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The GRAND Illusion! [demystified]

The things we Spirit beings hide from ourselves. 

Could it be we are looking to experience just who we really are, in a focused setting, in order to look at our own individuality, a gift from Source, so that we could fully appreciate the awesomeness and beauty of ourselves? Most likely. At the same time this is how we play the game, this is how we dance and sing.

In this post, I'm going to excerpt a portion of a chapter from this book, The Nature of Personal Reality, by Seth, channeled through Jane Roberts. This may be one of the most mind-boggling things you have read in a long time, but pleasantly so.

Here we go!

     "Which you? Which world?

These questions are to be answered in the "now", as you understand it, through the realization that your power of action is in the present and not in the past. Your only effective point of changing any aspect of your world, lays in that miraculous instant connection of Spirit and Self through neurological impact."

     --The Present is the Point of Power, by Seth (pg 295, "The Nature of Personal Reality")

   "In almost all cases of present limitation, there is one main theme in that particular area: The individual schooled himself or herself to stress "negative" aspects, for whatever reasons.

   I have frequently said that beliefs cause reality, and that no symptom will simply fade away unless the "reason" is ascertained; ah, but such "reasons" go far beneath your current ideas of cause and effect. They involve intimate philosophical value judgements on the part of each individual. Beneath them, the apparent causes of limitations in personal life, there are other far-reaching beliefs. And each individual will use those elements in his private experience, to back these up. This applies to any kind of lack or hindrance severe enough to be a problem.

   "You have been taught that you are at the mercy of previous events, so your idea of looking for the source of personal difficulty is to examine the past, but!  to find what you did wrong there or what mistakes occurred there or what inadequate interpretations were made there! Again, regardless of what you have been taught, the point of power is in the present; and your present beliefs will be used to structure your recollections."

   "To rid yourself of annoying restrictions, then, my dear friends, you repattern your past from the present. Whatever your circumstances, you use the past as a rich source, looking through it for your successes restructuring it.

"When you search it looking for what is wrong, then you become blind to what was right, so that the past only mirrors the shortcomings that now face you. Other events literally become invisible to you. And since basically PAST and FUTURE exist at once, you are at the same time dangerously constructing your futrue along the same lines. The question, "what is wrong?" itself becomes a format through which your experience is seen, and itself represents one of the main reasons for all limitations, physical, psychic or spiritual.

"You are not at the mercy of past beliefs. On the other hand, the sooner you begin to "act upon" new ones, the better. Whatever manner that suits you, "act as if" the new belief is already a part of your life. You must respond to your new beliefs so that neurologically the new message gets across.

"You perform habitually, in certain manners, as a result of your beliefs.

"Now, if you willfully change some of those habits, then you are also getting the message across.

"The initiative must come from you, and in the PRESENT. In a very real manner, this means changing your viewpoint - that particular perspective with which you view your past and present, and imagine your future. You must look within yourself for evidence of what you want in terms of positive experience. Examine your past with THAT in mind. Imagine your future from the power point of the present."

"A correctly utilized 5-minute period of time can be of great benefit. In this time period, concentrate upon the fact that the point of power is Now. Feel, and dwell upon the certainty that your emotional, spiritual, and psychic abilities are focused through the flesh, and for 5 minutes only, direct all your attention toward what you want. Use visualization or verbal thought - whatever comes most naturally to you. And for that period do not concentrate upon any lacks but only upon your desire. Use all your energy and attention. Then, forget about it.

"Simply make sure that in that period your intentions are clear. Then, in one way or another, according to your own individual situation, make one physical gesture or act that is in line with your belief or desire. Behave physically, at least once a day, in a way that shows you have faith in what you are doing. The act can be a very simple one."

"These same principles can be used in any area of your life, and in each, you are choosing from a variety of probable events."

"In "reincarnation," these lives exist simultaneously. They are other expressions of yourself, interacting, but with each conscious self possessing the point of power in its own present."

"You actualize events from the present intersection of Spirit and flesh, choosing them from probabilities according to your beliefs. All of your physical, mental, and spiritual abilities are focused together in the brilliant concentration of "present" experience. If you fully comprehend your power in the present, you will realize that action at that point also alters the past, its beliefs and your reactions. In other words, your present beliefs are like the directions given to the entire personality, simultaneously organizing and reorganizing past experiences, according to your current concepts of reality.

   The future - the probable future - is being altered in the same way, of course.

To look backware for the source of current problems can lead you into the habit of seeking only negative episodes from your past, and prevent you from experiencing it as a source of pleasure, accomplishment and success. When you are structuring earlier life through the dissatisfactions of the present, then you are reinforcing your problems."

"Those given to such practices - constant examination of the past, in order to discover what is wrong in the present - too often miss the point. Instead they constantly reinforce the negative experience from which they are trying to escape. Their initial problems were caused PRECISELY as a result of the same type of thinking.

"A great many unsatisfactory conditions result because individuals become frightened at various periods in their lives, doubt themselves, and begin to concentrate upon "negative" aspects."

"Your present beliefs, structure the memories which will parade before you now - and what you remember, will then "seem to" justify the beliefs. When you are trying to alter your beliefs, look through your past with the NEW CONCEPTIONS in mind."

"In almost all cases of present limitation, there is one main theme in that particular area: The individual has schooled themself to stress "negative" aspects, for whatever reasons."

"The truth, as far as it can be stated, is this: You Form Your Reality Now through the intersection of soul in flesh, and the present is your point of power.

"Each of your reincarnational selves is born as a creature in flesh, like you. Each one has its own "points of power," or succesive moments in which it also materializes daily existence in a linear manner, from all the probabilities available to it.

In a way that will be explained in another book for those interested in such matters, there is a kind of coincidence with all of these present points of power that exist between you and your "reincarnational" selves. There are even biological connections, in terms of cellular memory. So through your current beliefs, you can in your own space and time, attract tendencies toward certain experiences shared by these others. There is a constant interaction in this multidimensional point of power, and therefore, one incarnated self draws from all of the others what abilities it wants, according to its own specific, localized beliefs.

"These selves are different counterparts of yourself in creaturehood, experiencing bodily reality; but at the same time, your organism itself shuts out the simultaneous nature of experience. This does not mean that at other levels you cannot perceive it, but that generally speaking, events must seem to appear in a series. In quite real personal and racial terms, the past is still happening. You create it from your present according to your beliefs."

"Any good demonstration of hypnosis will clearly show that the point of power is in the present, and that beliefs dictate your experience. There is no magic in hypnosis. Each of you utilize it constantly. Only when particular procedures are assigned to it, and when it is set aside from normal life does hypnotic suggestion seem esoteric. Structured hypnosis merely allows the subject to utilize full powers of concentration, thereby activating unconscious mechanisms. With the distortions present in organized procedures however, and the misunderstandings of the practitioners, the phenomenon seems to show a different face indeed. The subject agrees to accept the beliefs of the hypnotist. Since telepathy exists, the subject will react not only to verbal commands but to the unspoken beliefs of the practitioner, thereby "proving," of course, the hypnotist's theory of what his profession is. Hypnosis clearly shows in concentrated form, the way in which your beliefs affect your behavior in normal life. The various methods simply focus all your concentration upon a specific area, shutting out any distractions.

"Your beliefs act like a hypnotist, then. As long as the particular directions are given, so will your "automatic" experience conform.

"The one suggestion that can break through is this: "I create my reality, and the present is my point of power." If you do not like the effects of a belief, you must alter it, for no manipulation of the exterior conditions themselves will release you. If you truly understand your power of action and decision in the present, then you will not be hypnotized by past events. Think of the present as a pool of experience drawn from many sources, fed by tributaries from both the past and the future. There are an infinite number of such tributaries (probabilities), and through your beliefs you choose from these, adjusting their currents. For example: If you constantly focus on the belief that your early background was damaging and negative, then only such experiences will flow into your present life from the past. It does no good to say, "But my life was traumatic," therefore reinforcing the belief. You must, in one way or another, modify that conviction, or preferably change it entirely - or you will never escape from its effects. This does not mean "lying" to yourself; but if it seems to you that your background held no joys, accomplishments, or pleasures, then you ARE lying to yourself now. You have concentrated upon the negative to such a degree that anything else seems invisible. From the present, you have hypnotized yourself, viewing the past not as it was to your experience, but as it appears now; in the light of your current beliefs. You have reconstructed it. So when I tell you to reconstruct your past, I am not telling you to do something that you have not already done. Hypnosis, again, is merely a state of concentrated attention, in which you focus upon beliefs. Popular demonstrations lead the public to believe that the subject must fall asleep or be completely relaxed, yet this is not the case. The one prerequisite is an intense concentration upon specific incoming data to the exclusion of everything else. Therefore, the orders given are clear-cut, to the point. No conflicting information is received, no cross messages. The shutting out of superfluous data and the narrowing of focus are the two most important ingredients. Relaxation can help simply because the body messages are also quieted, and the mind not concerned with them.

"Many beliefs were originally accepted as a result of such a situation, without any formal induction, but when the circumstances were right. A period of panic induces immediate accelerated concentration. All the forces of energy are mobilized at once, while little relaxation is usually involved. On the other hand, such beliefs can be accepted when it appears that the conscious mind is asleep or dulled, as in periods of shock, or during operations. The focus of attention is narrowed then, and intensified. One of the troubles is that too specific distinctions are made between the conscious and unconscious minds. They interlap.

"Hypnosis, used properly, without the mumbo jumbo usually assigned to it, is an excellent method of inserting new beliefs and getting rid of old ones. This is only true however, if you realize the power of your conscious mind in that moment, and understand the ability of your consciousness to mobilize unconscious reactions.

"It is of greatest importance that you realize several points before you try the method I suggest.

"First of all, the unconscious is not a sponge indiscriminately accepting material regardless of the considerations of your conscious self. All beliefs or suggestions are first sifted through your conscious mind, and only those that you accept, are then permitted their penetration into the other areas of the self. No negative beliefs were thrust upon you despite your will. None can be inflicted upon you that you do not consciously accept.

"In formal hypnosis, the hynotist and the subject play a game. If the hypnotist orders the subject to "forget what happened," that individual will pretend to do so. In that context, both hold the belief in the resulting forgetfulness, and it is the power of belief that is being demonstrated. But instead, this is taken as an indication that the conscious mind is helpless under such conditions, generally speaking, and yet, this is not the case. Quite without any inductions, you have "hypnotized" yourself into all the beliefs that you have. You have consciously accepted them, focused upon them, excluded data to the contrary, narrowed your interests to those specific points, and accordingly, activated the unconscious mechanisms that then materialize those convictions through physical experience.

"Formal hypnosis merely (shows, demonstrates) brings about an accelerated version of what goes on all the time. It is a perfect example of the INSTANTANEOUS RESULTS possible, ideally -- but not usually seen "practically" -- as present beliefs, negate past ones."

There you go! The secret to controlling your own life.

Unusual, Somewhat Shocking Information, Continued. Part 2

From, "The Tripartite Tractate" 

[in Nag Hammadi Library, by James M. Robinson general editor.]

The Tripartite Tractate starts on page 58 of pdf, introduced by Harold W. Attridge and Elaine H. Pagels, and translated by Harold W. Attridge and Dieter Mueller.

[pg 76 of pdf -of 566 pages]

"The powers of this thought are prepared in the works of the pre-existent ones, those of which they are the representations. For the order of those of this sort had mutual harmony, but it fought against the order of those of the likeness, [the copies, not original] while the order of those of the likeness wages war against the representations and acts against it alone, because of its wrath." "...and their envy and their [...?] and their wrath and violence and desire and prevailing ignorance, produce empty matters and powers of various sorts, mixed in great number with one another; while the mind of the Logos, who was a cause of their begetting, was open to a revelation of the hope which would come to him from above."

[Introduction by Harold W. Attridge and Elaine H. Pagels]:

"The final tractate of Codex I, is an elaborate but untitled Valentinian theological treatise which gives account of the whole proces of devolution from, and reintegration into, the primordial [order] godhead."...but "the work departs from classical Valentinian doctrine more radically than any known representative of the tradition." And..."Like the other tractates of Codex I, and most of the works in the Nag Hammadi collection, The Tripartite Tractate was originally composed in Greek."

The text is divided into three sections by scribal decoration, hence the modern title given to it.

"In other Valentinian accounts", which are based on earlier non-christian speculation, the problem in the godhead arises because of a female aeon, Sophia (Wisdom), who attempts to do the impossible. According to different versions of the story, she either tries to produce offspring without her consort, or tries to know the unknowable primal source. In either case, she falls outside the divine pleroma and produces the world of psychic and material forces. In The Tripartite Tractate, the agent of the rupture in the pleroma is a masculine aeon, the Logos (Word). His fall, which includes elements of both traditional explanations of Sophia's catastrophe, is presented in remarkably positive terms, as a result of his own "abundant love." It is also, remarkably enough, in accordance with the Father's will. Most importantly, it proceeds from the Logos' free choice, a quality which all entities depend on him share.

"The fall of the Logos produces two orders of beings which are outside the pleroma. From his confused and defective procreative activity emerge hylic forces. When the Logos, on his own initiative, repents, he produces psychic forces. These supernatural forces will play a role in creation, of the first Human and in cosmic governance.

"The most important result of the conversion of the Logos, is the generation of the Savior. This transpires when the Logos splits in two. His better masculine self, returns to the pleroma to intercede for his defective feminine self. That better self along with the aeons who have never left the pleroma, produce the Savior. That being is also called the Son, by analogy with the highest level of reality, because as the Son reveals the Father to the aeons of the pleroma, the Savior will provide revelatory insight to those outside the pleroma.

"The brief second part of the tractate offers an interpretation of Genesis 1-3. The first Human being is produced on the one hand by the Demiurge, and on the other hand by the Logos. The former provides Adam's psychic and material components, and the latter with his spiritual component. The three potencies of the first Human being, will later be actualized in three classes of Human beings at the coming of the Savior.

"The third part of the tractate focuses on soteriological issues. The Savior's appearance divides Humankind into three classes. The "pneumatic or spiritual" recognizes the Savior immediately and responds to him, while the "hylic or material" reject him utterly. Between these two extremes, the "psychic or soulful" types hesitate and only gradually come to join the Savior.

"As is usual in Valentinian texts, the three types have clear social referents. The pneumatics are the Valentinians themselves, the hylics are non-christians, and the psychics are ordinary christians.

"The attention lavished on the detailed description of the psychics is indicative of the apologetic and irenic tendencies of the work. In the final section the text returns to the issue of the psychic and the process of their salvation. It proceeds to sketch an eschatological tableau, the last portions of which are quite fragmentary."

"The Tripartite Tractate has revised traditional Valentinianism on several key points: in its insistence on the unity of the first principle; in the substitution of a trinity for a more complex [order] godhead; in its portrait of the Logos as the element of the godhead responsible for the rupture in the divine; in its moderate assessment of the psychic demiurge; in its detailed analysis of the tripartition of Humanity as a result of the freely chosen response of each individual to the appearance of the Savior; and in the hope of final redemption held out to ordinary christians."

Part I

1. Introduction.

"As for what we can say about the things which are exalted, what is fitting is that we begin with the Father who is the root of the Totality, the one from whom we have received grace to speak about him.

2. The Father.

"He existed before anything other than himself came into being. The Father is a single one, like a number, for he is the first one and the one who is only himself. Yet he is not like a solitary individual. Otherwise, how could he be a father?"

[This is the language they used back then to 'describe' things]: "For he is unbegotten and there is no other who begot him, nor another who created him. For whoever is someone's father or his creator, he too has a father and a creator."

"It is then, only the Father and God in the proper sense, that no one else has begot. As for the Totalities, he is the one who begot them and created them. He is without beginning and without end. Not only is he without end, He is immortal for this reason, that he is unbegotten, but he is also invariable in his eternal existence, in his identity, in that by which he is established and in that by which he is great. Neither will he remove himself from that by which he is, nor will anyone else force him to produce an end which he has not desired. He has not had anyone who initiated his own existence. Thus, he is himself unchanged, and no one else can remove him from his existence and his identity, that in which he is, and his greatness, so that he cannot be grasped; nor is it possible for anyone else to change him into a different form or to reduce him or alter him or diminish him, since this is so, in the fullest sense of the truth, who is the unalterable, immutable one, with immutability clothing him.

"Not only is he the one called "without a beginning" and "without an end," because he is unbegotten and immortal; but just as he has no beginning and no end as he is, he is unattainable in his greatness, inscrutable in his wisdom, incomprehensibe in his power, and unfathomable in his sweetness.

"In the proper sense he alone, the good, the unbegotten Father and the complete perfect one, is the one filled with all his offspring and with every virtue and with everything of value. And he has more, that is, lack of any malice, in order that it may be discovered that whoever has anything is indebted to him, because he gives it, being himself unreachable and unwearied by that which he gives, since he is wealthy in the gifts which he bestows, and at rest in the favors which he grants.

"He is of such a kind and form and great magnitude, that no one else has been with him from the beginning; nor is there a place in which he is, or from which he has come forth, or into which he will go; nor is there a primordial form which he uses as a model as he works; nor is there any difficulty which accompanies him in what he does; nor is there any material which is at his disposal from which he creates, what he creates; nor any substance within him from which he begets what he begets;..."

They are wrong in the next sentence, because in Theresa Talea's book "Eternal Humans and the Finite gods" (3rd edition) she shows us that she learned through communicating with the All That Is, The Pure Essence, that he DOES have a co-worker, and she is named Eia. She takes his thoughts from his personal self, and she fashions and forms from her personal self, so that both of them are part of the creation of what they create.

And the next line was; "nor a co-worker with him, working with him on the things at which he works. To say anything of this sort is ignorant." [Yea, they said it, it's ignorant. They ignore an important aspect of the creator, most likely because of the religions all around them which teach of the male superiority, but without the mother there would be no males with their 'superiority.' Obviously, it's a distortion, and they could not see the real truth. Or there is tampering done from older works.]

Here's an excerpt from Theresa Talea's book:

"I asked the ATI,TPE via her [Theresa's mother's] clear internal connection, for explanations to this question: 

"What is the All That Is, The Pure Essence?"

It explains itself and provides a simple flow chart:

   "The All That Is, The Pure Essence is the origin of Itself, separate and boundless in its own space, non-movable, and colorless. It is a point of pure conscious essence beyond all created matter, beyond the Void, beyond the separate, still, nothingness that comes after. It presents Itself as having primary knowledge with infinite conscious awareness.

   "The All That Is, The Pure Essence first expanded Itself, not as desire, but as Consciousness, when in a stationary state, by the intense, whelming, pre-gaseous nature that comprises Its pure essence. Its Consciousness intended to burst forth from that whelming state, laying pre-wave streams as it ventured forward and outward from Its place of origin. This act was very simple and magnificent in its display, similar to an instantaneous eruption.

The All That Is, The Pure Essence desires to explore and expand through the separate nothingness, through the endless Void, to impart knowledge of Its existence. This desire expands through spaces and between spaces, via the bridge of Eia, that creates, as this desire flows. Anything beyond Eia, which carries the desire of purity and truth of the All That Is, The Pure Essence, has the possibility of distortion. The search for ultimate truth and purity enables the All That Is, The Pure Essence's desire, as the extension for creation, to increase the awareness of created beings.

All That Is, The Pure Essence

(Stationary and conscious)~>

Separate film~>

All That Is, The Pure Essence's extended

pure consciousness

(Projected intention with the slightest pre-wave movement)~>

Separate, still nothingness~>

All That Is, The Pure Essence's extended pure desire

(Desire with slight pre-wave movement expands

and explores measure)~>

Void~>

Eia (First pre-field wave)~>

Created matter (Vibrational energy) starting with the

"A" domain."

By the way, you'll need to know the levels for when you read further in this post, because there will be mention of some of them.

LEVELS

"A" domain

Eckasha - Ah

Eckasha - Aah

Eckasha - 1

Eckasha - A

Eckasha

Ecka

Veca 

(just so you know, this "Veca" level is where we are in, one of the galaxies such as the Milky Way galaxy.)

So, now we know that who they called the Father, is the All That Is, The Pure Essence, and Eia. Because; "Anything beyond Eia, which carries the desire of purity and truth of the All That Is, The Pure Essence, has the possibility of distortion." So we straightened out a gnostic error. In fact, there's quite a bit of error in that codex, but we'll skip over that and move to the next part.

Much error in the understanding, in this codex. For example, the  next part, entitled, 3. The Son and the Church, has missed the mark in a large way. When they talk about the 'Son,' what they are really talking about is the "Individuality" of every single being that the All That Is, The Pure Essence and Eia have created. Because The All That Is, The Pure Essence is its own being, and Eia is her own being, and every single being that was created from them were as well, their own being. Which means, when 'all the immortal heavens were created', by the standards or understanding of the gnostics, because we don't know what the plan of the All That Is, The Pure Essence is, except that he told Theresa that the mistake has to be fixed, in so many words, I'll have to find where in that book it was spoken, so therefore, perhaps the heavens are not finished being created, only that someone has made a grave mistake, and that one cannot go over or around or past that mistake, but it must be dealt with, cleared up, and then the creation may resume, from where it was meant to be moving and expanding. So, yea, ok, there's a rupture. Time to fix it. 

So, instead of describing a particular person, let's look at it as describing a state of being:

"Just as the Father exists in the proper sense, the one before whom there was no one else and the one apart from whom there is no other unbegotten one, so too the Son exists in the proper sense, the one before whom there was no other, and after whom no other son exists." 

In other words, no two are alike, because if they were the same, then the individuality would be stolen from them, their own individual expression. The All That Is, The Pure Essence talks about that point in the book by Theresa Talea.

"Therefore, he is a firstborn and an only Son." Meaning he is truly an original, one of its kind, and there are no copies. No clones. Lol. And that goes for everyone who is an original creation. When your father and mother make a baby to add to themself a family, the baby does not come out as a copy of the father or the mother, it comes out as an original.

I won't even go into their description of the 'church' because it is senseless. There is obviously a lot of mind control and manipulation going on in this world. The way they describe it makes it sound like a harem rather than something equal and balanced.

I think they do a lot of babbling in this codex. Interference from lower frequency entities who are, as usual, looking to trip someone up so they could suck their energy, which is how they continue to exist, because of negative energy.

I mean, for example, what the heck is this? 

"When their generations had been established, the one who is completely in control wished to lay hold of and to bring forth that which was deficient in the... [then there are missing words]."

I think we're witnessing them starting to talk about aliens in this one. Who else is desperate for control? Those who don't have knowledge of themself and are fearful of everything all the time. Those are who scheme to find a way to control others, ensuring they get their food from some source. And of course, the reincarnation system is a complete scam, being used to milk people of their energy, by forcing them into it, and then forcing evil things to happen to them, then blaming them for the things that happen, and the only reason the people would believe that is because they mind wipe the person, or like Airl the alien tells us in Alien Interview by Matilda O'Donnell MacElroy, they electrocute us on such a high voltage of electricity that the essence-being faints from the pain of the extraction. And after that, they mind control them because they can easily take advantage of them now, since they don't remember even who they are. That's why there is so much use of the word "forgetfulness" in this Nag Hammadi Library book. Ok, so the next line is.., and ask yourself, now what 'Father' are they talking about?

"While they were in the Father's thought, that is, in the hidden depth, the depth knew them, but they were unable to know the depth in which they were; nor was it possible for them to know themselves, nor for them to know anything else. That is, they were with the Father; they did not exist for themselves. Rather, they only had existence in the manner of a seed, so that it has been discovered that they existed like a fetus."

To learn more about that so called 'father' you can check out my other post that delves into it: "Unusual, Somewhat Shocking Information." 

Haha, hilarious. If you have read the book Alien Interview, then you'll know that Airl told Matilda about how the evil ones started a corporation called "Bugs and Blossoms" when they started on their death science technology, which Theresa Talea describes very well in her book about death science technology, the vesica piscis, fibonacci system, the Anunnaki NET fields, etc. When you read the next paragraph, you'll know what I'm talking about:

"The 'father' brought forth everything, like a little child, like a drop from a spring, like a blossom from a vine, like a flower, like a planting [...?] in need of gaining nourishment and growth and faultlessness. He withheld it for a time. He who had thought of it from the very beginning, possessed it from the very beginning, and saw it, but he closed it off to those who first came from him. [Very distorted writing]. He did this, not out of envy, but in order that the aeons might not receive their faultlessness from the very beginning and might not exalt themselves to the glory, to the 'father' and might think that from themselves alone they have this."

This is exactly describing the Archon, that demiurge they talk about. He's the one who denied power to the other beings that were created by him, because he was selfish and wanted it all to himself. He was not only envious but jealous, and therefore he would not want them to know what he had learned thus far, so he closed it off to them. Maybe he didn't do it out of envy, but he certainly did it out of fear, for his own selfish self of losing that power position over others that he had. And that is totally unlike the Original Creator, who did not do that and does not do things like that. You see? Once your mind is wiped, you can be vulnerable to lies, and they are really cranking them out here in this codex! You really have to do a lot of internal self communication and searching as well as research on the outside in other people's books in order to sense, to know when the information set before you is a diversion, a distortion, that is, false, or whether it is truth.

It's a real mish-mash in this codex.

Now this, gives us clues as to what those clouds may be that were talked about in "The Paraphrase of Shem." It says the word "hymned" which reminds us of the word "hymen," and talks about "silences" and "mental offspring."

"Therefore, the greatness of his loftiness consists in the fact that they speak about him and see him. He becomes manifest, so that he may be hymned because of the abundance of his sweetness, with the grace of [...?]. And just as the admirations of the silences are eternal generations and they are mental offspring, so too the dispositions of the word are spiritual emanations."

The next two paragraphs are totally contradictory. Continued from the last sentence above:

"...word are spiritual emanations. Both of them admirations and dispositions, since they belong to a word, are seeds and thoughts of his offspring, and roots which live forever, appearing to be offspring which have come forth from themselves, being minds and spiritual offspring to the glory of the 'father.'

"There is no need for voice and spirit, mind and word, because there is no need to work at that which they desire to do, but on the pattern by which he was existing, so are those who have come forth from him, begetting everything which they desire. [It sounds more like "possession"]. And the one whom they conceive of, and whome they speak about, and the one toward whom they move, and the one in whom they are, and the one whom they hymn, thereby glorifying him, he has sons. For this is their procreative power, like those from whom they have come, according to their mutual assistance, since they assist one another like the unbegotten ones."

It said a little bit earlier at the top of page 66 of this pdf:

"...the Totality, in accordance with [...?] by which each one can receive him for himself, though such was not his greatness before he was received by it. Rather, he exists by himself. As for the parts in which he exists in his own manner and form and greatness, it is possible for them to see him and speak about that which they know of him, since they wear him while he wears them, because it is possible for them to comprehend him. He, however, is as he is, incomparable. In order that the 'father' might receive honor from each one and reveal himself, even in his ineffability, hidden, and invisible, they marvel at him mentally. Therefore, the greatness of his loftiness consists in the fact that they speak about him and see him."

See what I mean by, "possession"? Like being on a leash by their controller, just so that the controller can be vainglorious and arrogant in his power.

It's as though an original codex was stolen, then rewritten to fit all their garbled ideas into it.

"The Father, in accordance with his exalted position over the Totalities, being an unknown and incomprehensible one, has such greatness and magnitude, that, if he had revealed himself suddenly, quickly, to all the exalted ones among the aeons who had come forth from him, they would have perished. Therefore, he withheld his power and his inexhaustibility within that in which he is. He is ineffable and unnameable and exalted above every mind and every word. This one, however, stretched himself out and it was that which he stretched out which gave a foundation and a space and a dwelling place for the universe, a name of his being "the one through whom," since he is Father of the All, out of his laboring for those who exist..."

This reminds me of the Krysthal Spiral that the All That Is, The Pure Essence told Theresa Talea about in her book:

Krysthal Spiral Stream

"The ATI,TPE states: "The Krysthal Spiral Stream originates in the first level of the Eckasha-Ah domain and Cosmayah realm, and it contains the imprint of the pre-Krysthal Spiral frequency band as its core, originating in the Cosminyahas level. The pre-Krysthal Spiral frequency band continued down to the Eckasha-Ah domain where it formed a stream of energetic particulates, whose stream formations then gained increasing density appropriate to the foundation of the later domains. In the beginning with the Krysthal Spiral formation, it sparked its particulates in a fan-like fashion in multiple directions, and then came together forming one precise path towards and through, subsequent domains, as an extension of its formation pattern. There are numerous Krysthal Spirals streaming in specific creational pathways in realms, within the domains."

"The ATI,TPE reveals that the Eckasha-A domain started the 15-dimensional Kathara Grid formation, and that the much earlier Eckasha-Ah domain started the Krysthal Sequence for creational expansion. The Fibonacci sequence started later, in the Ecka domain."

"Krysthal is the combination of the seven frequency tones; Ka, Ra, Ya, Sa, Ta, Ha, La, each coming from an early level of creation with eternal stars called "Krystars," most of which have planetary living conditions. Spirals involve energy circulation, that can precede structure, and Spirals can vary in mathematical sequence and construction."

"Regarding a truly Krysthal Spiral; it gains particulate streaming elements in its process of expansion, coming together in an ordered sequence to form a precise path."

"The Krysthal Spiral is symmetrical, and perfectly sequenced according to a growth pattern. The Krysthal Spiral originates near the beginning of creation, and it provides energetic frequencies for the progression of creation into Eternal domains and realms.

This entire energy spiral aligns with one's center or "Core Essence," and it involves the Krysthal Sequence of expansion, confirms the ATI,TPE. The Krysthal Spiral is totally symmetrical because its frequency pattern is complete and unbroken. The fully natural Spiral may resemble a string filled with energy that multiplies outward in symmetrical wavelength sequences."

LEVELS

"A" domain

Eckasha - Ah

Eckasha - Aah

Eckasha - 1

Eckasha - A

Eckasha

Ecka

Veca 

Alright so, just as those people back then who wrote these codices, were just like we are today, searching for the truth, and having to be on guard against interference from negative alien entities, such as Yaldabaoths minions, so are we today in the same position, and yet slowly moving forward.  

I'll quote Theresa here:

"These aliens are drug addicts and control freaks. They often overexcite our bodies (talking about false 'kundalini' rising), to feed their twisted energetic desires. If we're not wrapped up in their energies of fear, rage, lust, greed, or cold [psychopathic] detachment, then they give us [religions and] 'religious' experience for a false sense of euphoria.

"We do not realize that our 'religions' and careless actions are draining us, because of the [imbalanced] high [and lows]. It is an 'experience', as people call it, hence it being 'real' and cherished as a part of 'us.' I would think that 'our' fatigue after such 'experiences' would be an indicator that 'we' [are being sucked dry by vampires] have been running on false energy. Aches spreading along 'our' spine and through 'our' body are another indicator of harm. 'We' tend to think 'our' health is 'naturally' failing while manipulating entities have been indirectly and directly steering 'us' toward "artificial stimulation" and unhealthy habits. If we are not following in their footsteps by outwardly seeking instant pleasure and stimulation, then we can easily detect the drug addict energy around us.

"However, 'we' usually pass off 'our' increasing fatigue to 'aging' or 'stressful events' in 'normal' life. When 'our' bodies show enough dis-ease, 'we' enter the place of 'surrender' [in actuality, "denial" of one's own self], that has 'us' call to 'god' to 'heal' or 'save us.' This is their plan! Then 'god' will come in to further manipulate 'our' bodies, only to burn 'us' out even more."

That's it for now. I'm going on to do my other projects. Maybe I'll work on this one further, another day, or I may begin another one. Who's to know?