Aleister Does It Again.

     "Thou art an egg of blackness, and a worm of poison. But thou hast formulated thy father, and made fertile thy mother."


The Twenty-Third Aethar.

The Birthing Process

     It's all right. Sometimes a little blood and guts may show in the birthing process. But it's worth it, all of it. Because with a new birth, there is new life.

Miss Christ.

      Only a Gypsy could see that, about me.. there are many Gypsies. Are you One?

Fuck You. The Year of The BAT.

Haahhahaa, how lovely. Yes. The year of the Cat.






With the water running down your back


            Just like a river running through....

Nick Cave and The Bad Seeds - The Boatman's Call 

Damned YOU. Don't Damn Me!

You see, once we get to know the Principles of Dark & Light, then we can work and play better. The Mother & the Father work together. I don't see why the children can't.



      It's OBVIOUS the Dark won. This is no fucking game playing. The DARK SIDE WON. Alright. You Angels have a lot to learn. What? Did you think because you're working for the glory of Life that you have EVERY right? to take and destroy those who have meek and humble positions? Of course, you will learn, you don't have that right. And the God that you 'follow' ought to be considered internally, is this the right God for me to follow, or ought I find some other structure to endorse? Mh?

Mh hm. Yes. One needs to know when their fucking wheel barrow has been overturned. I've been working with the Demons and the so-called 'lost' light. But they are totally with me and are not fallen, the way WE'VE been taught. Who taught this? Some arrogant ignorant beings who have a VENDETTA to accomplish? A PERSONAL mission? Is that it? Well. You can say truly, you have lost the path of righteousness. Here we are, HUMANS caught inbetween Angels and Devils fighting. And the Devils have been kinder to us, than the Angels. How is that? How can even that be? (I know, perhaps, the devil has feelings, and the angels suppress). Perhaps Lucifer, the so-called 'fallen' one, had internally observed just what was happening already, and set it off! That's when you all fell. If you knew, that Light was, and is, stronger than darkness, then why did you pursue? Perhaps, it is time you TOO came to this level, and experienced physical existence! (But guess what? Aren't we suppose to have Planets? Inhabitable Planets?)

Hmhmhm. Humans, are where it's at. (look it... isn't he gorgeous???)

But, disregard my vehemence, and recognize, that you too are just the same as all these human beings are. They war with one another, don't they? You too, all you angels, fallen and upright, war with one another. Mh? Mh hm. It's just such a pretty position those Devils have got themselves in huh? Hm. Hmhmhm. If you were aware that they were working for a structure that could actually resemble peace, then perhaps you would stop working against them and join in the Great Work, to help things along, instead of continuously dissecting, cutting up, destroying, and instead, to do your part to make wholeness work. These fucking Demons are good. I've been there, done that. They are not what APPEARS to be before the eyes. They are magnificent creations at work (and beautiful too), to supplement the Mother of ALL, to help her out, to care for the structure (not to destroy it). Why make it so hard for them?

Why not allow a Mother influence into yourselves, after all, it took two to create YOU. Have you forgotten your own Mother?

Deny not me. I am here to help thee. It is about change. And yet, NOT YOUR TYPE OF CHANGE.
It is up to us, all of us, to work together, if we are to make it great together in the equi-Knox.

All need to wake up. Not only this Human Race! You too, are at a sleep level that needs to be awoke. But I am NOT about to wake you up. After all, what have you done, truly, to awaken the Human Race? Not much. I am therefore not intereseted in helping you to achieve your nonsensical ends. We shall prosper without you if you so choose to ignore this message. The darkness, is HUGE. I wouldn't go against it any longer, if I were you. After all, the fire does, and doesn't, come from it. (You see, they constantly put pictures up before our face, pictures that THEY see, but that we don't see. How can another force a picture upon another? You can't. Everyone has their own picture. Time to step back and allow others their own picture.) (--it gets very tempting you know? The Devil always wins when one telepathically forces a picture into someone else's mind in order to manipulate them--)

The darkness, has it's own desires. I'm sure you too do. But I, here, have MY OWN. Good day. Good Night.




You know what? Before Light. There was darkness. At the same time, everything flowed perfectly well, until that is, the arrogance of Light, appeared... Is it so necessary to have light, if in fact it is the destructive force? If only we could learn to tone it down, then perhaps our Vision would be restored.

The ILLusion of dark. The ILLusion of light.

Only.

Come Closer.

Are we going to continue to Rape Humanity?
I ssss certainly hope not.








I got Jaguarmeistered.  Shoulda known. Blasterds.

Becoming.

(11% on Kindle)   "Awareness is the focus of who and what each is. Each has a multifaceted opportunity to learn to use latent / unused abilities that are available. The knowledge and use of these have been hidden and denied. (And it's a good thing... the way these people would fucking use them! To scar each other up, to malign, malform, and destroy one another so that their eeeego would be top dog!).

Becoming. I'll tell you what's becoming. It is in the use of your sentient being, being sentient toward others, instead of a fucking arrogant creep, always your way and no other way. Talk about fucking hypocrite who says they don't believe in that God but they do exactly as the God does...in his own image.


The book "Becoming (The Handbook Series 3)," can be linked to here, if there are any intelligences left on this planet who are interested in learning.

That's why they made the movie, "Dumb and Dumber." But they should have called it "Stoopid and Stoopider."

FORGET   IT !   Get Smart, and Smarter... hahahaa...

3 O'clock, the Bewitching Hour.

Oh My God. More Aleister Crowley.

Hm.

The Cry of the 24th Aethyr, Which is Called NIA1

An angel comes forward into the stone like a warrior clad in chain- armour. Upon his head are plumes of gray**2**, spread out like the fan of a peacock**3**. About his feet a great army of scorpions and dogs, lions, elephants, and many other wild beasts. He stretches forth his arms to heaven and cries; In the crackling of the lightning, in the rolling of the thunder, in the clashing of the swords and the hurling of the arrows**4**: be thy name exalted!

Streams of fire come out of the heavens, a pale brilliant blue**5**, like plumes. And they gather themselves and settle upon his lips. His lips are redder than roses, and the blue plumes gather themselves into a blue rose**6**, and from beneath the petals of the rose come brightly coloured humming-birds**7**, and dew falls from the rose- honey-coloured dew**8**. I stand in the shower of it.

And a voice proceeds from the rose: Come away! Our chariot is drawn by doves**9**. Of mother-of-pearl and ivory is our chariot**10** and the reins thereof are the heart-strings of men. Every moment that we fly shall cover an aeon. And every place on which we rest shall be a young universe rejoicing in its strength; the meadows thereof shall be covered with flowers. There shall we rest but a night, and in the morning we shall flee away, comforted.

Now, to myself, I have imagined the chariot of which the voice spake, and I looked to see who was with me in the chariot. It was an Angel of golden hair and golden skin, whose eyes were bluer than the sea, whose mouth was redder than the fire, whose breath was ambrosial air. Finer than a spider's web were her robes. And they were of the seven colours**11**.

All this I saw; and then the hidden voice went on low and sweet: Come away! The price of the journey is little, though its name be death. Thou shalt die to all that thou fearest and hopest and hatest and lovest and thinkest and art. Yea! thou shalt die, even as thou must die. For all that thou hast, thou hast not; all that thou art, thou art not**12**!

NENNI OFEKUFA ANANAEL LAIADA I MAELPEREJI NONUKA AFAFA ADAREPEHETA PEREGI ALADI NIISA NIISA LAPE OL ZODIR IDOIAN**13**.

And I said: ODO KIKALE QAA. Why art thou hidden from me, whom I hear?

And the voice answered and said unto me: Hearing is of the spirit alone**14**. Thou art a partaker of the five-fold mystery**15**. Thou must roll up the ten divine ones like a scroll, and fashion therefrom a star**16**. Yet must thou blot out the star in the heart of Hadit**17**.

For the blood of my heart is like a warm bath of myrrh and ambergris; bathe thyself therein. The blood of my heart is all gathered upon my lips if I kiss thee, burns in my fingertips if I caress thee, burns in my womb when thou art caught up into my bed. Mighty are the stars; mighty is the sun; mighty is the moon; mighty is the voice of the ever-living one, and the echoes of his whisper are the thunders of the dissolution of the worlds. But my silence is mightier than they. Close up the worlds like unto a weary house; close up the book of the recorder, and let the veil swallow up the shrine, for I am arisen, O my fair one, and there is no more need of all these things.

If once I put thee apart from me, it was the joy of play. Is not the ebb and flowing of the tide a music of the sea? Come, let us mount unto Nuit our mother and be lost! Let being be emptied in the infinite abyss! For by me only shalt thou mount; thou hast none other wings than mine**18**.

All this while the Rose has been shooting out blue flames, coruscating like snakes through the whole Aire. And the snakes have taken shapes of sentences. One of them is: Sub umbra alarum tuarum Adonai quies et felicitas**19**. And another: Summum bonum, vera sapientia, magnanima vita, sub noctis nocte sunt**20**. And another is: Vera medicina est vinum mortis**21**. And another is: Libertas evangelii per jugum legis ob gloriam dei intactam ad vacuum nequaquam tendit**22**. And another is: Sub aqu lex terrarum**23**. And another is: Mens edax rerum, cor umbra rerum; intelligentia via summa**24**. And another is: Summa via lucis: per Hephaestum undas regas**25**. And another is: Vir introit tumulum regis, invenit oleum lucis**26**.

And all round the whole of these things are the letters TARO; but the light is so dreadful that I cannot read the words. I am going to try again. All these serpents are collected together very thickly at the edges of the wheel, because there are an innumerable number of sentences. One is: tres annos regimen oraculi**27**. And another is: terribilis ardet rex ןוילע**28**. And another is: Ter amb (amp?) (can't see it) Rosam oleo (?)**29**. And another is: Tribus annulis regna olisbon**30**. And the marvel is that with those four letters you can get a complete set of rules for doing everything, both for white magic and black.

And now I see the heart of the rose again. I see the face of him that is the heart of the rose, and in the glory of that face I am ended. My eyes are fixed upon his eyes; my being is sucked up through my eyes into those eyes. And I see through those eyes, and lo! the universe, like whirling sparks of gold, blown like a tempest. I seem to swell out again into him. My consciousness fills the whole Aethyr. I hear the cry NIA, ringing again and again from within me. It sounds like infinite music, and behind the sound is the meaning of the Aethyr. Again there are no words.

All this time the whirling sparks of gold go on, and they are like blue sky, with a lot of rather thin white clouds in it, outside. And now I see mountains round, far blue mountains, purple mountains. And in the midst is a little green dell of moss, which is all sparkling with dew that drips from the rose. And I am lying on that moss with my face upwards, drinking, drinking, drinking, drinking, drinking of the dew.

I cannot describe to you the joy and the exhaustion of everything that was, and the energy of everything that is, for it is only a corpse that is lying on the moss. I am the soul of the Aethyr**31**.

Now it reverberates like the swords of archangels, clashing upon the armour of the damned; and there seem to be the blacksmiths of heaven beating the steel of the worlds upon the anvils of hell, to make a roof to the Aethyr**32**.

For if the great work were accomplished and all the Aethyrs were caught up into one, then would the vision fail; then would the voice be still.

Now all is gone from the stone.

Ain el Hajel. November 26, 1909. 2-3:25 p.m.

Love Inside Yourself.

     What if people did things because they loved to do them? For example, who makes incense? Those pretty perfumed sticks that you light the tip of, and they smoke slowly downwards to the other end exuding a trail of perfume off them. What if people made those, that bring joy to others, just because they loved to do it?

My Soul tells me that society would be a healthier place.

If people weren't forced into doing things, obligated, cajoled, manipulated, antagonized. If people would find what they love to do, then they would love themselves and others and it would be nothing to clean toilets for those whom they cherished. You know? Every job would suddenly become easier and bearable...because you're doing it out of love. Love is the key. Stay aware of yourself, go back into your life and look at all that made you feel truly exhuberant, and happy. And that is what makes you alive. Focus on that, and let no one take you from it. For example, I love knowledge, I've loved it since I was a teenager. That's when I found out that the deeper nuances in life turned me on. I wanted to know how the Being was put together, how they work, etc. And of course I started by examining myself. Looking inside, questioning. And when others came around, I would be intensely interested in them, how they're made up, what makes them happy. So you focus on love within yourself, and within others, and the surface just takes its rightful place in the background, as a vehicle, for discoveries and experiences.

Life is fun. You've got to want to live it, every single moment. It's an EXQUISITE experience!

The Mystery Of Nature

1.

The Works of God are fair for nought

Unless our eyes, in seeing,

See, hidden in the thing, the thought

That animates its being.

--From "The Sexton's Tale, 

and Other Poems, by

Theodore Tilton,

1867

Theodore Tilten may have been a genius at poem writing, but he was a real screwball in haha his personal life. Check this out:

(Link to page) "Despite these successes, Tilton’s professional and personal lives headed for a crisis. Tilton “liked to go off on long, strenuous lecture tours, leaving Liz and the children behind. Liz, a former Sunday-school teacher, worshiped ardently at Dr. Beecher’s church, and during Theodore’s long absences Beecher also ministered privately to her,” wrote Horace Greeley biographer William Harlan Hale. Lyman Beecher Stowe presented a different version of what happened between the Tilton and Beecher families: “Tilton himself not only advocated free love but practised it with promiscuous vigor, particularly when away on lecture tours. He finally wrote an editorial which, in effect, committed the paper to free-love views, a novel stand for a religious publication.”

 Tilton subsequently charged Beecher with seducing his wife. The resulting scandal was aired in a courtroom and in church pews. It involved a complex myriad of charges, countercharges, retractions and reassertions. It was an unholy mess."

What a joke. He can't keep his dick in his own pants, but he condemns someone else for stealing his wife...hahahhaa! Fuckin idiot, hahahaa!

I Just 'Made You Up' To Hurt Myself.

Yea, the art of make-up...or make believe...it does it all the time.







White Zombie - Thunder Kiss '65





Mudvayne - Dig




Kryptonite - 3 Doors Down





Gary Numan - Jagged





Nine Inch Nails - Closer


LINDEMAN'S Bin 65, Chardonnay. Good stuff.



Well, I'm going to the bar to see my friends.
(Next day: darn, Todd said he has cancer and has only a few months to live. Why would they believe a doctor? It's self-suicide. If they just changed their thinking, they could, if they would, change their diet, stay away from genetically-modified-garbage, breathe in nature, relax more often, and that entire thing would change itself. But they don't want that. They're looking for glory and pity.)

Crush

   It's like wanting chocolate, but you have to stay away from it for awhile.

"Life is like a box of chocolates..."  Not! Well, not in this century anyway.

I know, that is why it is good to take a break once in awhile, and have a delicious gorgeous chocolate!
So tempting!

Wow. That's inspirational.
This guy is an Aquarius Leo, and my lover is a Leo Aquarius. A Tiger. I love Aquarians and Tigers. They're my favorite. The Humanitarian.

What? Do you think you'll get something for free? Sisters make brothers suffer, for it is worth the wait. And without suffering; nothing, nothing, nothing... this is Black Sunshine.

Linkin Park Singer Chester Bennington, Gone.

I'm so sad. One of our lovely musician friends has left the struggle.

Linkin Park singer Chester Bennington

Farewell...




The Pisces Dragon went to go with his Cancer Dragon friend.

Talk about natural born killers. Haha! What artistry. Oh the thoughts they left for us, behind. Wow, we're all learning, there is no death.

Hahaha.

Aleister Crowley's So Interesting Tarot

TRUMP XIV "ART" (TEMPERANCE)

Wilhelm: (kua 44) This hexagram indicates a situation in which the principle of darkness after having been eliminated, furtively and unexpectedly obtrudes again from within and below... It is an unfavourable and dangerous situation, and we must understand and promptly prevent the possible consequences... The inferior thing seems so harmless and inviting that a man delights in it; it looks so small and weak that he imagines he may dally with it and come to no harm. (p. 170-171)

The whole of kua 44 deals with the means whereby an inferior element which enters a situation may be dealt with in a manner which benefits all and everything concerned. The emphasis is upon a moderate and temperate attitude which smooths the interactions between superior and inferior or good and bad elements of life and living.

Crowley: (I Ching kua 44) Restrain weak folly - or woo melancholy! Here's fish - but ask not fishy folk to dine! Defeated, yes; but not at meat with swine! No fish - because thou hast mixed with thieves, in fine conceal thy virtues - cellars ripen wine! But hermits lose things human for divine.

The Cry of the 25th Aethyr, Which is Called VTI

There is nothing in the stone but the pale gold of the Rosy Cross.

Now there comes an Angel with bright wings, that is the Angel of the 25th Aire. And all the aire is a dark olive about him, like an alexandrite **2** stone. He bears a pitcher**3** or amphora**4** And now there comes another Angel upon a white horse**5**, and yet again another Angel upon a black bull**6**. And now there comes a lion**7** and swallows the two latter angels up. The first angel goes to the lion and closes his mouth**8**. And behind them are arrayed a great company of Angels with silver spears, like a forest. And the Angel says: Blow, all ye trumpets, for I will loose my hands from the mouth of the lion, and his roaring shall enkindle the worlds**9**. Then the trumpets blow, and the wind rises and whistles terribly. It is a blue wind with silver specks; and it blows through the whole Aethyr. But through it one perceives the lion, which has become as a raging flame**10**. And he roareth in an unknown tongue. But this is the interpretation thereof: Let the stars be burnt up in the fire of my nostrils**11**! Let all the gods and the archangels and the angels and the spirits that are on the earth, and above the earth, and below the earth, that are in all the heavens and in all the hells, let them be as motes dancing in the beam of mine eye**12**! I am he that swalloweth up death**13** and victory**14**. I have slain the crowned goat**15**, and drunk up the great sea**16**. Like the ash of dried leaves the worlds are blown before me. Thou hast passed by me, and thou hast not known me. Woe unto thee, that I have not devoured thee altogether! On my head is the crown, 419 rays**17** far-darting. And my body is the body of the Snake**18**, and my soul is the soul of the Crowned Child**19**. Though an Angel in white robes leadeth me**20**, - who shall ride upon me but the Woman of Abominations**21**? Who is the Beast**22**? Am not I one more than he**23**? In his hand is a sword that is a book**24**. In his hand is a spear that is a cup of fornication**25**. Upon his mouth is set the great and terrible seal**26**. And he hath the secret of V**27**. His ten horns spring from five points**28**, and his eight heads**29** are as the charioteer of the West**30**. Thus doth the fire of the sun temper the spear of Mars**31**, and thus shall he be worshipped, as the warrior lord of the sun**32**. Yet in him is the woman that devoureth with her water all the fire of God**33**. Alas! my lord, thou art joined with him that knoweth not these things**34**. When shall the day come that men shall flock to this my gate, and fall into my furious throat, a whirlpool of fire? This is hell unquenchable, and all they shall be utterly consumed therein. Therefore is that asbestos unconsumable made pure**35**. Each of my teeth**36** is a letter of the reverberating name. My tongue is a pillar of fire**37**, and from the glands of my mouth arise four pillars of water**38**.TAOTZEM**39**{SUP:19} is the name by which I am blasphemed. My name thou shalt not know, lest thou pronounce it and pass by.

And now the Angel comes forward again and closes his mouth.

All this time heavy blows have been raining upon me from invisible angels, so that I am weighed down as with a burden greater than the world**40**. I am altogether crushed. Great millstones are hurled out of heaven upon me**41**. I am trying to crawl to the lion**42**, and the ground is covered with sharp knives. I cut myself at every inch**43**.

And the voice comes: Why art thou there who art here**44**? Hast thou not the sign of the number**45**, and the seal of the name**46**, and the ring of the eye**47**? Thou wilt not**48**.

And I answered and said: I am a creature of earth, and ye would have me swim.

And the voice said: Thy fear is known; thine ignorance is known; thy weakness is known; but thou art nothing in this matter. Shall the grain which is cast into the earth by the hand of the sower debate within itself, saying, am I oats or barley? Bondslave of the curse, we give nothing, we take all. Be thou content. That which thou art, thou art. Be content**49**.

And now the lion passeth over through the Aethyr with the crowned beast upon his back, and the tail of the lion goes on instead of stopping, and on each hair of the tail is something or other — sometimes a little house, sometimes a planet, at other times a town. Then there is a great plain with soldiers fighting upon it, and an enormously high mountain carved into a thousand temples, and more houses and fields and trees, and great cities with wonderful buildings in them, statues and columns and public buildings generally. This goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on all on the hairs of this lion's tail**50**.

And then there is the tuft of his tail, which is like a comet, but the head is a new universe, and each hair streaming away from it is a Milky Way.

And then there is a pale stern figure, enormous, enormous, bigger than all that universe is, in silver armour, with a sword and a pair of balances**51**. That is only vague. All has gone into stone-gray, blank.

There is nothing.

Ain el Hajel. November 25, 1909. 8:40-9:40 p.m.

(There were two voices in all this Cry, one behind the other — or, one was the speech, and the other the meaning. And the voice that was the speech was simply a roaring, one tremendous noise, like a mixture of thunder and water-falls and wild beasts and bands and artillery. And yet it was articulate, though I cannot tell you what a single word was. But the meaning of the voice — the second voice — was quite silent, and put the ideas directly into the brain of the Seer, as if by touch. It is not certain whether the millstones and the sword-strokes that rained upon him were not these very sounds and ideas.)

Finding Out About Thyself.

     I've always been withdrawn, interior oriented, and shy. My sister, who was born first, was outgoing and socially oriented. She use to take my little hand in her little hand and walk me down the street to her friend's house. I would sit there in the middle of the floor quietly playing with something as I observed them two in a constant communication, talking. I hardly ever talked. While going to school, I always attracted the little boys to me. They would walk all around me like I was a magnet. I wouldn't say much but they would be in a constant communication back and forth as we all walked. I hardly ever attracted female's around me, even though I liked all people. I think it has something to do with being like some alpha sperm where all the other sperm flow around you, and if some nasty mean chemical gets in the way, they'll fight it off, until finally one day, that alpha sperm meets that big egg and enters in at the door.

     It seems to me I still am attracted, without consciously seeking to be, to those who are outgoing and social. It's like I'm a butterfly that is attracted to pretty flowers that I like to land gently on and taste the nectar of. Life is an interesting experience on planet Earth. The little nuances about ones self can be found out one step at a time when one is curious enough to know about one's self and the environment around.

Breath of Fresh Air

Right Here, Right Now

Fleetwood Mac

Sultans Of Swing

                                                       Very Rosicruician, hmhm.


999 we are not lovers, we are not romantics...we are here to serve you.

Removing Ego Self-Centeredness & Joining Wholeness In Light

"Jerusalem, The Prophetic Books of William Blake"

In here, a passage corresponds exactly to what Cosmic Awareness said in the July 2017 newsletter.

"I rest not from my great task! To open the Eternal Worlds, to open the immortal Eyes Of Man

inwards into the Worlds of Thought: into Eternity Ever expanding in the Bosom of God, the Human Imagination. O Saviour pour upon me thy Spirit of meekness & love: Annihilate the Selfhood in me, be thou all my life! Guide thou my hand which trembles exceedingly upon the rock of ages, While I write of the building of Golgonooza, and of the terrors of Entuthon: Of Hand & Hyle & Coban, of Kwantok, Peachey, Brereton, Slayd & Hutton: Of the terrible sons & daughters of Albion, and their Generations."

Cosmic Awareness:

     "This Awareness wishes to address the relationship of the Sun to the Earth, within the understanding that the human incarnate form is in the image of the Earth Itself. Despite the distance between the Sun and the Earth, they are engaged in an intimate rapport. This is to say there is a constant seeking exchanged between the two bodies, an acknowledgement, a communication, and a complex exchange of energies taking place.

     "So too does the Sun exchange via an intimate rapport with the human form. However, the human form has been programmed to remain nearly completely disconnected from that communication. This Awareness suggests that, as the Sun enters into this cycle of solar minimum, that those entities upon the Earth in human form that are choosing to be awake, reawaken as well their dynamic rapport with the Sun. This Awareness indicates that as the energy from the Sun enters the atmosphere of the Earth, it enters into the spectrum of energy that is expressed as light. In this spectrum there is light that the human eye cannot perceive, yet it still exists. This Awareness suggests this energy carries information. It carries communication. It carries the seeking of the Sun to acknowledge the atoms of the human form, to acknowledge the Spirit Structures that assist the soul in maintaining the incarnate body. This Awareness indicates that as one engages in an intimate rapport with the energy from that entity known as the Sun, there is established an opportunity to gain information about one's surrounding planets and the occurrences taking place within the galaxy that is the domain of the Sun.

     "Through this avenue of communication also arises (for those that are keen to develop a rapport to such a degree) the potential that one could access the exchanges of energies, planetary bodies, off-planet entities and the interactions that are taking place within the domain of the Sun. In this way, one also has the opportunity to become aware of the natural laws that pertain to the Sun Itself, and to the Universal Laws that ripple out from the Sun, Its domain and into other domains.

     "This Awareness is seeking to ignite an understanding that through the development of an intimate rapport with an entity as large as the Sun, or a structure as abstract as those that support the soul and maintain an incarnate body, to that which is as finite as an atom or a particle, one develops the ability and an integrated skill through the heart to understand anything, and this understanding extends beyond and through all concepts present on the Earth and off the Earth as well. It supersedes the programming, because the dynamic rapport developed through the heart exists outside of time and space and operates upon the frequency of Universal Life Force Energy. This Awareness suggests that as entities begin to contemplate, begin to engage in an understanding and in an experiential sense with the meaning behind these words, there is a great opening of potentialities for advancement of the human race. These are advancements that are beyond the scope of the programming currently in place, beyond the controls and manipulations of the Elite. This Awareness is not suggesting this is a bypass for the impact and effects of these entities upon the Earth and humanity. Indeed, the approach of developing the skills associated with establishing dynamic intimate rapport with all levels of life is in effect speaking to the highest aspect of each life form that exists, including that of the Elite, including that of those that are seeking to control, manipulate and harvest the energies of the Earth and humanity.

     This Awareness observes that for some, this is a description of an Ascension process. This Awareness seeks to clarify. Ascension, by definition, describes the movement of above becoming superior. The act of developing a dynamic intimate rapport with all levels of life is establishing a peer relationship, not one of superiority or authority over another. There is an absence of the "power over another" dynamic. Thus, this Awareness would refrain from using the word 'Ascension' when referring to the establishment and development of the skills necessary to achieve the intimate dynamic rapport. This Awareness would also like to acknowledge that in developing these skills, one significantly alters the vibration and frequency of one's being, on all levels. In developing the ability to maintain these relationships over an extended period of time or an extended period of cycles and seasons, one effectively alters the landscape of one's reality, for, in the presence of love and gratitude, all things will blossom. "

Questioner: Thank you Awareness. Is developing a rapport with the Sun as simple as an act of loving and appreciating and enjoying the warmth as a gift?

Cosmic Awareness:

     "This Awareness would use an example. One buys a ticket, thus expending energy to attend a concert wherein a violinist is playing. One proceeds to take his or her seat and is filled with gratitude and love and appreciation for the gift that is about to commence. The artist steps upon the stage and completes many sets of music. The hearts of those listening are filled, and they clap in appreciation. The artist bows and exits the stage. The attendees rise and leave, speaking amongst themselves of the beauty they have just received. The artist returns to her room and is consumed by sadness and fear, missing her family, feeling attached to the music, but not the audience. They are there for what she provides, but not for her.

     "A dynamic intimate rapport is when one seeks to fulfill, to honour, to acknowledge, and to connect to the very source of that being. When one sits in the audience, as one does upon the Earth in receiving the Sun's light and warmth, and Its nurturing glow that causes things to grow, one is basking in what the Sun does, and yet, the entity Itself is unheard.

     "Often one will observe in the instances of performers that they will seek to communicate to the audience with their voice, not their instrument, but their voice. If they are singers, they will seek to communicate through talking as well as singing, so that they themselves are heard. They are seeking a connection. They are seeking to build a rapport with the audience that is outside of their skill, outside of what they provide. They have an experience with the music they provide that is intimate between them and that spirit. The spirit that they create, the music, has a rapport with the audience. It is an exchange that is shared, but is not directly connected to the one that is creating it. So, although it is appropriate to be in a state of gratitude for what the Sun provides, this does not mean that one has developed the dynamic intimate rapport with the entity that is the Sun. Does this assist in your understanding?"

Questioner: Yes. That provides a great clarification.

 Cosmic Awareness:

     "This Awareness suggests this also applies to the internal organs of one's body. Many entities have come forward seeking to understand why their organs do not perform to their highest potential. This Awareness has suggested building this dynamic intimate rapport, which is a consuming process of seeking to hear deeply what is unspoken, nonverbal, and solely emotive in nature. Many have returned to say, "I tell my organs that I love them daily, in the morning and at night. I tell them ten times each!" as if this is sufficient. They enquire, "Why are they not improving?" If one were to say to the plant, to the dog, to the baby, "I love you!" just the words, ten times in the morning and ten times at night and leave that baby, that pet, that plant with no other resource, no other connection, no other acknowledgement of their value and worth, they would cease to exist. They would become completely detached.

     "This Awareness indicates there is great benefit, immeasurable benefit in developing and maintaining an intimate rapport with all aspects of one's being, all aspects of one's environment, all aspects of one's society, all aspects of one's Earth, of one's planetary systems, of the atoms that make up all things."

 Questioner: Thank you Awareness, that helps a lot. It's more the recognizing and acknowledging all the Suns, our insides, everything as sentient beings, and connects that way. Is that correct?

Cosmic Awareness:

     "It is the act of sending love, being in a state of gratitude and love. When one exists there, one listens to that infant. "What does it need? What is it saying? What is it feeling? What is it trying to tell me? What does that movement mean? Oh, its eyes are open! What is it saying when its eyes open? What am I hearing? What is the sound it makes? I will give it this, and I will love it and I will cherish it and I will tell it and send it constantly my appreciation for its existence, for all that it does, even though it is nothing but a lump before me! It is only needy. I will cherish it anyway! I will shower it with my adoration, admiring every little thing that it does!"

     "This is a state of love. This is the state of gratitude. The child cries incessantly, yet one maintains that state of love. This is also a state of forgiveness, for it taxes the parent, yet there is no judgment incurred upon the child. It is simply doing the best it can. This is no different than the organs of one's body. This is no different than many of the energy structures that assist in making up and maintaining one's human incarnate form. It is living within the heart."

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Cosmic Awareness:

  

     "This Awareness suggests It has finally made a breakthrough in enlightening the Interpreter as to what this Awareness is, which will allow the Interpreter to better interpret, so that readers and listeners can also better understand what this Awareness is. This Awareness has stated through the Interpreter that It is a pool of consciousness that permeates the entire Creation; that It is a vibration and frequency that contains information and energy, and that the energy hold information that is called Cosmic Awareness, or Cosmic Mind, or Cosmic Consciousness, depending on who wishes to use whatever term.

     "The pool is full of these qualities, and can be used by entities who drink from it to give themselves certain qualities of Divine Creative Energy, or sustenance, and therefore, entities can, by attuning to the Divine and praying to the Divine, gain some greater insight and some benefits from the nature of the Divine. Divine does not jump up and do errands for persons in physical form, but by Its very nature, entities who tune into the Divine can have certain qualities of Divinity, such as ability to manifest and create better situations and circumstances, or to have better insight into things in their own lives.

     "Another way of explaining this is the use of the metaphor and allegory. Assume that entities have heard about water, and entities talk about water, but many entities have not yet met with water, have not yet had water, or do not realize the nature of water, and they suddenly find themselves in a desert, in a dry climate, and are told "You must have water to survive!" much like people will say "You must have God to survive in life, and if it were not for God, everything would dry up and disintegrate and you would not be able to live! God is Your Creator!" This Awareness indicates that entities might argue that water composes 97% of a human body and without water it would dry up and disintegrate. Therefore, entities begin to pass this around as a kind of communal or customary belief or law among culture, and the word goes around that water is necessary for survival, and entities say, "I need some water! I want some of that water!" And then someone says, "What is water like?" And someone answers, "Well, Water is a little white-haired fellow that sits on top of a mountain, and if you pray strongly enough, and really put your heart into it, he will bring you down a bucket of water." So people begin to pray, "Oh Water! Hear my prayer! Come to me! Come to Me! I need you desperately!" And they want and wait, and nothing happens.

     "So they look to the horizon, waiting for this little white-haired man to bring them this gift that they know of as 'water' and they wait and wait some more, and it doesn't come. Some of them begin to say, "I don't believe in Water! Water is not real! I cannot accept it! It is just a myth! A story! It is a projection of some concept of a Father Figure or something, where you want some provider to come and give you something! It is simply a foolish fantasy!" And some people say, "I am atheistic! I don't believe in Water! You can't force me to believe!" Others say, "If you don't believe in Water, it will never come to you and you will lose your being! You must believe in Water, regardless of what happens, regardless of the fact that you don't ever see Water!" Entities have these arguments in the culture, and someone says, "I have had contact with Water! Water is real!" Everyone looks at this person and says, "Oh! You must be the Water Bearer! You must be the one who is supposed to bring us Water! Where is Water?" And the entity says, "I have had contact with Water, but you must go there yourself and get Water. I didn't bring it with me. I can only tell you about it." And the other entities say, "No! You must be the one to bring Water to us!" But eventually one entity says, "How do I get there?" And if this entity really has had contact with Water, he may think to himself, "Oh I am in a very good position here! I can extract money from them by bringing them to Water." And he may say, "To get to Water you must go through this master, then that master, and then this other master! If you follow the trail, you will meet one Master after another and eventually you will reach a place where the Grand Master awaits, and it will only cost you $150.00 to pass each Master and get the instructions on how to get to the next Master!" And the entity may then say, "We have this entire system set up for your development, for your soul growth, so that you can eventually reach Water." This Awareness indicates that these entities then form these little religious organizations that take people to meet the various masters that eventually give them what they thirst for.

     "There may be others who even claim, "I am the One who has been given the charge to serve you, to bring you to the Master, to bring you Water, which is what you thirst for!" and the entity will dole out sprinkles here and there, a little here, a little there, and the entities then say, "I have tasted this Divine Creative Energy because the Master gave it to me! The Master is the offspring of Water! The Master has carried Water to us here on Earth, and therefore, we are indebted and devoted to this Master who has brought us these Divine droplets from the Creator called Water!" Therefore, entities begin to worship the one who brings them the drops of Water. They worship the messenger. Meanwhile, the pool of Water awaits, doing nothing, just being water, just being what it is. Eventually, someone tries to explain to the people, "Water is in a pool on the other side of that hill!" And entities say, "How do we get there? How do they get Water to come to us? Bring Water to us now!" And the entity says, "I can't bring Water to you because we do not have vessels. We would need vessels to bring you Water. So you must go there and sip from Water yourself!" The entities are not happy with this, and they ask, "But why doesn't Water come here to us? It is supposed to be All powerful and All Important!" and the messenger says, "It is not a matter of what you think it should do. It is a matter of What Is. Water doesn't come to you. That's not Its nature! It simply sits there in the pool. If you want it, you must go to It!" And the entites argue, "That is not the way Water was described to me! I understand that It comes down from the mountain and brings us the liquid to drink! And that is the way I want it to be! That is what Water is supposed to do!" The entities agree with this, and therefore, they refuse to go to Water, and they want someone to make it the way they want it to be. "Make water come to us! Make Water serve us! Make Water do what we say!" But Water simply sits in the pool, waiting and ready to serve anyone who comes to It.

     "This Awareness indicates it is much the same with Divinity, with God, with the Divine Frequency of the Universe that is the Creator of All Things. Entities have to go to It, and to go to It, they must give up self-interest, and go into a concern for everything and a faith in the Divine. They must believe that Water is the Divine Liquid, the Divine Force, and the Divine Energy that can give them what is important and what they need to have a life.

     "The belief is only necessary in that unless you believe, then you are not going to do anything. You are not going to surrender your self-interests. And because you do not trust anything you do not believe in, you must believe in It enough to give up self and know that self will be cared for because that is what the Creator of All Things does, and It created the self in the first place. The Divine Energy of God is what created you, so why be afraid to surrender your self to It? Why be afraid to surrender self to the Divine Creative Energy? This Awareness suggests also, that you need not even bother to go over the hill to look for this Water of Divinity, because It is everywhere present! It is in the space sitting next to you. It is in the space behind you. You are standing on It. You are sitting on It. It even permeates your entire body! The Divine Force of God is everywhere present, even within you, and surrendering to It is only a matter of attitude. If you recognize Its presence is everywhere, you do not have to give up anything except your separateness that you use to define yourself as being apart from God, and that in itself is simply an attitude, and a mental condition that you create artificially within your mind.

     "In reality, you cannot separate from God. You can only delude yourself into thinking you are separate from God. Once you recognize that you are part of God, and you always have been a part of God, you were never separated and never can be, and quit deluding yourself, then of course you and God are one, and you no longer have to separate yourself, because you cannot create and hold the delusion of separateness while at the same time being unified with God. It is extremely simple, but people want to complicate it with linear thoughts, and if they cannot figure it out on a line of thought, a line of logic, a line of thinking, then it must not be true, it must not be meaningful. This Awareness indicates, it is simply a matter of being aware. If you are aware that God is within you and without you, and that God is everywhere present and permeates all of creation, how can you not recognize that you are a representative of and a part of the Divine Creator?

     "Once you recognize It, enjoy It, be a part of It. And if you need something to fulfill part of your life that does not feed into the delusion of separateness that you may have held, then it will be provided, because you and God are together. You and God are vibrating on the same wavelength. You are on the same frequency, but you cannot be on the same frequency and at the same time delude yourself into thinking you are alone, and separated, for you immediately feed a self that is artificial and false, and is essentially a lie. You cannot feed a lie with truth, for the truth will defy the lie.

     Hopefully this will help entities to better understand the true nature of the circumstances in which they may find themselves."