The Shadow.

Would you to give up on yourself, then who could help you? Or, when the light within you is all blackness then what have you left within? A complete criminal with a short existence. There is no fight there. Lack of balance. Easily expendable. Same with the opposite would that be here on this Earth, it could not stay for a very long time. That is what I have learned thus far. Hence "stay on the straight road" saying.

And so we must to know ourselves to find out what our shadow is and to resolve the difficulty completely, in order to have a harmonious life. Yesterday I found out who my shadow is. It is me, my own self, but without my own self knowing it was I. I had stomped it down, pushed it aside and hid it from dealing with. The light that was in me was thinking I could rid myself of this shadow part of me by hiding it. It didn't work. I had to deal with the unusual and strange things that I found had happened when I came back to being the person I am in daily life. It's like a Dr Jekyll, Mr Hyde type of situation.

I don't know everything, at the same time I am looking to see, still today, what is the cause of this splitting in me. It's a shattering of the being which I must face completely, without judgement, in order to find the truth. In the past few days I've been seeing pictures of my past come to me, in many different parts of my life, some from daily events from childhood, seemingly innocent events, some from adulthood, some from dreams I had, some from visions, and some from the very daily things around me which brought back memories that were not quite clear, but they resembled something, sort of like a deja vu feeling which had happened but without a clear comprehension of it at the time, so that I had to dwell upon the picture, the feeling, until I had seen more pictures come to me which brought sense to the whole. A gentle eureka moment. Only when one is ready will the picture be there, and it will be gentle to some, because it's so terrible, and still, must be dealt with, so in gentility it will come shocking you, at the same time not too much, so that one can continue to work with it to find the truth. That would be my situation. Maybe yours, I don't know. I'm going to describe some of the things I personally have to deal with, just so you can see how difficult it is, and yet, very necessary to have dealt with.

First I must say to you that nothing flows in a literal or lateral way. It does not follow a minute after minute schemato style. Why? Perhaps because the truth is hidden in a part that is most intense, and it is not going to reveal itself so easily to the blind. In my searches I have found that the Spirit is equally through all things, which doesn't give you a clue to anything when you follow a well-beaten trail. It is so complex I find it very difficult to even begin somewhere. So I must ask myself, where is the best place to begin my communications?

And here I will begin. When I was perhaps in my later teenage years, I do not quite remember time scheme, I only remember events as to grave importance. So I begin with this. I wanted to know all parts of myself first. I wanted to know how it worked. I observed my inner mechanisms, thoughts, feelings, dealings, within myself. I found out there were three parts out of the whole, that is out of the one part, who I am. I took who I am, and I saw there were three parts to myself. Just as later in my life when I had read Gurdjieff's teachings, he said the God is like this. There is the "Absolute," the "1." Then there is "All Worlds," the "3." That is where I started and this is what I have found. Gurdjieff wasn't talking about something outside of us only, he was also talking about our very own Self. And this is how our own Self expands into all these other worlds. The next one he said is "All Suns," "6," and the next is "Sun," "12," and so on.

Well this is what I found about my Self. I looked inside and there was a very dominant force. It was apparently from my left side, the side of the Snake, which is a Taurus, in the Oriental astrology. I was born in 1965. And the small positive side was the right side, which is my Aries side, being born April 1st. I saw that the personality of the left large side was that of the Snake. She was positive and negative as well. She had her own personality. And the right side, the Aries had a smaller role, right next to her the larger role, and that Aries as well had a positive and negative side.

I noticed that when the right side grew large, then it was negative, and the left side was small and positive. And likewise, when the left side grew large, she was negative and the right side was positive. So that tells me there is always a balance happening. It was quite an extreme balance back then when I first began observing. First the Aries was large, and it was negative. Then a few years later, when I did deeper soul searching, the left side became large and the right side became small.

That time I noticed they two were arguing with one another, basically fighting with each other. That was when the Snake was large and the Aries was small. She was feminine and he was positive. She was so great and beginning to turn black, and he was small beginning to fade away and was becoming powerless against her. So he was arguing for respect and she was dominating over him. While they were arguing, suddenly in came a force unseen and unknown to them both. That force I will call the Neutral force, the Wisdom, the Mediator. And she was of high knowledge. This being immediately had them to stop arguing and to call a balance where both can exist side by side. I noticed that she was coming from a different place. She was constantly in thought with other worlds/places, working, continuing.

Both left and right immediately listened to her, like she was the Christ principle because she had the knowledge which they together did not have. And being a unity and knowing they exist only with one another, that without the one, the other will no longer exist, they paid reverence to her with their attention and followed through. She disappeared as quick as she had come. It was a surprise, their first meeting of this one called the Mediator. They both were curious about this one being. After she disappeared back into her own world, them two made some kind of rules with each other, that she would allow him some duty and that she would follow his help, and that he would allow her a certain duty and he would follow her in that regard. They didn't see the Mediator for a long time after that. It was the first and I suppose last time they saw her, at the same time, that was enough for the left and right to keep a balance straight through my entire life up to this day, which has been respected. And through all that, other and new balances have formed, where she no longer ruled the roost, and he no longer was left to slave for her. Instead a new being formed within myself, and that is who I am today. A different person altogether. There have been vast experiences in my inner world, as well the outer.

The thing about the shadow is that I was warned I couldn't force it out or ignore it. I had to find out what its purpose in my lifetime is. There were some frightening situations which appeared, and I won't go into depth with it, only to say that yes, she is alive and living right along with the light and gentle side of my human being. And becoming knowledgeable about who I am, I have seen that she works not as an enemy but as a friend. It's up to my serious conscious self to stay aware of who I am at all times in order to understand where the lifeforce is taking me, in what direction it works...and it works toward the divine master plan is what I've seen.

There is much too many experiences to tell of, and so I shall stop now to take care of my other daily life situations, and I will come to this post later to fill in what I wanted to tell of, but find that I have other things which need tending to, as well.

Until later.

Love.

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It's later alright. It's 2:22 am Sunday January 30, 2011.  Sunshower




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What Scares You?

That was a really good question.


And then...what do you love? what makes you laugh, and what is in YOUR pocket? or what do you have hidden on your sleeve?

Life In A Day.

What an extraordinary movie. That was the most beautiful movie I had ever seen, that I can remember.

The truth reveals itself in the people. It shows the people in their personal lives, and it shows the people as a group, as living on the whole Earth together.


When I watched that movie, I cried. It was so beautiful. I've learned SO very much just from that movie.

I am now immersed in my personal life, and the question that has been haunting me, and I have been avoiding is....what scares you?

That thing...that the Pleiadians were talking about...it's like that. They said, you must approach one step at a time, learning all that you can as you move. because one step leads to the next and therefore you MUST have the one step perfect before you can take the next. Otherwise, would you to approach the Prime Creator not prepared, the knowledge may utterly destroy you.

And I push away my personal dilemma for the moment and go back to the movie. Look at the people that day July 24, 2010. Look at where they came from, and where they are now. and see how slowly, just like that snail at the very end of the movie, that they've travelled. One step at a time, learning everything in between.

Magnificent. This probably should be written in Belialith's Tales, but, Ultra Black will do.

So. What scares me?

Hmhmhm. Gentle smile. I just can't get myself to say it just yet. Do you understand me Doc? You know what I'm saying?

It is a sort of terrifying, but it's backwards.

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Reptilians are Not The Problem.

Seriously.

Think of it this way. I love the Reptilians. I love the Humans. I love the other species of Extraterrestrials, and Terrestrials. I mean come on, think about it. Love your enemies. Hahahaa...hilARious!

Get it? Got it? Good.

Because the Reptilians are here, along with many other Species of Beings, it is a great opportunity for learning. Especially, when you don't know your own self, it is an opportunity to learn about your self.

How do you "react" to all this? How do you act, to all this? What do you think? What do you feel? All those things take you into a deeper understanding, which helps you to understand the saying, love one another...love your enemies, and then they will be your friends.

Like when you suppose you have an enemy, and they, it seems to you, are bothering you...well, it's time to look at what is REALLY bothering you. When you find what is REALLY bothering you, then the enemy ceases to bother you any more. So you have conquered one little, or large, problem. Now the enemy may immediately look at other aspects of you and find another area in which to bother you with. Taking the same method, you look at what REALLY is bothering you, and you deal with it. That, in truth, makes your enemy your friend.

And so...I am friends with the enemy. They have helped me so much! Oh the things that were going on in me, which needed to be brought out...oh and you people too have helped me to look at what it was inside of me that was stagnant. And then I slowly began dealing with it, and it unclogged, and the health began flowing through me.

It's a daily process. The one who reaches perfection wins. At the same time, it is not a challenge between you and others...it's a challenge haha only amongst your own self. Once you reach a good state of perfection, then it's just gorgeous. You experience so many unique things. And all those things are unique to you, your own self....there is no comparison to the world outside around you. That's what too many people fail to see. They are constantly looking at others to see where they themselves are suppose to be...using others as a measuring stick. Well generally, you're measuring yourself against not perfect being. Just because they all tell you that we are all perfect, haha, it doesn't mean that you have reached your own ideal perfection. And when you have, who's to know what type of perfect you are? Only you and the Creator from whom you came...and who showed you inside yourself the Will For YOU alone. No one else has the same Creator's Will given to them that someone else has. There are no clones. Even clones are not the same two things, otherwise they wouldn't exist side by side. They would cancel each other out....do you get it? Individuality takes all your might and all your courage and all your love to become, perfect.

Start doing it. Stop fearing and blaming the Lizards for your problems.

I love you all. And you can sense it, by the fact I'm helping you through teaching.

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Canary In A Coal Mine.

How strange. I was just downstairs earlier thinking to myself about a situation of poisoning, and how people would not know what kind of poison was there in the "cave" -ala Plato- unless there were some signal. And I began singing in my head "canary in a coal mine."

Then I came upstairs to continue listening to Stewart Swerdlow on the Coast to Coast that I put into my YouTube account playlist. When Stewart said that the crop circles are really crap circles, the host of Coast to Coast said we can go to EarthFiles.com by Linda Moulton to find out more about crop circles. When I got there, this is what I saw...

January 12, 2011 - Hundreds More Birds Dead in Athens, Alabama.

On Wednesday, January 12, 2011, Athens, Alabama, residents west of Huntsville, reported

that on Interstate 65 in Limestone County, near mile marker 347, some 300 blackbirds

were dead on the side of the northbound lanes. Eyewitnesses said the birds

seemed to fall from the sky. But wildlife biologist Mitchell Marks sent to the scene told

WHNT 19 News, “What it appears to us right now is that the birds were feeding

alongside the road. The flock flushed, flew out into a vehicle and we've got this

kill here along the road.” All of the birds showed physical trauma and Marks

collected some for lab examination. Image © 2011 by WHNT 19 News.

January 11, 2011 - 100+ Birds Found Dead Near Geyserville, California.

California Fish and Game warden investigates Highway 101

near Geyserville, California, northwest of San Francisco around 2:30 PM

on Saturday, January 8, 2011, after more than 100 small, black and brown birds

of same type (unidentified) were found on and around the roadway.

There was no evidence the birds had been shot. Several birds were

collected by the warden to be identified and necropsied. Image ©

2011 by Randi Rossmann, The Press Democrat.

January 7, 2011 - Turtle Doves Fall Dead from Italy Sky. 

Italy's GeaPress online reports that on January 5, 2011, hundreds to thousands of dead and dying turtle doves were found hanging from trees and were scattered in the streets and flower beds of Faenza south of Venice. A mysterious blue stain was found on many of the dove beaks. GeaPress speculates that the blue stain could be linked to poisoning and inability to breathe. Some dove bodies have been sent to labs for testing.

Lifeless turtle dove on a tree limb in Faenza, Italy, south of Venice,

discovered along with hundreds more dead and dying turtle doves on

January 5, 2011. Image by World Wildlife Fund.

 

Updated:  January 7, 2011 - New Year Deaths of Birds, Fish
and Crabs Around the World.  Click for report.

“I’ve been here for 30 years and to my knowledge, there has never been
a bird die-off this big. It’s the sheer numbers of this one that makes it unusual.”

- George Badley, D.V.M., Arkansas State Vet, Livestock & Poultry Commission

In Beebe, Arkansas, northeast of Little Rock, more than 5,000 blackbirds

fell from the sky on New Year's Eve dead and dying over a mile-long area of houses

and streets. 125 miles north in Oxford, Arkansas, on December 29th, at least 100,000 drum

fish were found dead in a 20-mile stretch of the Arkansas River. Images by AGFC.

  

Sweden's National Veterinary Institute said it had tested
five of at least 100 birds that mysteriously fell dead on a Falkoeping,
Sweden, road January 4, 2011, and like Beebe, Arkansas, and LaBarre,
Louisiana, investigators confirmed evidence of traumatic injury by blunt force.
Falkoeping did not have fireworks on Tuesday night and veterinarians said
the birds did not have internal hemorrhaging. Image by NVI.

 Obviously that's a signal that something is really wrong with what's going on. Hey people...are you using your intuition? Tis time to fight.

 

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Arousing Thunder And Penetrating Wind.

What does that mean? Is it Alchemy ?     Or   ...is it just a poem...   to get us thinking?

Nevertheless, we are always under some con straint to per form. Well, guess what? I am here to tell you, you need not form, would you not want to. Therefore, it is not in my physical hands...of course...

Answers are all within you all ways... al the table....round triangular or square....whichever you prefer.





AaOwlright. A Black Adder just bit me. I have to go now.

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Some My space Pictures.

I've got so many pretty pictures. At myspace though, some guy fell in love with me, and only because I wasn't playing his game, he got angry with me and started using the pictures I had on myspace, against me. He made some rude websites and put my image there, as though I was the one responsible. Hahaa haa. Terrible stuff. I wouldn't want to be jilted by me either. So anyway. That is why I can't leave a link on myspace to tell all my friends where I am.


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I want you to show me the way

Yea. Every day.

O. K.

So we are gathered to be gathered to be

released!



One All One...the only place is won.



Yes yes, Michael is right, love him to daath. We Are Spirits In The Material World.
So comforting to know.




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What Am I Looking At Now?

From the gold glistening outside in the trees, the dark branches of the sleeping, awake trees.
to the golden sunshine in your eyes. I am looking at you full everywhere. How we love thee.



What are you looking at?



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Naveed

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Devil's Food.
Come come Neter, come come now.

Some things are so bad. And some things are So good...it is Magic.

We're all fat sometimes. And then we meet The Thin White Duke.
There's so much creative effort? in lean times, huh.
That's why we're going to...


Even I have parts and pieces.
In order to know a Whole, one must know the parts and pieces.
Hey people!? What are your 'parts' and peace is?

Going to Hell, and finding out.
Is easy to do. You must have the Desire.
And coming out transformed is the short term goal.
You need not be a living dead world. But would you like to...it can be accomplished.


Inform by teaching, not preaching. Even the Devil knows that.

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...and the color girls go do do-do

Candlemass - Bewitched


 take a walk on the wild side lou reed


Weird videos people can make,  huh?

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Bron-Y-Aur-Stomp

The Poetry of Led Zeppelin III


And now...for the Music!

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Very Important Information About SECRET SOCIETY

These 6 videos are most important to listen to, over and over, until it dawns on you just what has been happening in society the past few thousands of  years which lead up to today. You'll be absolutely surprised by what you are about to hear. Click on the link to get started, and learn how to free yourself from the secret societies deceptions.


Michael Tsarion on Akhenaton, the Cult of Aton - part 1 of 6

Michael Tsarion on Akhenaton, the Cult of Aton - part 2 of 6

Michael Tsarion on Akhenaton, the Cult of Aton - part 3 of 6

Michael Tsarion on Akhenaton, the Cult of Aton - part 4 of 6

Michael Tsarion on Akhenaton, the Cult of Aton - part 5 of 6

Michael Tsarion on Akhenaton, the Cult of Aton - part 6 of 6



 The cult of the Dragon? Here are some words. Dragon...Draco...Lizard...Atlantis. Read the Cassiopaeans and find out that the Lizards come from Draco and they came to Earth building cities where their main city was Atlantis. See this picture; Reptile Alien Caught On Cam In Welsh Mountains

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Wilhelm Reich

This man was constantly messed over by the illuminati because his orgone boxes
made energy the same as that of the pyramids, which could help people into ultra
health.


Excerpt from: Listen,Little Man! by Wilhelm Reich

  John Stuart Mill said that "mankind can hardly be too often reminded, that there was once a man named Socrates, between whom and the legal authorities and public opinion of his time, there took place a memorable collision [so that Socrates was] put to death as a criminal."
     In a similar vein, Americans can hardly be too often reminded that there was once a man named Wilhelm Reich who died in an American federal prison on charges which today would be laughed out of any court.
     Reich had attained his medical degree in Germany and studied psychoanalysis with Sigmund Freud, becoming one of Freud's favorites. Reich was an activist in the German Communist party during the 1930s, but his ideas and teaching disagreed with the party line, and he was expelled from the party in 1933. He later became one of its most unrelenting opponents. In 1939, with World War II approaching, Reich moved to the United States.
     In 1947, following a vicious smear article in the New Republic by Mildred Edie Brady, the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) began an investigation into Reich's orgone energy accumulator. The Brady article claimed that Reich was conducting a sex racket, and the FDA assumed that his books must be pornographic literature. The FDA gestapo were uninterested in scientific information concerning the accumulator, and when Reich refused to cooperate with their witch hunt, the investigation bogged down, lacking any evidence against the accumulator.

     In 1954, during the Joe McCarthy era, the American feds decided to go after Reich again. Without any proof whatsoever, the Food and Drug Administration succeeded in having a federal court brand the accumulator a fraud, with the added dictum that orgone energy does not exist, and the order that all literature even mentioning orgone energy should be burned. The FDA placed a ban on transporting or using Reich's orgone boxes. Because one of Reich's co-workers continued to transport the orgone boxes, Reich was imprisoned. He died of a heart attack in prison at the age of 60 in 1957, the day before he was to go up for parole.
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You see? The Archons, Lizards, Illuminati, want your soul. Better do some research to find out what is going on here on the planet.


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What Is It About Jupiter?

Something strange happened. To me anyway. I was listening to Mtsar's work and in one of the video talk shows a guy was talking about Jupiter being the dumping ground of the Illuminati. He said they send the broken satellites there to smash into the planet...he thought they were attempting to destroy the planet or something.

Well when I heard that it stayed with me. I just heard it extra loud in my mind for what reason I did not understand at the time.

Then today, since I haven't gone to sleep yet, it was Dec 31st at my sister's house for new year's eve, and I was talking with my nephew Keith who's intelligent spiritually. We spoke of a lot of things and then we were on the subject of where might I come from. He was in some kind of reverie or something, when he asked me did I have raging storms in me? I said yes! Kind of amazed that he could know that, since I hide it so well. Anyhow, he then said he thinks I might be from Jupiter, as he said there is always a hurricane going on over there...all kinds of storms. He said he thinks I need a new home and that's probably what I'm looking for.

We talked about a lot of wonderful things. He said that there is no good or bad, no positive or negative, that there is no anything. I said, it's like a hologram right? He also talked about a mountain that is going to disappear instantly into the center of the universe and even the center of the universe will disappear. The whole thing will be gone. I told him I had been reading about that kind of stuff. The Cassiopaeans said something about a realm border crossing and riding the wave. He doesn't read any books. He gets all his information from within. He was told by one of the huge beings who work with him right now that the aliens took him and screwed him up when he was young, and so his physical body is deaf dumb and blind. I said I know what you mean. Your physical body, but not your spiritual self. He agreed.

Anyway, I've said enough. I was told by a great spiritual being to not talk about what I wanted to talk about because it would spoil the joy for others, so I said I would work through it within. And therefore, I will.

Happy New Year Everyone. It's 2011.


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