however when one looks at the thermodynamics, one can observe there is hot and cold, or cold and colder. There are pockets of water that are carrying specific minerals and others that carry chemicals, and these cause the waters to move at different rates of speed.

     This Awareness indicates however, one can sit beside this water and find stillness and peace, even though the water itself is not pure and is not moving in a symmetrical fashion. This Awareness presents this as an analogy for one's emotions, for, the next two cycles of the moon will bring great emotional intensity to many, and this intensity comes at a time when all energies are magnified."

This shows that there are things happening around us, that we have no direct control over, but must deal with anyway. So the only way to be, is to be objective, dis-identified with things, in order to get a clearer picture of our purpose. It's as though, the SPIRIT itself moves everything in its own mysterious fashion and we must pay attention to those movements, just as Don Juan taught Carlos Castaneda, to observe with the heart, the spirit in its motion, in its imprint upon matter. The spirit is truly unpredictable, it is so creative that not one experience will be the same as another experience, no two petals on a flower are the same, even though they appear to be the same. Therefore, the Archon who thought that he was the creator, that he was doing all this stuff, is self deceived. He is what represents the negative ego, the arrogant one. In order to stay free of that attitude, we step aside from identifying with everything, and become an observer paying attention to what is happening, even as we ourselves are moved, emotionally as well as physically, in the order of things. We observe ourselves along with all the other events and incidents together, in an objective manner.

    "This Awareness suggests that when emotions arise with intensity, it is as if one is contracting during a stage of labor. The body is in a state of progression. The emotional body is in a state of progression to release that which is done, that which is complete. This Awareness suggests creating an attitude of grace around this movement, these places of constriction."

     Another thing I want to bring to the attention. In the first sentence Awareness says: "This Awareness observes the movement of water as it occurs on a molecular level." Are your physical eyes capable of looking inside me? Seeing who I really am? What I am made up of? Have you? Have you SEEN the holy hell and heaven that's inside this being? No. Of course not. In the next sentence he says: "it appears from without as being a continuous movement." But when you look at my countenance...you see a physical form. You see a lovely serene looking female figure. Just like any other human being. All supremely calm and serene from the surface aspects. That's your mask. That's your packaging. But that mask, is a real life, and one that we use to integrate with, hold in honor, in order to advance the structure which the Spirit has started. There are as though three different beings of me. There is that girl lady human being, then there is that middle being, the me consciousness of right here right now, and then there is that huge Mother of all Being, who came here, made this tripple structure, and is as though a ghost hanging behind me, way above me, over my head, and watching. I think that's what Jung has called the Archetype, but I find it more personal than that, and much more challenging than I ever could figure of some little fucking archetype that Jung has seen. It's fucking HUGE! Sometimes, overwhelming. There is so much to endure, and one can feel so helpless, and yet one just has to bite the bullet and have the most patience that they can muster up.

"Grace, is the understanding of compassion and the ability to release and let go."

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Mon Oct 15, 2018, 1:29am

This is a strange parallel I found between these two works:

From: Mental Suggestion, by Dr. J. Ochorowicz, 1891

pg 27:

     "My other subject was also a young man, tall of stature, but not strong; highly intelligent, rather anaemic and consumptive. He was very sensitive, even too sensitive, to all sorts of impulsions (hypnoscope showed analgesia, instantaneous contracture of the whole arm). The application of the hypnoscope at the pit of the stomach produced in him a series of peculiar phenomena--sensations, contortions, sharp long-drawn cries, and rotary movements of the arms, the head, and the whole body. He was remarkable also for somnambulic and suggestional dreams of all the senses."

And from:

Cosmic Awareness 1982-19:

From Darkness Toward Light (Part 1): Religion and Mind Control.

How The Forces of Darkness Tried To Shut Down Paul Shockley's Channel

(Opening Message, CAC reading, July 8, 1982)

ED's Note: After we asked for an Opening Message, Paul started thrashing violently around while in trance, his arms waving wildly up and down, then circling, while his legs kicked and drew up, then kicked out again. This spectacle lasted for about 10 minutes.

Cosmic Awareness:

"This Awareness indicates the Interpreter as having experienced a long, tedious and difficult battle, in the sense of conflict and confrontation with the forces sent by the alien energies, this having been previously mentioned by this Awareness in the "Gathering Storm" information, whereby the Aquarian Church would be attacked.* (*Revelations of Awareness No. 79, from CAC)"

"Where an entity wishes to be free, they must also be willing to accept responsibilities that accompany freedom, for freedom does not come without its cost. Freedom is not free but has certain responsibilities which must be carried along with that freedom."

FUCK

     Oh my gawd!
Plumes and plumes of smoke! It's so gorgeous! Ah!
How powerful an archetype can be.

Must be the Psychology of the Unconscious.

Oh my god. That man is power itself.

Hard To Deal With Complications.

   God damned fucking strange complications!
I fucking Hate falling in love. It's so fucking tedious! Especially for an Aries woman, it's the fucking worst thing ever. Especially love at first 'sight'. Then you're stuck with this goddamned flame burning through you, causing so much pain, like wracking you twisted.... Like a snake wrapped around a tree and squeezing the heck out of it, and you can't think, apply yourself, focus to do anything of value. Your time is wasted by struggling with this intruder, this love bug, that zaps all your energy, puts you in bed or on the couch moaning and flipping and flopping around while that thing, that love bug burns away threatening to burn you right up out of this planet. You know? So I was wondering how to deal with this. I mean, I just fucking extracted myself from one man, thankfully unscathed, and then three days later, right after my firm resolve to leave that one behind, another one pops up out of the dark, and freaks me right out! Like he was waiting in the shadows so that if I left the last one, HE would pounce on me. Not that he did. It's this thing inside him, this love thing, this maniac of fire that once it catches you, all you can do is to endure it, until you can figure out a way to get clean from it, and return your focus to the more important aspects of life, such as getting ascended on out of this effing place! Ha! Damn. It's so challenging. Yea, so I asked my spirit helper/ helpers what could I do. And I was told "bite the bullet." It's the best advice. I've done it all my life when encountering this type of situation. Most of all, it didn't work, but it worked long enough for me when I did use it, to get my senses back and functioning, so I could figure out a way to escape the hell, or the heaven that was before me. It's the only way to stay balanced so that one can focus their mind where the most benefit is. For, if I allowed myself to stay, even in that heavenly realm with a one who I fall in love with...would it earn me my wings? to fly on out of here? No. I doubt that very much. Goddamned ascension is the most difficult thing to get a hold of in anyone's life. Jesus was fucking right about that one. HELLISH.

Ok. Now that I've had my rant. Back to work, biting the bullet. At least I can now function again.

It's interesting how one's weakest points can become strong points after a while. But it takes magnificent amounts of effort and strength to get them there. Oh my!


   You know? I think I've figured it out. It's because I haven't got my alchemical marriage yet. So there is no partner inside me, and that's why I keep attracting outside of myself, as in a similar male, who would stick and glue to my energy and therefore it would attract us to get a relationship going. But what I need to do right now, is to find my male self, or is that my Female self? because holy fuck, I've already got my male self, this little middle self, the ego, which is the functioner at this point...because a long time ago, when I was about 18 years old, my female self, which is HUGE, and BLACK, and fucking awesome as hell, but terrifyingly dominant, threatening to destroy my entire human structure...She came out and, well, she's very materialistic-like. She has no real sense for spiritual things, not! I mean, she knows all about spiritual things, and so she was on her way to bulldoze the place and get herself a large dark castle from which to work her mighty magic. But I, the little ball of light, the male self (even though I'm a female), noticed that she was pushing me out of the way and totally dominating me. I started to fight back and the next thing you know we, me the ego, and my fiend female self the inner structure, were constantly at each other arguing about things. That is when one of our Other! Higher Self than her or me, came into the picture, as though a hole opened up from Heaven and She came out scolding us for arguing with each other, and she told us to Stop! and to work together. We were both so shocked, because we didn't know there was another self that was part of this structure, we thought it was only us two, and so we both stood there listening to her talk to us, and then watch as she left, went back up into the Heavens and we could hear her involved with many other of the same type of Higher selves, and they were involved in intense learning over there from what I figured of what I heard. So when she disappeared, us two started to blend together. Instantly we stopped arguing, and just began to fade into one another. After about a few years, three or four, it was hard to even tell that there ever was two of us. So I was thinking that maybe this is the marriage that I need to make. So maybe I need to split from Her, and become two separate beings again, and then combine in a marriage way, a different way than we had been all these years. Hm. Something to think about.


Strangely, for some reason, as I scroll slowly down the page, it looks like fabric, black satin in perpendicular waves all down the page. Just a hint of it, you know? Hm. I wonder what that means.



Thursday September 13, 7:58pm

Oh fucking crapola. Holy fucking smithereans. Oh, AH. Wellwellwell. What the fuck. Who the hell IS that man? What is this situation? What the fuck? Goddamnit. Domini. Holy Fuck. Hey...let's express ourself! Better than words.

AION, Researches Into The Phenomenology Of The Self, Volume 9 of the Collected Works of Carl G. Jung

Most Exquisite Dance! Flame nco

     Well this Flamenco is one of the best I've ever seen.

What Is This Love? Mental? Or Heart Energy?

     So, who are you? I can feel you there. You're in tune with my thoughts and feelings. You send me terrific oh my gawd amounts of love feelings that just overwhelm me. What the fuck is this? Is it positive? Or is it some fucking negative vampire making me to think some things in order for it to squeeze me and feed off my genuine feelings, that come out from me, albeit in my ignorance, for lack of knowing who or what this energy is being emitted from!

     In the title I ask whether it is mental or heart, because the 'ping' goes off my head structure. That is where I pick up the feelings. But not necessarily does it stay there. More like it's an antennae that picks up what the fuck is going on around me, and relates it to the heart. This so confusing. If you are an entity who is helping me, then you best reveal yourself. Because I will know if you do not, because there is interference in my personal life if you are messing around for your own personal benefit. And that is not a good thing. So make it known to me. Or not, and find out how fast you can wither and die.

You know, I have a lover. He's beautiful. He's a Leo Tiger. Most exquisite. If you've ever seen Ganda, the English model, well you know what I'm talking about. My lover is like Angus Young, He has it all. His musculature matches his sexual desire. I was just wondering whether this strange structure would affect our love making, because I certainly hope not, it's been sooo nice being with him for over 20 years, I would rather continue it at its own pace than fracture it with unknowns which do not match up with its excellence.

Friday August 24, 2018, 11:20am

     Ok, now I know. It's many different beings. Elementals. Those who work the invisible structure. Haha! Thank you. Now we can communicate in peace. Because now I'm going to find out all that I can to find out, about you! Haha! Love you. You've been so helpful. Yea, that beautiful Bella. How is she? I'm so glad! Oh...she's so sweet and beautiful. She even tried to connect with me before she left, by pulling out some flowers which I then put into a glass, and all of the stems she pulled, grew roots. So now I could plant them indoors. Oh! I'm glad she did that. It showed me the difference between the human animal's way of thinking, and the open-minded observing the Spirit, way. Yea...I wish I could communicate with her in a higher spirit way. Bye Bella. What a beautiful being she was.

And still is.

So that's what was taking place, huh? Pretty powerful stuff. I wonder who she was, for all that to have taken place. Mysterious world we live in, hahaha.

Yea. Thursday August 23, 2018 at 12pm she passed away.

Photographic Poetry.

The Bridge.

       You're more than an angel. You're God itself. So am I, and so are the others. And on the other side is the God force. It's up to us, to form that bridge, with the others, on the other side, and connect, remove the great red dragon from our midst.   ...that corrupt, polluted, poison red dragon.

Holy fucking embarrassing stupid idiots! What a total corruption those reptiloids fashioned when they fucked around with the DNA of the proper beings of this planet, and of other planets, no doubt. It starts on page 12 of the PDF, and you can read in between lines with the help of Sitchin's work, just what is happening here.

The Lost Books of the Bible, The Rejected Texts, by Joseph B. Lumpkin.

Apparently, Adam & Eve still had their memory with them after every 'death' they endured in their beginning. It appears the alien extraterrestrials hadn't fucked with that until later.

This is the area they're talking about in the book.

Miss Books 'AT IT' Again!

      Hahahha. This lady is fucking brilliant. Hahahaha.
You know? I tried to read her yesterday, when I was drunk and high, but it was so awesome, I had to put it away to look at it, the next day, I said to myself, when I'm straight ...because it's that good. I have to say, I read only the first page of the "Preface" and not even the whole page, when I knew what I was dealing with. Thank you Michael. You're so fucking brilliant. This lady is truly something else. And I could tell, through anything, that this was something worth reading. And iiiit iiiis.

Sexual Personae, Art and Decadence From Nefertiti To Emily Dickinson, by Camille Paglia 1990

       And then today, when I began reading it all over again, one of the first things I saw which prompted me to write out, is this: "I demonstrate that Romanticism turns almost immediately into Decadence"
      Why? Because, listening to Unslaved.com podcasts, Michael Tsarion was saying how humanity had reached a point of ascending, of advancing out of this pit many times, and that every single time, those negative forces bore down upon them so cruelly, that they never made it past that point. He said that in the Renaissance age, it happened to them. Hence, that quote up above. And even Andrew Bartzis, the Galactic Historian, said that mankind had reached that point in the 60s and 70s, that they were about to ascend, but along came the vulture again, poisoned them with bad LSD and murdered those musicians who were planning to bring everyone together and lift up through.
      "The first volume of Sexual Personae examines antiquity, the Renaissance, and Romanticism from the late eighteenth century to 1900. I demonstrate that Romanticism turns almost immediately into Decadence, which I find throughout major nineteenth-century authors, even Emily Dickinson."
    Well hey, with a name like that? Hahahaha I guess she was being jostled around too!

Hahahaha! This is hilarious! Next excerpt:
      "What is art? How and why does an artist create? The amorality, aggression, sadism, voyeurism, and pornography in great art have been ignored or glossed over by most academic critics. I fill in the space between artist and art work with metaphors drawn from the Cambridge School of Anthropology."

Hahahaha! That's art. Right there. She fills in the spaces between the artist and its sicko works of 'art' with a dictionary word out of some book called 'Anthro-pology' or something like that...a metaphor.

Anth-rope.
I like this too. So well said:
     "I show how much of western life, are, and thought is ruled by personality, which the book traces through recurrent types or personae ( "masks" )."
Hahahahaa. "My title was inspired by Ingmar Bergman's cruel, dreamy masterpiece, Persona (1966)."
     This is such a deep book. Better than any masonic form of symbolism. That which is in this Lady's Book, is wicked. Ouch! Can you comprehend just what may be meant by this artistic placement of words?
      "I want to show meaning arising from simple everyday things---cats, grocery stores, bridges, chance encounters--- and thereby to liberate criticism and interpretation from their imprisonment in classroom and library."
     Love it. Well, I'm finally finished reading the first page, albeit not exactly fully in comprehension of it. Will have to go over it a few times. But, in the meantime, got to go read. Signing off. Miss Books.

6:44am
Hahaha fucking hilarious:
"To this day, communities are few in regions scorched by heat or shackled by ice." Hahhahah

This is completely silly, I'll tell you why after you read it:
      "Women have borne the symbolic burden of man's imperfections, his grounding in nature. Menstrual blood is the stain, the birthmark of original sin, the filth that transcendental religion must wash from man."

If that's the case, better get all your female animals that also menstuate and have your transcendental religions wash them up too! Hahaha.

And here's another thing I can argue about: "The male contribution to procreation is momentary and transient. Conception is a pinpoint of time, another of our phallic peaks of action, from which the male slides back uselessly. The pregnant woman is daemonically, devilishly complete. As an ontological entity, she needs nothing and no one."

Many errors there, nevertheless automatonic society has been doing it just that way for too long. Man and woman need to be of the same mind together, and with great love inside themselves, so that when they come together, both of them create the child into this existence, and give the child much blessed divinity because of their care. The woman, first off, needs the man, his sperm, and the man needs the woman, her egg. Once she is pregnant, she definitely needs him to help her with things, such as getting food, and helping to clean house, as well as warmth, love, caring, because it's not that simple and easy being a pregnant female with the future of a child's health all on her shoulders only. It takes two to do it properly.

And don't give me that stupid excuse that woman's body is a whole unit that will perform the forming of the child. Duh. It is so pathetic to think like that, because you can look at the man and say the same thing. He doesn't toil at creating his sperm. His body makes it. So you see? They both have a laboratory inside. Just two different kinds, but that work together.

There is so much staring right in our face and some people still don't notice. A man's body works at a fast pace, and a woman's body works at a slow pace. You get a Torus with a man on the outside stream and the woman on the inside stream. In order to keep the balance of the inner stream, the male's speed moves quickly over the outer surface to get back to the middle where the female energies move much slower, and of course all in balance together.

She says: "The North American Indian myth ot the toothed vagina (vagina dentata) is a gruesomely direct transcription of female power and male fear. Metaphorically, every vagina has secret teeth, for the male exits as less than when he entered." No doubt, he emptied a bit of himself in there. I suppose one could look at teeth as smooth edged things too, instead of the animal teeth of some piranha fish, hahaha!

Rod Well.

    I have a well for a rod, too!

But I don't make a name out of it.
Hahahaha!

Fascinating. Now that I got a well, I can dump a bumch more stuff in there. Let's seee.... how about ths?


Nooo Body!

Sometimes you're turning Holy Water into whine...
Say your prayers
say your
prayrs

whY?
Maybe bee
cause it feels good.



     It should have been called Batwell. Woulda coulda shoulda. But, now you know. Hahahaha.
Hey, who doesn't do their god damned daily duty?

This guy looks so cute.
Must have been sombody's baby.





Cute little rat. I, ,,,, I mean Bat!

Hahaha. Bats about bats, hahaha

You know" I might be selfish or I might just be joking around, but bats and vampires, and bloodshed seem to come together. Were we to continue to look upon another creature like it is our bond slave, then we may as well pack our bags and forget we came here. Because only in Love is there life. So, if there is an ugly scary monster, they tell you... ask, where it's at?

Got two turned tables and a micro phone.

Hahahaha... The division of Vision, watch out!

How about Red Well? or Read well.

Free Free FREE Masonic New Religion. Worship of Alien Extraterrestrials.

      So, we know one thing. The aliens already have a bunch of robots here on this planet to do the propagandizing for them. Check out this new book I found on the internet. It's a so-called aka demic book based on a subject they wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole ten years ago, but now all of a sudden, it's like a new religion...just got ta delve into, hm? So yea. They charge up a price of 33 fucking bucks on Canadian Kibbles and bits aka Kindle, and they call it Volume 1, because you know there are many more volumes and volumes of it, after that one. Hahahaha! Shhh. Don't tell anyone I told you. They might get mad at me for disturbing their secret. Shhh. Ok? Alright. So, check it out. Here's an excerpt from that book.

Beyond UFOs, Volume 1

"Due to the "ethereal nature" of the FREE research data, these UAP-related contact phenomena are not studied in universities. FREE's academic research study seeks to address this problem. Our book analyzes the data findings from the historic FREE Experiencer Research Study. FREE is in the 5th year of administering the world's first comprehensive, multi-language academic research study on individuals that have had UAP-related contact experiences with Non-Human Intelligence (NHI) --The FREE Experiencer Research Study.

      This book, volume one of our multi-volume book series that FREE is preparing, is focused on an analysis of the data from our 4-year FREE Experiencer Research Study. Before the death of Dr. Edgar Mitchell, he agreed to rename the FREE Foundation for his legacy and for the publication of many articles he had previously published in other journals. Many of his articles were published on our website, EXPERIENCER.ORG, over the last 4 years with Edgar's approval. Our Chapter 3 article was written by Dr. Mitchell in 1947, titled: "Introduction: From Outer Space to Inner Space."  Edgar states:

       "Although some research people claim connections between UFO phenomena and the psychic event, the correlations are not sufficiently established to warrant treatment in this volume [his 1974 book]. These omissions are not an oversight, rather, they are due to a paucity of solid research material. That paucity, in turn, is caused primarily by the lack of funding and research support from which this field has generally suffered--a lack, incidentally, that we hope this volume will soon help to change."

So you see? They even gave it a new name, "Beyond UFO's" so as to take out the bad taste of the word UFO, they renamed it to UAP.... that is, Unidentified Aerial Phenomenon. Hahahahha!!!

Now, I won't go into it now, how I know this what I've just stated. But tomorrow, after I get a good night's sleep, and feel refreshed, I just might describe to you some of the horrifically funny ass writings that some so-called full metal jacket academic lawyer wrote in the very beginning of this book.

Beyond UFOs: The Science of Consciousness & Contact with Non Human Intelligence

Blow your horn, there, now eh?

4:47am
     It sounds like infantile writing, to catch stupid people with, on that hook, and suck them in... even the clues to his massonic frends sound feeble and imbecilic. I guess they're really raking the bottom of the swamp floor.

   It's real garbage, the stuff to suck up the lowest of the low, the materialistic who watch t.v. but claim, in today's world, they only watch the sports, once in a while... or the news, because you have to keep up with, uh what's happening today.

It's so crass it's not worth reading. Like a book of fiction, written badly. They said in the so-called scientific studies of this subject that they gave out questionaires, did statistics reports. They only asked the people they were talking to what their experiences were, they said. They didn't go into their subconscious, as they put it, with hypnosis. Of course, that would scare their potential readers away! Lol. It's slum city. Or the pigsty. (The inversion of the Blue book. The PINK book!)

You don't want to change the title of your boook, just change the number so that the crowd of stupid people you're seeking can find it easily, because I'm positive that after all that fucking fluoride and pumped into their breathing air of chemical trails, they won't be able to remember anything but the most dogmatic of things. And so if you put from this-- Beyond UFOs, Volume 1 to this--- Beyond UFOs, Volume 2, I have a feeling you'll be safe that they'll find it.


Creme de la cramp.


It's what you do with the Knowledge... as well. Besides just understanding it. But if you just 'do' without understanding, what good is it to you? [brought under the hypnosis scalpel?]

Haha! It's name's like these that give them away. He's talking about his buddies, his compatriats in this story: "but FREE co-founders Mary Rodwell and Dr. Rudy Schild, are witnesses to..."

Gawd. The guy says he's a lawyer. It doesn't even sound like he's an academic.
In fact, he sounds like a gravedigger, let alone something that came out of the grave.







When you put the shadow together in your own self, appropriately, it turns out just like Nature, natural, or invisib.e but it still holds together, so elusive. That's what we call balance.

(crauwsh, you can just feel that toroidal motion swirling together whirling)

Kids are gettin better at the keyboard, you know? I guess they don't read books anymore.

Turn the volume way down low. Until it's all gone. Then start the next video, and observe.

WHAT's

    in a name?

        Think about that, for a moment. When I say your name... how does it affect you? What is this thing called, 'a name,' which has been so brainwashed into us from the day we arrived, till now, where ever we are, and it's still there, haunting us like a lover,  every time we hear our own name? How do you shadow box that one away?

It may be the devil inside, but be careful the rocks you turn over. You never know what you may find.

oh yeah jewel box dancer baby, swinging around...

Black magicians! My black magicians! 

Yes they're mine.

Who else could have thought up something like that?

    Miss Books Continues... down below


Monday August 20, 2018, 11:23pm

     Looks like this entire post has been beyond UFO's too. Hahhaa. Yup. So, like I said yesterday.
It starts off with the Free Co-Founder, Reinerio (Rey) Hernandez. And instead of saying UAP, I'm just going to say UFO. (YUP)

"Dr. John Mack's comments perfectly describe my transformation after the first of many anomalous contact experiences, which was initially shared with my wife in our living room. Before March 4, 2012, both my wife and I had zero interest in UFOs or in any paranormal topic. In fact, we knew almost nothing about these topics except for watching episodes of the "Twilight Zone," "Star Trek," or an occasional "Ancient Aliens" tv show. I attended several prestigious universities and was trained as a material rationalist who holds the philosophy that matter is the fundamental substance in nature and that only with reason and logic can we test out our knowledge of our reality. I graduated with honors from Rutgers College, was a master's candidate at Cornell University and was  Ph.D. candidate at the University of California at Berkeley, where I was the recipient of a National Science Foundation Ph.D. Fellowship. After UC Berkeley, I became an adjunct professor for six years at the New School for Social Research and at the City University of New York. I am currently an attorney in the State of Florida. Thus, I was the typical over-educated material rationalist who ridiculed anyone who believed in spirituality, UFOs, NDEs, OBEs, or any other paranormal topic."

   There you go. First off, with all that supposed school-learned knowledge, he's still an idiot. And if it was in 2012 that his first encounter happened... what makes him an expert to start off this over 700 page book published in July 2018, when there are those who have dealt with these phenomena all their lives, and some are even older than he is. ? hm...?

You can tell by the writing how stupid it already sounds. Hahahaha. Wait till you hear how he arranges to tell the story (with close attention to the numbers and the system he places them in, in his writing). Then you'll know what I mean by describing him as something that came out of a grave, let alone a grave-digger. His work is so monotonous. So infantile, like a little kid talking about their little discoveries, but in a rather dead emotional way than a lively emotional way.


You know what? I'm going to learn all their technical anal-litical academic lingo, and then I'm going to use it as a dagger and slice them all up with it.

You know. I'll use Doctor Edger Mitchill as the blade.