Well this Flamenco is one of the best I've ever seen.
Sunday, August 26, 2018
Thursday, August 23, 2018
What Is This Love? Mental? Or Heart Energy?
So, who are you? I can feel you there. You're in tune with my thoughts and feelings. You send me terrific oh my gawd amounts of love feelings that just overwhelm me. What the fuck is this? Is it positive? Or is it some fucking negative vampire making me to think some things in order for it to squeeze me and feed off my genuine feelings, that come out from me, albeit in my ignorance, for lack of knowing who or what this energy is being emitted from!
In the title I ask whether it is mental or heart, because the 'ping' goes off my head structure. That is where I pick up the feelings. But not necessarily does it stay there. More like it's an antennae that picks up what the fuck is going on around me, and relates it to the heart. This so confusing. If you are an entity who is helping me, then you best reveal yourself. Because I will know if you do not, because there is interference in my personal life if you are messing around for your own personal benefit. And that is not a good thing. So make it known to me. Or not, and find out how fast you can wither and die.
You know, I have a lover. He's beautiful. He's a Leo Tiger. Most exquisite. If you've ever seen Ganda, the English model, well you know what I'm talking about. My lover is like Angus Young, He has it all. His musculature matches his sexual desire. I was just wondering whether this strange structure would affect our love making, because I certainly hope not, it's been sooo nice being with him for over 20 years, I would rather continue it at its own pace than fracture it with unknowns which do not match up with its excellence.
Ok, now I know. It's many different beings. Elementals. Those who work the invisible structure. Haha! Thank you. Now we can communicate in peace. Because now I'm going to find out all that I can to find out, about you! Haha! Love you. You've been so helpful. Yea, that beautiful Bella. How is she? I'm so glad! Oh...she's so sweet and beautiful. She even tried to connect with me before she left, by pulling out some flowers which I then put into a glass, and all of the stems she pulled, grew roots. So now I could plant them indoors. Oh! I'm glad she did that. It showed me the difference between the human animal's way of thinking, and the open-minded observing the Spirit, way. Yea...I wish I could communicate with her in a higher spirit way. Bye Bella. What a beautiful being she was.
And still is.
So that's what was taking place, huh? Pretty powerful stuff. I wonder who she was, for all that to have taken place. Mysterious world we live in, hahaha.
Yea. Thursday August 23, 2018 at 12pm she passed away.
Tuesday, August 21, 2018
The Bridge.
You're more than an angel. You're God itself. So am I, and so are the others. And on the other side is the God force. It's up to us, to form that bridge, with the others, on the other side, and connect, remove the great red dragon from our midst. ...that corrupt, polluted, poison red dragon.
The Lost Books of the Bible, The Rejected Texts, by Joseph B. Lumpkin.
This is the area they're talking about in the book.
Miss Books 'AT IT' Again!
Hahahha. This lady is fucking brilliant. Hahahaha.
You know? I tried to read her yesterday, when I was drunk and high, but it was so awesome, I had to put it away to look at it, the next day, I said to myself, when I'm straight ...because it's that good. I have to say, I read only the first page of the "Preface" and not even the whole page, when I knew what I was dealing with. Thank you Michael. You're so fucking brilliant. This lady is truly something else. And I could tell, through anything, that this was something worth reading. And iiiit iiiis.
And then today, when I began reading it all over again, one of the first things I saw which prompted me to write out, is this: "I demonstrate that Romanticism turns almost immediately into Decadence"
Why? Because, listening to Unslaved.com podcasts, Michael Tsarion was saying how humanity had reached a point of ascending, of advancing out of this pit many times, and that every single time, those negative forces bore down upon them so cruelly, that they never made it past that point. He said that in the Renaissance age, it happened to them. Hence, that quote up above. And even Andrew Bartzis, the Galactic Historian, said that mankind had reached that point in the 60s and 70s, that they were about to ascend, but along came the vulture again, poisoned them with bad LSD and murdered those musicians who were planning to bring everyone together and lift up through.
"The first volume of Sexual Personae examines antiquity, the Renaissance, and Romanticism from the late eighteenth century to 1900. I demonstrate that Romanticism turns almost immediately into Decadence, which I find throughout major nineteenth-century authors, even Emily Dickinson."
Well hey, with a name like that? Hahahaha I guess she was being jostled around too!
Hahahaha! This is hilarious! Next excerpt:
"What is art? How and why does an artist create? The amorality, aggression, sadism, voyeurism, and pornography in great art have been ignored or glossed over by most academic critics. I fill in the space between artist and art work with metaphors drawn from the Cambridge School of Anthropology."
Hahahaha! That's art. Right there. She fills in the spaces between the artist and its sicko works of 'art' with a dictionary word out of some book called 'Anthro-pology' or something like that...a metaphor.
Anth-rope.
I like this too. So well said:
"I show how much of western life, are, and thought is ruled by personality, which the book traces through recurrent types or personae ( "masks" )."
Hahahahaa. "My title was inspired by Ingmar Bergman's cruel, dreamy masterpiece, Persona (1966)."
This is such a deep book. Better than any masonic form of symbolism. That which is in this Lady's Book, is wicked. Ouch! Can you comprehend just what may be meant by this artistic placement of words?
"I want to show meaning arising from simple everyday things---cats, grocery stores, bridges, chance encounters--- and thereby to liberate criticism and interpretation from their imprisonment in classroom and library."
Love it. Well, I'm finally finished reading the first page, albeit not exactly fully in comprehension of it. Will have to go over it a few times. But, in the meantime, got to go read. Signing off. Miss Books.
6:44am
Hahaha fucking hilarious:
"To this day, communities are few in regions scorched by heat or shackled by ice." Hahhahah
This is completely silly, I'll tell you why after you read it:
"Women have borne the symbolic burden of man's imperfections, his grounding in nature. Menstrual blood is the stain, the birthmark of original sin, the filth that transcendental religion must wash from man."
If that's the case, better get all your female animals that also menstuate and have your transcendental religions wash them up too! Hahaha.
And here's another thing I can argue about: "The male contribution to procreation is momentary and transient. Conception is a pinpoint of time, another of our phallic peaks of action, from which the male slides back uselessly. The pregnant woman is daemonically, devilishly complete. As an ontological entity, she needs nothing and no one."
Many errors there, nevertheless automatonic society has been doing it just that way for too long. Man and woman need to be of the same mind together, and with great love inside themselves, so that when they come together, both of them create the child into this existence, and give the child much blessed divinity because of their care. The woman, first off, needs the man, his sperm, and the man needs the woman, her egg. Once she is pregnant, she definitely needs him to help her with things, such as getting food, and helping to clean house, as well as warmth, love, caring, because it's not that simple and easy being a pregnant female with the future of a child's health all on her shoulders only. It takes two to do it properly.
And don't give me that stupid excuse that woman's body is a whole unit that will perform the forming of the child. Duh. It is so pathetic to think like that, because you can look at the man and say the same thing. He doesn't toil at creating his sperm. His body makes it. So you see? They both have a laboratory inside. Just two different kinds, but that work together.
There is so much staring right in our face and some people still don't notice. A man's body works at a fast pace, and a woman's body works at a slow pace. You get a Torus with a man on the outside stream and the woman on the inside stream. In order to keep the balance of the inner stream, the male's speed moves quickly over the outer surface to get back to the middle where the female energies move much slower, and of course all in balance together.
She says: "The North American Indian myth ot the toothed vagina (vagina dentata) is a gruesomely direct transcription of female power and male fear. Metaphorically, every vagina has secret teeth, for the male exits as less than when he entered." No doubt, he emptied a bit of himself in there. I suppose one could look at teeth as smooth edged things too, instead of the animal teeth of some piranha fish, hahaha!
You know? I tried to read her yesterday, when I was drunk and high, but it was so awesome, I had to put it away to look at it, the next day, I said to myself, when I'm straight ...because it's that good. I have to say, I read only the first page of the "Preface" and not even the whole page, when I knew what I was dealing with. Thank you Michael. You're so fucking brilliant. This lady is truly something else. And I could tell, through anything, that this was something worth reading. And iiiit iiiis.
Sexual Personae, Art and Decadence From Nefertiti To Emily Dickinson, by Camille Paglia 1990
And then today, when I began reading it all over again, one of the first things I saw which prompted me to write out, is this: "I demonstrate that Romanticism turns almost immediately into Decadence"
Why? Because, listening to Unslaved.com podcasts, Michael Tsarion was saying how humanity had reached a point of ascending, of advancing out of this pit many times, and that every single time, those negative forces bore down upon them so cruelly, that they never made it past that point. He said that in the Renaissance age, it happened to them. Hence, that quote up above. And even Andrew Bartzis, the Galactic Historian, said that mankind had reached that point in the 60s and 70s, that they were about to ascend, but along came the vulture again, poisoned them with bad LSD and murdered those musicians who were planning to bring everyone together and lift up through.
"The first volume of Sexual Personae examines antiquity, the Renaissance, and Romanticism from the late eighteenth century to 1900. I demonstrate that Romanticism turns almost immediately into Decadence, which I find throughout major nineteenth-century authors, even Emily Dickinson."
Well hey, with a name like that? Hahahaha I guess she was being jostled around too!
Hahahaha! This is hilarious! Next excerpt:
"What is art? How and why does an artist create? The amorality, aggression, sadism, voyeurism, and pornography in great art have been ignored or glossed over by most academic critics. I fill in the space between artist and art work with metaphors drawn from the Cambridge School of Anthropology."
Hahahaha! That's art. Right there. She fills in the spaces between the artist and its sicko works of 'art' with a dictionary word out of some book called 'Anthro-pology' or something like that...a metaphor.
I like this too. So well said:
"I show how much of western life, are, and thought is ruled by personality, which the book traces through recurrent types or personae ( "masks" )."
Hahahahaa. "My title was inspired by Ingmar Bergman's cruel, dreamy masterpiece, Persona (1966)."
This is such a deep book. Better than any masonic form of symbolism. That which is in this Lady's Book, is wicked. Ouch! Can you comprehend just what may be meant by this artistic placement of words?
"I want to show meaning arising from simple everyday things---cats, grocery stores, bridges, chance encounters--- and thereby to liberate criticism and interpretation from their imprisonment in classroom and library."
Love it. Well, I'm finally finished reading the first page, albeit not exactly fully in comprehension of it. Will have to go over it a few times. But, in the meantime, got to go read. Signing off. Miss Books.
6:44am
Hahaha fucking hilarious:
"To this day, communities are few in regions scorched by heat or shackled by ice." Hahhahah
"Women have borne the symbolic burden of man's imperfections, his grounding in nature. Menstrual blood is the stain, the birthmark of original sin, the filth that transcendental religion must wash from man."
If that's the case, better get all your female animals that also menstuate and have your transcendental religions wash them up too! Hahaha.
And here's another thing I can argue about: "The male contribution to procreation is momentary and transient. Conception is a pinpoint of time, another of our phallic peaks of action, from which the male slides back uselessly. The pregnant woman is daemonically, devilishly complete. As an ontological entity, she needs nothing and no one."
Many errors there, nevertheless automatonic society has been doing it just that way for too long. Man and woman need to be of the same mind together, and with great love inside themselves, so that when they come together, both of them create the child into this existence, and give the child much blessed divinity because of their care. The woman, first off, needs the man, his sperm, and the man needs the woman, her egg. Once she is pregnant, she definitely needs him to help her with things, such as getting food, and helping to clean house, as well as warmth, love, caring, because it's not that simple and easy being a pregnant female with the future of a child's health all on her shoulders only. It takes two to do it properly.
And don't give me that stupid excuse that woman's body is a whole unit that will perform the forming of the child. Duh. It is so pathetic to think like that, because you can look at the man and say the same thing. He doesn't toil at creating his sperm. His body makes it. So you see? They both have a laboratory inside. Just two different kinds, but that work together.
There is so much staring right in our face and some people still don't notice. A man's body works at a fast pace, and a woman's body works at a slow pace. You get a Torus with a man on the outside stream and the woman on the inside stream. In order to keep the balance of the inner stream, the male's speed moves quickly over the outer surface to get back to the middle where the female energies move much slower, and of course all in balance together.
Monday, August 20, 2018
Rod Well.
I have a well for a rod, too!
But I don't make a name out of it.
Hahahaha!
Fascinating. Now that I got a well, I can dump a bumch more stuff in there. Let's seee.... how about ths?
Nooo Body!
Sometimes you're turning Holy Water into whine...
Say your prayers
say your
prayrs
whY?
Maybe bee
cause it feels good.
It should have been called Batwell. Woulda coulda shoulda. But, now you know. Hahahaha.
Hey, who doesn't do their god damned daily duty?
This guy looks so cute.
Must have been sombody's baby.
Cute little rat. I, ,,,, I mean Bat!
Hahaha. Bats about bats, hahaha
You know" I might be selfish or I might just be joking around, but bats and vampires, and bloodshed seem to come together. Were we to continue to look upon another creature like it is our bond slave, then we may as well pack our bags and forget we came here. Because only in Love is there life. So, if there is an ugly scary monster, they tell you... ask, where it's at?
Got two turned tables and a micro phone.
Hahahaha... The division of Vision, watch out!
How about Red Well? or Read well.
Hahahaha!
Fascinating. Now that I got a well, I can dump a bumch more stuff in there. Let's seee.... how about ths?
Nooo Body!
Sometimes you're turning Holy Water into whine...
Say your prayers
say your
prayrs
whY?
Maybe bee
cause it feels good.
It should have been called Batwell. Woulda coulda shoulda. But, now you know. Hahahaha.
Hey, who doesn't do their god damned daily duty?
Must have been sombody's baby.
Cute little rat. I, ,,,, I mean Bat!
Got two turned tables and a micro phone.
Hahahaha... The division of Vision, watch out!
Free Free FREE Masonic New Religion. Worship of Alien Extraterrestrials.
So, we know one thing. The aliens already have a bunch of robots here on this planet to do the propagandizing for them. Check out this new book I found on the internet. It's a so-called aka demic book based on a subject they wouldn't touch with a ten foot pole ten years ago, but now all of a sudden, it's like a new religion...just got ta delve into, hm? So yea. They charge up a price of 33 fucking bucks on Canadian Kibbles and bits aka Kindle, and they call it Volume 1, because you know there are many more volumes and volumes of it, after that one. Hahahaha! Shhh. Don't tell anyone I told you. They might get mad at me for disturbing their secret. Shhh. Ok? Alright. So, check it out. Here's an excerpt from that book.
Beyond UFOs, Volume 1
"Due to the "ethereal nature" of the FREE research data, these UAP-related contact phenomena are not studied in universities. FREE's academic research study seeks to address this problem. Our book analyzes the data findings from the historic FREE Experiencer Research Study. FREE is in the 5th year of administering the world's first comprehensive, multi-language academic research study on individuals that have had UAP-related contact experiences with Non-Human Intelligence (NHI) --The FREE Experiencer Research Study.
This book, volume one of our multi-volume book series that FREE is preparing, is focused on an analysis of the data from our 4-year FREE Experiencer Research Study. Before the death of Dr. Edgar Mitchell, he agreed to rename the FREE Foundation for his legacy and for the publication of many articles he had previously published in other journals. Many of his articles were published on our website, EXPERIENCER.ORG, over the last 4 years with Edgar's approval. Our Chapter 3 article was written by Dr. Mitchell in 1947, titled: "Introduction: From Outer Space to Inner Space." Edgar states:
"Although some research people claim connections between UFO phenomena and the psychic event, the correlations are not sufficiently established to warrant treatment in this volume [his 1974 book]. These omissions are not an oversight, rather, they are due to a paucity of solid research material. That paucity, in turn, is caused primarily by the lack of funding and research support from which this field has generally suffered--a lack, incidentally, that we hope this volume will soon help to change."
So you see? They even gave it a new name, "Beyond UFO's" so as to take out the bad taste of the word UFO, they renamed it to UAP.... that is, Unidentified Aerial Phenomenon. Hahahahha!!!
Now, I won't go into it now, how I know this what I've just stated. But tomorrow, after I get a good night's sleep, and feel refreshed, I just might describe to you some of the horrifically funny ass writings that some so-called full metal jacket academic lawyer wrote in the very beginning of this book.
4:47am
It sounds like infantile writing, to catch stupid people with, on that hook, and suck them in... even the clues to his massonic frends sound feeble and imbecilic. I guess they're really raking the bottom of the swamp floor.
It's real garbage, the stuff to suck up the lowest of the low, the materialistic who watch t.v. but claim, in today's world, they only watch the sports, once in a while... or the news, because you have to keep up with, uh what's happening today.
It's so crass it's not worth reading. Like a book of fiction, written badly. They said in the so-called scientific studies of this subject that they gave out questionaires, did statistics reports. They only asked the people they were talking to what their experiences were, they said. They didn't go into their subconscious, as they put it, with hypnosis. Of course, that would scare their potential readers away! Lol. It's slum city. Or the pigsty. (The inversion of the Blue book. The PINK book!)
You don't want to change the title of your boook, just change the number so that the crowd of stupid people you're seeking can find it easily, because I'm positive that after all that fucking fluoride and pumped into their breathing air of chemical trails, they won't be able to remember anything but the most dogmatic of things. And so if you put from this-- Beyond UFOs, Volume 1 to this--- Beyond UFOs, Volume 2, I have a feeling you'll be safe that they'll find it.
Creme de la cramp.
It's what you do with the Knowledge... as well. Besides just understanding it. But if you just 'do' without understanding, what good is it to you? [brought under the hypnosis scalpel?]
Haha! It's name's like these that give them away. He's talking about his buddies, his compatriats in this story: "but FREE co-founders Mary Rodwell and Dr. Rudy Schild, are witnesses to..."
Gawd. The guy says he's a lawyer. It doesn't even sound like he's an academic.
In fact, he sounds like a gravedigger, let alone something that came out of the grave.
When you put the shadow together in your own self, appropriately, it turns out just like Nature, natural, or invisib.e but it still holds together, so elusive. That's what we call balance.
(crauwsh, you can just feel that toroidal motion swirling together whirling)
Kids are gettin better at the keyboard, you know? I guess they don't read books anymore.
Turn the volume way down low. Until it's all gone. Then start the next video, and observe.
WHAT's
in a name?
Think about that, for a moment. When I say your name... how does it affect you? What is this thing called, 'a name,' which has been so brainwashed into us from the day we arrived, till now, where ever we are, and it's still there, haunting us like a lover, every time we hear our own name? How do you shadow box that one away?
in a name?
Think about that, for a moment. When I say your name... how does it affect you? What is this thing called, 'a name,' which has been so brainwashed into us from the day we arrived, till now, where ever we are, and it's still there, haunting us like a lover, every time we hear our own name? How do you shadow box that one away?
It may be the devil inside, but be careful the rocks you turn over. You never know what you may find.
Black magicians! My black magicians!
Yes they're mine.
Who else could have thought up something like that?
Miss Books Continues... down below
Monday August 20, 2018, 11:23pm
Looks like this entire post has been beyond UFO's too. Hahhaa. Yup. So, like I said yesterday.
It starts off with the Free Co-Founder, Reinerio (Rey) Hernandez. And instead of saying UAP, I'm just going to say UFO. (YUP)
"Dr. John Mack's comments perfectly describe my transformation after the first of many anomalous contact experiences, which was initially shared with my wife in our living room. Before March 4, 2012, both my wife and I had zero interest in UFOs or in any paranormal topic. In fact, we knew almost nothing about these topics except for watching episodes of the "Twilight Zone," "Star Trek," or an occasional "Ancient Aliens" tv show. I attended several prestigious universities and was trained as a material rationalist who holds the philosophy that matter is the fundamental substance in nature and that only with reason and logic can we test out our knowledge of our reality. I graduated with honors from Rutgers College, was a master's candidate at Cornell University and was Ph.D. candidate at the University of California at Berkeley, where I was the recipient of a National Science Foundation Ph.D. Fellowship. After UC Berkeley, I became an adjunct professor for six years at the New School for Social Research and at the City University of New York. I am currently an attorney in the State of Florida. Thus, I was the typical over-educated material rationalist who ridiculed anyone who believed in spirituality, UFOs, NDEs, OBEs, or any other paranormal topic."
There you go. First off, with all that supposed school-learned knowledge, he's still an idiot. And if it was in 2012 that his first encounter happened... what makes him an expert to start off this over 700 page book published in July 2018, when there are those who have dealt with these phenomena all their lives, and some are even older than he is. ? hm...?
You can tell by the writing how stupid it already sounds. Hahahaha. Wait till you hear how he arranges to tell the story (with close attention to the numbers and the system he places them in, in his writing). Then you'll know what I mean by describing him as something that came out of a grave, let alone a grave-digger. His work is so monotonous. So infantile, like a little kid talking about their little discoveries, but in a rather dead emotional way than a lively emotional way.
You know what? I'm going to learn all their technical anal-litical academic lingo, and then I'm going to use it as a dagger and slice them all up with it.
You know. I'll use Doctor Edger Mitchill as the blade.
Monday August 20, 2018, 11:23pm
Looks like this entire post has been beyond UFO's too. Hahhaa. Yup. So, like I said yesterday.
It starts off with the Free Co-Founder, Reinerio (Rey) Hernandez. And instead of saying UAP, I'm just going to say UFO. (YUP)
"Dr. John Mack's comments perfectly describe my transformation after the first of many anomalous contact experiences, which was initially shared with my wife in our living room. Before March 4, 2012, both my wife and I had zero interest in UFOs or in any paranormal topic. In fact, we knew almost nothing about these topics except for watching episodes of the "Twilight Zone," "Star Trek," or an occasional "Ancient Aliens" tv show. I attended several prestigious universities and was trained as a material rationalist who holds the philosophy that matter is the fundamental substance in nature and that only with reason and logic can we test out our knowledge of our reality. I graduated with honors from Rutgers College, was a master's candidate at Cornell University and was Ph.D. candidate at the University of California at Berkeley, where I was the recipient of a National Science Foundation Ph.D. Fellowship. After UC Berkeley, I became an adjunct professor for six years at the New School for Social Research and at the City University of New York. I am currently an attorney in the State of Florida. Thus, I was the typical over-educated material rationalist who ridiculed anyone who believed in spirituality, UFOs, NDEs, OBEs, or any other paranormal topic."
There you go. First off, with all that supposed school-learned knowledge, he's still an idiot. And if it was in 2012 that his first encounter happened... what makes him an expert to start off this over 700 page book published in July 2018, when there are those who have dealt with these phenomena all their lives, and some are even older than he is. ? hm...?
You can tell by the writing how stupid it already sounds. Hahahaha. Wait till you hear how he arranges to tell the story (with close attention to the numbers and the system he places them in, in his writing). Then you'll know what I mean by describing him as something that came out of a grave, let alone a grave-digger. His work is so monotonous. So infantile, like a little kid talking about their little discoveries, but in a rather dead emotional way than a lively emotional way.
You know what? I'm going to learn all their technical anal-litical academic lingo, and then I'm going to use it as a dagger and slice them all up with it.
You know. I'll use Doctor Edger Mitchill as the blade.
Saturday, August 18, 2018
Miss Books Continues Into The Astral Realm & Other Mysteries.
That book of the Rosicrucians, "The Chymical Marriage of Christian Rosencruetz Anno 1459" is dullsville, and sooo boooring. Ohmygoodness! I had read it before and found it retarded even back then. But this time I was reading a book by Arthur Edward Waite published in 1887 called "The Real History of the Rosicrucians"and I liked his writing. In fact I couldn't read that stupid Rosicrucian wedding again, so I skipped over it, and on page 203 of the PDF of Waite's book, I found another interesting book, because on this page a footnote said:
"According to Eliphas Levi, the Astral Light, i.e. the substance diffused through infinity, and
Yea, soon as I read that I felt I had to check out the book, because I already experienced that structure of two different beings after the death of a few different people I knew in my life. I thought it was strange seeing from the same individual I had known, a one low entity that was really animalistic-like or even possessed, and another one who was moving far from, and in some cases already far off this realm into another and were a very beautiful lovely being, and one being was, from the dream that I saw him in, actually golden hued all over, super tall and slender like an angel, whereas in this world his body was short and fat. And in the same dream, right after I saw him leave, smiling and walking up into the air disappearing as he went, I turned to look and there down on the ground was the replica of his physical form, but he was a nasty creep in that corpse shell, towards me. I got away from that thing, is what it seemed to be, and left the dream. About a month later, the being had passed away. They had been bed ridden, and I knew they were leaving but I didn't know when, and I wanted to know ahead of time so I wasn't so shocked. Well it certainly gave me a relief to know he went way up there and was really different from what his body looked like, an angel I think! I don't know, just really beautiful.
So, Mysteries of Magic by Eliphas Levi, is the next book I'm going to check out.
Sunday August 19, 2018 2:50pm
God. Just think about the complexity of a superego trying to make you live up to some type of ideal for your ego, but all of it is false.
Meaning, your true self is shackled and chained inside your body to just monotonously endure, because your superego that came from your brainwashed-mindmanipulated parents and society, is judging you before-hand, pushing prodding expecting. So what you need in a situation like this is to be courageous. Your true self has no laws and limitations to it because it is already perfect. And all it needs to do is to BE, to share, to experience. There is no way of judging something so elusive as the True Being. That is why it is so complex to look at this kind of arrrangement. Derangement would be more like it.
Great work by Michael Tsarion in the Episode 91 podcast, "Great Women." Great man. I tell ya. Check it out.
That is like fucking beautiful. I love this guy. Excerpt at:
52:21
"A great inner fight is going on. Man is being split, your first consciousness is born out of a power struggle, both on the boys and the girls and so on. And then there's anxiety and stress and all that identification, all of these different complexes raging within. And, don't you see what we're saying? is that the pseudo self is a compensation for that. It's a mask that one adopts and puts on. Because, to cover up...this, this deep suffering and unrest that's within. Because so many of us do it, we become the society that then endorses the whole process, thereby creating even a further rift, a further divide between the man's True Self and his social persona. Or, in hard Freudian terms; conscience and superego. Superego's in charge. That's very troublesome, problematic. Conscience should be in charge. It's a fight between the two for dominion over the psyche. That conflict, right? Between superego and conscience, parallels the earlier one, between the parents; the power struggle over the psyche of the child....how much of that child's self expression will be allowed and so on."
Wow. That is excellent. I feel like watching a great thriller movie with a brilliant little child who out does their parents in every way, hahaha, without them knowing any of it. Hahaha!
The Casting of a Shadow is...
15:18
"But if you're coming at it from a Jungian point of view, she just said hey, you know, this is real shadow work. Because actually you're getting rid of the shadow. This up-grading, this stepping into your self-esteem, this heroism concept isn't frivolous or trivial, it's essential. Right? it's the whole story about the one against the many. And that's where the many check out, they don't want to know anything about what she's talking about, right? But this is a message to the one, to the individual. But as I said, in Jungian terms it would mean, not just the lowering of stress and self-criticism, but the shadow will be transformed because the shadow is all of the different-- it's just a catch-phrase, it's just a catch-all term that represents all the parts of you that you've been trained not to like. Right? a whole dynamic in which there's an editing and a censoring going on. The superego, that's what that is. The superego is the means. So even if you think of the shadow as a shadow-realm, or an aspect of the personality, it's a shadow, it's being cast by something. Right, see, so it's the superego that's casting into shadow. Think of it more as a realm.
So this upgrading that she's talking about has an enormous psychological implication. To not do it, to remain under the power of the superego, Ayn Rand is aware, even though she doesn't use these psychological terminologies, she's very aware that the un-heroic person, the altruist alright, the collectivist, his psychic dynamics [I just love that term, "psychic dynamics"] is affecting his political ideas. So the leader, and the party, and the system that people vote for, it's all based in this characterological aspect. The way that one values or devalues themselves has enormous social consequences."
(By the way, it's on page 145 of pdf)
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When the soul is separated from the body, it necessarily
changes its environment, since it changes its envelope.
The individual falls into his final sleep, and lapses into a
species of dream before awaking on the other side of life.
Each one then beholds, in a sweet vision or in an appalling
nightmare, the paradise or perdition he believed in during
his mortal existence. Those who are subject to nightmare
can form some conception of the horror of the infernal
visions which are the chastisement of an atrocious creed,
and which take hold of the superstitiously credulous and
the ascetically fanatical above all. Imagination has created
its own tormentors, and in the delirium which follows
death these monsters confront the soul with a frightful
reality, surround, attack, and tear it to pieces, seeking to
devour it in every way. The sage, on the contrary, is welcomed
by pleasing visions; he imagines that he beholds
his former friends approaching him and smiling. All this,
however, is but a dream, as we have said, and the soul does
not fail to awake from it. Then it has changed its environment.
It has departed this life clothed only in its astral
form, it ascends of itself above the atmosphere, as the air
rises above the water when it escapes from a broken vial.
The atmospheric air becomes solidified beneath the feet of
its infinitely more ethereal envelope, the weight of which
varies, however, in different persons, and while some cannot
rise above their new earth-plane, others, on the contrary,
ascend and soar at pleasure in space like the eagle.
But as nothing can enter Heaven save that which comes
from Heaven, the divine spirit must ultimately return alone
into the empyrean,* and thus two corpses are left by it in
the earth and in the atmosphere, the one terrestrial and
elementary, the other aerial and sidereal-the one already
inert, the other still animated by the universal movement
of the soul of the world, but destined to die gradually,
being absorbed by the astral energies which produced it.
The terrestrial body is visible, the other is unseen by earthly
eyes in life, and can only be perceived by the application of
the Astral Light to the Translucid, as we have explained
elsewhere.
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° See Note x 3
Wednesday, August 15, 2018
Miss Books!
Oh my goodness! I can't get away......
It seems I've cornered myself.
I thought I could deal with this
but now it's too late.
I just have much too many books to read.
Hahaha.
Terrible.
Who could imagine that
would be a problem?
Me either.
Must be lying.
Ohpe.
Well, let's look at all the books I'm reading.
Maybe I could lose myself in one of them,
and forget the rest of them?
Fall in love with a book.
Eenie meanie miney moe....
Oh perfect.
The Real History of the Rosicrucians, by Arthur Edward Waite, 1887
Poetry.
(this here is an easier to read copy, same as the above, but white pages: Real History Rosicrucians)
Food for thought. And a drink too please...
Miss Books? Miss Blood, oh my god! I'm only on page 70, and some of that stuff is not fun to read. But some of it is good. I like their leader. He sounds naturally intelligent. Too bad the world around him, the world around, is so blind. Wow, they could have learned a lot were they willing to listen. You see, love is the main thing. One has to be attuned to it. If one loves knowledge, they are far closer to it, to this love I'm talking about, than those who are blind to love of anything good. The dross they talk about in the Art is exactly that when you look at it correctly. When one does not love truly, correctly, then one is as the dross, and becomes the dross, for they don't value that which is valuable, and therefore they lose the opportunity to gain what is valuable. Inertia. You see. So Mr. Brooks, why do you go out and prey upon some and not others? Perhaps a positive negative can go out and do negative things that warn others of their impending doom were they to not listen.
For, your enemy is great. And but, you have the opportunity to be even greater. Don't miss that train.
Yes, Doctor Arthur Edward Waite...
A good writer, a Very good writer.
Oh yes. You're more Doctor than any of those who got a dip-loma.
Awe, those Rosicrucians.
There's an air down here. It connects. This place is getting attention. And sharing it. With you! Those who "know."
I can't wait to be a Red Snake too! I'm outta here!
(I'm just a wood snake for now...)
And you can never tell what skin they'll come in.
And you can never tell what skin they'll come in.
All my friends went home. And so did I. I just came back for a visit.
In oh their words, Mr. Brooks knows his Daughter will never tell him or anyone else, anythng! But the only way he knows that, is because....l..... yea. He know's himself.
She's Evil. She's Wicked. She's WONDERFUL!
She's the new magic. She even exercises her dad.
I wouldn't advize you to 'get to know her.' Even though thee would love to ... know her.
It's not worth it. She could destroy you...without i or u knowing it.
But don't worry, there is always a back door out from the Uncanny.
This movie is, Uncanny.
This is a very difficult movie. It seems to me to be that he fell in love with that woman. The one who fucked his robot. Hahahha. Fucking stupid. Of coarse, he doesn't think so at this period, whY? because, it's a war within one's own self, whether to sacrifice, be sacrificed, or have nothing to do with sacrifice.
It is about freedom, for sure. But who has the ability to separate themselves consciously ...from sleep?
Mr. Brooks
In other words, the Rosicrucians began with just four brilliant men!
The first one being...
"CHAPTER VI.
That book is so goddamned boring, I chose instead to read another:
The Complete Golden Dawn System of Magic, by Israel Regardie 1984
Here's an excerpt. Page 47:
Good enough for me.
Friday August 17, 2018...at around 6:00pm I started to get the sensation that some being or beings were sending me love. So very strongly too. It was so high up too, like on a divine level. I was wondering whether it was coming from the fact that I was reading this book The Golden Dawn by Regardie, or maybe some of that sort...or perhaps those beings that came to me last year in July, who told me they thought I was lost to the dark, but then they found me again, and I went up into the night sky (in the daytime), and I'm not sure how that worked, whatever it was, because as I was walking to the store today to buy some cream for my coffee, and was thinking of that time when I went there through that red ring tunnel and into the place where those lovely beings are, I heard someone say, from the invisible realms, that it was the astral realm. But I don't know about that. Maybe they were talking about the lower level when I first removed from my body and was looking all around at the marvelously different structure than I had ever seen anywhere, even in any dream. So maybe that was the astral...the lower astral at that. But when I went through that red ring tunnel, it was a way different place...and really lovely beings. So I was wondering where that love sensation and feeling was coming from? Or could it be closer, such as in, on this earth plane. I know there are many highly developed beings living on this planet, too. Hm. I wish I had better discernment. Hmhm.
And another strange thing. When it happens, sometimes I feel the whole ground shaking. But it's like the tip of my spine that's shaking, which makes it feel like the interior of my whole body is shaking. I usually only get that when I'm too tired and need to go to sleep, because I suppose I'm more sensitive. But I had almost two days of sleep from having drank too much wine and smoked marijuanna, and of course being unhappy since all those tears are still inside there somewhere and need to come out, but you can't possibly deal with all the sorrow of the internal structure in one day, holy, you know? It would kill one. So one must learn to do it slowly, moment by moment, in order to allow things to open up to one's memory, and deal with it, and then it disappears, and then go on to deal with more. So I really needed a lot of sleep, not just because of the wine and joint, because I don 't usually take that much sleep. But after Wednesday night, it all just crushed me too much. I had felt this pain for awhile and yet kept it at bay. Many times I thought to have a drink of alcohol or wine, but I stayed away. I guess I should have a little bit every once in a while. Because last night, I didn't drink very much either...it just affected me so strongly, probably because of the breaking down of my reality. Which is a good thing, I'd say. Who wants to die in a body on this planet. Retarded. So when the ignorance breaks down, there is opportunity to being love and light into the cells of the body so that the entire being, Temple and ALL can benefit and return gracefully. I guess that's how you would help Mother Earth to get back home as well. I mean, if she's Sophia like they say in the gnostic writings, then yea, us beings living on the planet can help her come back home by doing it intelligently. So anyway, yea, that feeling of shaking or rumbling...hm, so strange.
Goddamned boring fucking Regardie. I don't want to learn all about your stupid god and his idiotic lettering system. Who cares about fucking Yaldaboath and his cunning devices to steal from Man his light. Alright, I left off at page 71 of 1077. I'll get back to it another time.
Here's an interesting book. Hidden Codes of the Dulluminati, Codex Magica, by Texe Marrs. I'm on page 20, and he's funny, hahaha. I like him, hahaha. Hilarious stuff.
But once again, that book is damn boring too. It was sooo boring, I only got to page 26 when I looked around at all the PDF's I got up and found a much more interesting one. The Metaphysics of Sex by Julius Evola
Definitely more interesting. It talks about transformation, which is what is needed if anyone is going to get off this matter oriented place. From the bottom of page 42, to 43:
"Here are some acute [a cute?] factors of a cosmic and analogical type: cosmic because, as we said, it is at night that the cyclical change of condition occurs in everybody, a movement of consciousness to the seat of the heart, and therefore, even if one stays awake at night, the movement occurs and integrates the tendencies of eros; analogical because love stays under the sign of woman, and woman corresponds to the dark, underground, nocturnal aspect of being, to the vital unconsciousness, and her realm is therefore the night and darkness. In conclusion, the night is indeed the most propitious time for woman's works, as a better atmosphere for the subtle developments of eros and for the evocation of profound forces below the illumined surface of individual finite consciousness. As for the extraordinary possibilities that may be realized in these states when not submerged in hazy sensual feelings, we should consider as more than mere romantic poetry what Novalis wrote in some of his Inni alla notte (Hymns to the Night).
In reference to the heart, one last point merits attention. According to hyperphysical physiology, at the point of death or in a case of deadly peril the vital spirits flow to the middle of the human being, to the heart (they will leave this seat by following an ascending direction when death has taken place or when death is apparent, during catalepsy and during equivalent states of advanced asceticism). The same phenomenon can happen in any experience of strong desire and can be aroused under some circumstances by the sight of the beloved, by evocation of an image of her, or by actual nakedness. We often find in Oriental writings references to the stopping of breathing in the lover through amorous fascination, through extreme desire, or at the very moment of sexual embrace. The outward, profane, and trivial counterpart of all this is well known to physiology. The most common expression of this state is "My heart stopped beating." This symptom can also be included among the group indicated earlier regarding the potential attributes of eros. And here, too, can be established a natural passage from phenomenology of everyday love to the sphere of a sensualism that is no longer profane. We shall see this when we come to deal, for instance, with both the mors osculi, the death of the kiss, mentioned by the Kabbalists, and the effect of the "greetings" of the lady on the Worshippers of Love.
One further detail may be of interest: Some French troubadours spoke of a lady seen not with the eyes or mind but "with the heart."
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Saturday August 18, 2018
(10-oclockish?)
Oh my goodness, I just discovered something that Tracy R. Twyman wrote in her book "Clock Shavings," which coincides with this Julius Evola book of The Metaphysics of Sex. On page 381 it says:
"They call this region "Muladhara." It is the Earth chakra, corresponding to Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life. There the Kundalini serpent is said to be "sleeping" most of the time, but can be "awakened" through yoga practices. This causes it to rise up the spine through all of the other chakras. Finally, it reaches the top of the head --the "godhead" zone-- where it intermingles with divine energy from above. From there, it cycles back down the spine to return as a new, alchemical mixture of polar opposite powers that enlivens the body as well as the soul."
Now that sounds like lovemaking between two spiritually advanced beings. Anyway, there is a lot more to this, so in her book we'll start at page 372 and move through that paragraph above to take in even more after it:
"The ritual then goes on to explain the Golden Dawn's cabalistic paradigm, which includes their schema of the Tree of Life, and below it the Tree of Knowledge (a.k.a the "Tree of Death," the "Qlippoth," or the "Kingdom of Shells"). In their graphic depiction of "the Garden of Eden Before the Fall" (based on an 1872 drawing by Elizabeth Burnett, wife of Golden Dawn founder Wynn Wescott), Eve (whom they also refer to as "Isis") stands with her feet upon the spheres (the "sephiroth") of the Tree of Knowlege. The spheres are quite small, and all bound up into a tiny circle that sits beneath her. This circle is surrounded by the coils of a red dragon with seven heads, all of which appear to be sleeping. Each head corresponds with one of the spheres, and just like on the Tree of Life above, these spheres correspond to aspects of existence --or in this case, (non-) existence.
Four branches, or perhaps sprigs of young trees, are sprouting out from Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life, which sits behind Eve's ankles. Her hands are thrust upwards above her head to hold two pillars: one white and one dark, one in each hand. On top of her head, stacked on her as though in a cheerleading formation, is Adam.
Coming forth from the six spheres that surround him are vines, which are winding their way up both of the pillars.
Let us think about this cabalistic "Tree of Life" for a moment. It's not really a tree, is it? This is a schematic arrangement of chambers into which fluids flow, from one to the other, with the quality of the fluids changing as they leave each chamber. It looks just like an image of an alchemist's laboratory, with various glass vessels hooked up to one another via tubes, because that's exactly what it is. In an alchemy lab, substances pass from one vessel to another, getting separated into elements, added to, heated, cooled, and otherwise transmuted along the way. That is also what is described as happening as the energy of creation moves through the various spheres on the cabalistic Tree of Life.
Here on the Golden Dawn diagram of the Tree before the Fall, living things, such as tree sprouts and vines are shown coming from the spheres. What this demonstrates is that the entire system is itself a garden (just as the Golden Dawn calls it in this diagram). It is a system of irrigation, producing different "fluids" that water different "plants" to produce various "fruits."
If you'll take a second look at some of the ancient Mesopotamian depictions of the gods gathered
around the "Tree of Life," you will notice the same thing. It often looks like a fountain, with one main tube standing upright, and several other connected tubes with bulbs on the end sticking out of it. It sometimes almost looks like a 'hookah,' artfully arranged to resemble a tree. Around it, the gods are usually shown greedily waiting to feast upon it.
This also appears to be what's going on with Enki in his Absu chamber. Recall that he is depicted with streams of water coming off his back (or possibly hoses), and streams of water
flowing between a network of pipes (or alternately, again, those streams could actually be hoses). In one scene he is apparently being approached by a priest who is offering him animal sacrifices, as he proffers to the priest the "plant of immortality." It is budding forth from one of those posts connected to the network of hoses that issue from the pots set beneath his chair.
Cabalists do in fact describe their Tree of Life as a system of channels hooked up like irrigation
pipes. They say that this is how the universe is arranged, with energy flowing down to us on Earth (Malkuth) from the supernal realm of god on top (Kether), just as energy rises up from our realm towards god. They also say that, as man is a mircrocosm of the universe, in the image of god, so there is a Tree of Life operating within his own physical body, channeling spiritual energy to and from the realms above, transmuting it alchemically along the way.
In this sense, it links up to the Hindu system of "chakras" (energy spheres) in the body. Indeed as has been widely noted, the Hindu scheme matches almost precisely with the middle pilar of the Tree of Life. As it turns out, the cabalistic sphere and the chakras land in the same basic positions along that central pole. This is something that is surely beyond coincidence. So if you imagine the chakra system as the middle pillar of the Tree of Life arranged along the human spinal column, then the sleeping apocalyptic dragon in the Kingdom of Shells at the bottom of the diagram is analogous to the so-called "Kundalini serpent" of yoga. This is a charge of powerful energy in potentia that reportedly rests at the bottom of the spine in the lowest chakra.
They call this region "Maladhara." It is the Earth chakra, corresponding to Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life. There the Kundalini serpent is said to be "sleeping" most of the time, but can be "awakened" through yoga practices. This causes it to rise up the spine through all of the other chakras. Finally, it reaches the top of the head --the "godhead" zone-- where it intermingles with divine energy from above. From there, it cycles back down the spine to return as a new, alchemical mixture of polar opposite powers that enlivens the body as well as the soul.
This serpent, then, most likely corresponds to the one in the cabalistic Qlippoth Tree of Knowledge before the Fall, shown sleeping in a spherical cocoon that looks like an egg waiting to hatch.
The Golden Dawn's schematic of "the Garden of Eden After the Fall" shows the results of that dragon being awakened. The beast is now much larger, and it has totally escaped the Kingdom of Shells, which the lower portion of Eve's body is now subsumed into it. Its coils are enveloping the bottom half of the Tree of Life, including Eve, Adam and six of the lower spheres.
These now include an additional sphere: "Knowledge" (called, in Hebrew, "Daath"), which purportedly sprang up during the Fall. It now has eight heads instead of seven, making it identical to the eight-headed "Hydra" dragon famously slayed by Hercules. These heads are reaching up towards the supernal realm at the top, the source of the rivers of fluid that run down the tubes throughout the rest of the tree.
According to the Golden Dawn's system, these are the rivers of paradise. The rivers start out as one stream, called "Naher" (meaning "perennial stream"), which issues from the "Supernal Eden" at the very top of the Tree of Life. It then divides into the four rivers, with only the fourth, the Euphrates, actually flowing into Malkuth, the earthly realm. Remember, two of these are the rivers that the Mesopotamians depicted as coming from Enki's back as he sat on his throne in the Absu.
It is implied that, from our sphere, the other three rivers of paradise are invisible, as well as their perennial source. But it was also this extra sphere of "Daath," which caused the rivers to split off in the first place. As the Hierophant proclaims to the candidate in the Practicus ritual:
A River Naher went forth out of Eden, namely from the Supernal Triad, to water the Garden (the rest of the Sephiroth), and from there it was divided into Four Heads in Daath, whence it is said 'In Daath the Depths are broken up and the clouds drop down dew...' The Fourth which receiveth the virtues of the other three, is PHRATH, Euphrates, which floweth down upon the Earth...
These rivers (at least prior to becoming polluted by the dragon) are also referred to as a celestial river of the stars. They are imagined as forming a cross on the Tree of Life, which Adam is envisioned as being "crucified" upon as he stands on top of Eve's head. In the Golden Dawn's Practicus initiation rite, the symbolism of an image called "the Calvary Cross of Twelve Squares" is explained by the Hegemon. He says that it:
....fitly represents the ZODIAC which embraced... the Waters which be above the Firmament. It also alludes to the Eternal River of Eden, divided into four Heads which find their correlations in the four triplicities of the Zodiac.
Now the eleventh sphere of "Daath," which suddenly appeared on the Tree of Life after the Fall, is always said to be "false" or "illusionary." Its existence is said to be variously both a result of the Fall and the cause of it. Daath is also said to be a "portal" to the Tree of Knowledge (the Tree of Death) below. This makes sense when you realize what the Golden Dawn tradition is saying about the fall of Eden: that the Tree of Life above collapsed when Eve stopped holding up the pillars for a moment.
At that point, Eden and the Tree from above fell down into the Tree of Knowledge, so that the realm above is now subsumed into the realm below, and even has a piece of the realm that was formerly below, now inside of it. Daath is an apple from the Tree of Knowledge that got stuck inside of the realm of life when Eve consumed it. It then became a gateway allowing death into this life, at its very heart, just as life is also surrounded with the ever-present threat of death.
Clearly, the Tree of Knowledge is the same as the subterranean kingdom of Hades. But what would that have meant before the fall in Eden, when nobody had died yet? Its epithet "the Kingdom of Shells" implies not just empty vessels, but specifically ones that were once full --those which once housed living beings. They are described as shells because they once existed, but they have been wiped out from the memory of time, as though they never were. Yet the imprint of them still remains somehow.
In The Golden Dawn, and cabalism in general, the Kingdom of Shells is personified by another, historical, kingdom that is mentioned in the old testament: Edom. Their kings descended from Esau, the eldest son of Isaac and the older brother of Jacob. He is said to have sold his "birthright" [fucking slave] (which included the Cave of Treasures and the nearby well) to his younger brother in exchange for a bowl of pottage. He is described as a hunter, with a red tint to his skin, and covered with hair [probably an Atlantean, or one of their genetic experiments]. Like Cain, he was a mighty hunter in the wilderness.
Also like Cain, he has been demonized in Judeo-Christian tradition, which obfuscates the fact that he should [have fasted for awhile?] been the rightful heir to his father Isaac's blessing. Jacob used subterfuge [those lying jews] to trick his father, who was lying [too hey? hahaha] on his deathbed, into passing the birthright on to him instead. He also tricked Esau into tacitly, "selling" it to him in a moment of desperation.
Perhaps most significantly, there are several women that the sons of Esau married and bred with who are recorded in rabbinical literature as actually being incarnations of Lilith. They were not natural women, but she-demons. Their sons, the Edomite rulers, who are described variously as "dukes" and "kings," are said in the Bileb to have ruled "before there reigned any kings over the children of Israel."
Later, the Edomites got into a series of wars with Israel. They were defeated, first by King Saul, and then later by King David also. David appointed Israelite governors to rule them. When Israel eventually split up into two kingdoms (Israel and Judah), Edom became a protectorate of Judah. Later still, the Edomites were among those who plundered Jerusalem when it was sacked by King Nebuchadnezzar II.
So this is who the Edomites were, according to the pseudo-history of the Bileb and the legends of the rabbis. In the cabala and Western Hermeticism, they seem to symbolize the reign of chaos before god's creation established order in the universe. That would explain why they are equated with the son's of the older brother, Esau, who by the right of primogeniture, should have inherited his family's birthright. However, it was his older brother (a son of creation, not chaos) who ultimately took that position, prevailing as the children of Israel conquered the Edomites, the "Children of Before" (as they are called by cabalists).
In the Golden Dawn's "Practicus" ritual, the Hierophant explains Edom as a personification of primordial chaos, and the order of creation as the coming of Israel. He says:
Ere the Eternal instituted the Formation, Beginning and End existed not. Therefore, before Him He expanded a certain Veil, and therein He instituted the Primal Kings. And these are the Kings who reigned in Edom before there reigned a King over Israel.
But they subsisted not. When the Earth was formless and void --behold this is the reign of EDOM. And when the Creation was established, lo, this is the reign of Israel. And the Wars of titanic forces in the Chaos of Creation, Lo, these are the Wars between them.
From a Light-bearer of unsupportable brightness, proceeded a radiating flame, hurling forth, like a cast and mighty Hammer, those sparks which were the Primal worlds. And these Sparks flamed and scintillated awhile, but being unbalanced, they were extinguished. Since lo, the Kings assembled, they passed away together, they themselves beheld, so they were astonished. They feared. They hasted away. And these be the Kings of Edom who reigned before there reigned a King over Israel...
As the ritual goes on, more detail is given about the war with the Edomites: a war that is depicted as really being between the dragon and God himself. It is the dragon whose heads and horns are the Edomite kings and dukes. This war with the Edomites was, in Judaic history, recorded as an ongoing military feud that lasted generations. [Hence, extraterrestrial warring, no doubt!] However, in this ritual it is conflated with the primordial war in Heaven between God and the Devil, as well as the fall of Adam and Eve from Eden. This was really, they say, the fall of Eden itself away from the Garden and into the mouths of the dragon. [Or the reptilians, no doubt]. They also connect it to the Flood, as well as, implicitly, the final battle with the dragon at the Apocalypse. Describing God's defeat of the Edomites, the Hierophant says:
He beheld and drove asunder the Nations. And the Everlasting Mountains were scattered -- and Perpetual Hills did bow... Thou didst cleave asunder the Earth with the Rivers. The Mountains saw Thee and they trembled. The deluge of waters rolled by.
In Kundalini Yoga, you push the dragon energy up into the godhead realm, resulting in an allegedly beneficial exchange of both earthly and divine energy. In the cabala, the rise of the serpent up the tree from the depths below caused the rivers of paradise to be polluted. As it says in the Golden Dawn's "Fifth Knowledge Lecture":
Thus were the four Rivers of EDEN desecrated, and the Dragon Mouth gave forth the Infernal Waters in DAATH --and this is LEVIATHAN, The Piercing and Crooked Serpent.
Therefore God sealed off the source of the pure waters above, so that it would not also be polluted."
[In other words...the God that we are constantly hearing about is none other than the good guys, the highly evolved beings, those we refer to as the benevolent extraterrestrials. Those who don't want the reptiloids to do any more harm than they've done already... is what I seem to get from reading all this.]
As the Golden Dawn rite teaches it, God:
...placed the Four Letters YHVH of the NAME and the Flaming Sword of the Ten Sephiroth between the devastated Garden and the Supernal Eden, that this should not be involved in the Fall of ADAM.
Note that here the Golden Dawn equates the four cherubim on the throne with the cherubs that Genesis says God set in place to guard the Tree of Life in Eden, as well as with the four letters of the holy name. Via the iconotropy [well said!] mentioned previously, they would also, presumably, equate the four letters and cherubim with the cherubs that were said to flank the Ark of the Covenant. The Golden Dawn views that Ark as a tiny microcosmic version of Eden's supernal, as they allude to elsewhere in their rituals. According to their system, when Eden fell into the coils of the dragon, Malkuth (the "kingdom"--that is, the Earth) got cut off from the spheres (from the River of Life) by those coils. As the Hierophant says in the Practicus ritual:
Then arose the Great DRAGON with Seven Heads and Ten Horns, and the Garden was made desolate, and MALKUTH was cut off from the Sephiroth by his intersecting folds, and linked unto the Kingdom of Shells. And the Seven Lower Sephiroth were cut off from the Three Supernals in DAATH...
Anyway. Enough of that. Buy the book if you want to know more. Hahaha. I'm finished my studies here.
Monday August 20, 2018, 9:13pm
Ok. Let's look at that last phrase deeply: "Then arose the Great DRAGON with Seven Heads and Ten Horns, and the Garden was made desolate, and MALKUTH was cut off from the Sephiroth by his intersecting folds, and linked unto the Kingdom of Shells. And the Seven Lower Sephiroth were cut off from the Three Supernals in DAATH...."
So, the Great Dragon was intersecting its folds throughout the structure, black level, white level, black level, white level, to give a simplistic metaphor for that action.
"was cut off from the Sephiroth"... the Sephiroth can be seen as a Whole Structure, a Large Being. To simplify for easy seeing. And the lower realm of matter, Malkuth, was now intersected by the Great Dragon in piano key accordian folds (musical definitions, like poetry to help understanding better)...the music would sound sort of like a ... car wreck? in slow motion. Therefore, when that occurred, you now had 7 levels cut off from the main Sephiroth. You now have these Seven Lower Levels of the Sephiroth, cut off from the Three Supernals in Daath/knowledge, and whatever else that word might mean. So, like that picture of the black snake throughout the Cabalistic Tree of Life, you have the Great Dragon wrapping itself throughout the Seven levels so that now it's like a stranger has attached itself to the Main house of Love, and is seeping its presence all throughout that area, wherefore, it was cut off from access to the Main house of Love so that its purity is intact, but the lower levels being polluted by the stranger, means that all of us here, haha, have to struggle with the good and evil in order to get through all the levels and back to purity. Do you see it? But, here's a wrench. What if you look at this phrase, instead, as though it were DNA splicing and rearranging of the Man's structure? So we want to know more about what is DAATH, for it seems that would be the likely place where things are tucked away.
Alright. So it says here in Wikipedia about Da'at or Daas, "Da'at is the location where all ten sefirot in the Tree of Life are united as one." Where in the body is everything untied as one? In the Heart area! When scientists do experiments as to where the most electricity emits from the bodily form, they found it's the heart area. That is where the main energy source resides. So, knowledge may appear to be sitting inside the head, or brain, but that's a deception, because really, it's inside the heart...and that, whenever the heart has a thought, it gets reflected to the brain, and that is why it is perceived as though coming from the brain, because of all the mirrors to reflect the thoughts from the heart. Sort of like 'smoke and mirrors,' Therefore, when you look at it from this point of view, we could say that everything that is hidden deep in the heart is where the Sephiroth abide. And all the things that you can see, such as what don Juan from the Carlos Castaneda books called the top of the table, the tonal, is where the great dragon resides. So, like Michael Tsarion showed us, the center is like being the top (like the illusion we were taught), and everything that emanates outward from it, and into this world of matter, these seven levels of Malkuth, are all intersected with the dragon and the house of love. So, truth and illusion. The bottom of the barrel. Dark matter is the farthest from the top (or center), so it's at the bottom (the surface outside). Now, looking at that... were you to focus all your energy on the surface? then you would in effect be living from the bottom of the barrel. But when you are focused from the heart, then you are living from the very soul of life, from the top.
What are
"the Three Supernals in DAATH...?
Down at the bottom of the spine... through the middle of the heart.... up to the top of the head. So, just fold up the show and walk right out of the lower seven levels, just like the Cassiopaeans told us we could do. Click your heels together and just say to yourself... "there's no place like home, there's no place like home.." and then you'll be there, instantly, as though this was all just a dream and is no more.
But let's read further:
"This was all Eve's fault, purportedly, because she failed in her duty to uphold the pillars of the universe. Instead she stooped down to pick up some fruit from the tree beneath her, causing the realm above and the realm below to collapse into each other."
God. One woman can have so much power!
"In the same ritual, while explaining the diagram of "the Garden of Eden After the Fall," the Hierophant declares:
...The Great Goddess who... was supporting the Columns of the Sephiroth, being tempted by the Tree of Knowledge (whose branches indeed tend upward into the Seven Lower Sephiroth, but also tend downward unto the Kingdom of Shells) reached downward unto the Qlippoth, and immediately the Columns were unsupported, and the Sephirothic system was shattered, and with it fell ADAM, the MIRCROPROSOPUS."
There you go. Coffee break.
Hahaha Wow! Tracy Twyman is hugely brilliant! Totally, wow. You have to get the book. You can't pick up what I've just recognized, from only some little excerpts I've placed here. Hahahhaa. Wow. This is a brilliant lady, indeed.
And oh, the so too many pages I would have to type in here, to show just what I've found out now...mmm, too much effort. I'll just have to close this Miss Book, right here. This blog post is now finish.........
Alright, here you go. You can check out Tracy's own site where she gives excerpts from her book Clock Shavings.
She's Evil. She's Wicked. She's WONDERFUL!
She's the new magic. She even exercises her dad.
I wouldn't advize you to 'get to know her.' Even though thee would love to ... know her.
It's not worth it. She could destroy you...without i or u knowing it.
But don't worry, there is always a back door out from the Uncanny.
This movie is, Uncanny.
This is a very difficult movie. It seems to me to be that he fell in love with that woman. The one who fucked his robot. Hahahha. Fucking stupid. Of coarse, he doesn't think so at this period, whY? because, it's a war within one's own self, whether to sacrifice, be sacrificed, or have nothing to do with sacrifice.
It is about freedom, for sure. But who has the ability to separate themselves consciously ...from sleep?
Mr. Brooks
In other words, the Rosicrucians began with just four brilliant men!
The first one being...
"CHAPTER VI.
We could here relate and declare what all the time from
the year 1378 (when our Christian father was born) [an Earth Horse, Chinese Astrology] till now hath happened, what alterations he hath seen in the world
these one hundred and six years of his life, what he left
after his happy death to be attempted by our Fathers and
by us," (Personal note: last page I left off was 108)
That book is so goddamned boring, I chose instead to read another:
The Complete Golden Dawn System of Magic, by Israel Regardie 1984
Here's an excerpt. Page 47:
INITIATION
"Initiation is the preparation for immortality. Man is only potentially immortal. Immortality is acquired when the purely human part of him becomes allied to that spiritual essence which was never created, was never born, and shall never die. It is to effect this spiritual bond with the highest, that the Golden Dawn owes all its rituals and practical magical work."
Good enough for me.
Friday August 17, 2018...at around 6:00pm I started to get the sensation that some being or beings were sending me love. So very strongly too. It was so high up too, like on a divine level. I was wondering whether it was coming from the fact that I was reading this book The Golden Dawn by Regardie, or maybe some of that sort...or perhaps those beings that came to me last year in July, who told me they thought I was lost to the dark, but then they found me again, and I went up into the night sky (in the daytime), and I'm not sure how that worked, whatever it was, because as I was walking to the store today to buy some cream for my coffee, and was thinking of that time when I went there through that red ring tunnel and into the place where those lovely beings are, I heard someone say, from the invisible realms, that it was the astral realm. But I don't know about that. Maybe they were talking about the lower level when I first removed from my body and was looking all around at the marvelously different structure than I had ever seen anywhere, even in any dream. So maybe that was the astral...the lower astral at that. But when I went through that red ring tunnel, it was a way different place...and really lovely beings. So I was wondering where that love sensation and feeling was coming from? Or could it be closer, such as in, on this earth plane. I know there are many highly developed beings living on this planet, too. Hm. I wish I had better discernment. Hmhm.
And another strange thing. When it happens, sometimes I feel the whole ground shaking. But it's like the tip of my spine that's shaking, which makes it feel like the interior of my whole body is shaking. I usually only get that when I'm too tired and need to go to sleep, because I suppose I'm more sensitive. But I had almost two days of sleep from having drank too much wine and smoked marijuanna, and of course being unhappy since all those tears are still inside there somewhere and need to come out, but you can't possibly deal with all the sorrow of the internal structure in one day, holy, you know? It would kill one. So one must learn to do it slowly, moment by moment, in order to allow things to open up to one's memory, and deal with it, and then it disappears, and then go on to deal with more. So I really needed a lot of sleep, not just because of the wine and joint, because I don 't usually take that much sleep. But after Wednesday night, it all just crushed me too much. I had felt this pain for awhile and yet kept it at bay. Many times I thought to have a drink of alcohol or wine, but I stayed away. I guess I should have a little bit every once in a while. Because last night, I didn't drink very much either...it just affected me so strongly, probably because of the breaking down of my reality. Which is a good thing, I'd say. Who wants to die in a body on this planet. Retarded. So when the ignorance breaks down, there is opportunity to being love and light into the cells of the body so that the entire being, Temple and ALL can benefit and return gracefully. I guess that's how you would help Mother Earth to get back home as well. I mean, if she's Sophia like they say in the gnostic writings, then yea, us beings living on the planet can help her come back home by doing it intelligently. So anyway, yea, that feeling of shaking or rumbling...hm, so strange.
Goddamned boring fucking Regardie. I don't want to learn all about your stupid god and his idiotic lettering system. Who cares about fucking Yaldaboath and his cunning devices to steal from Man his light. Alright, I left off at page 71 of 1077. I'll get back to it another time.
Here's an interesting book. Hidden Codes of the Dulluminati, Codex Magica, by Texe Marrs. I'm on page 20, and he's funny, hahaha. I like him, hahaha. Hilarious stuff.
"Some nonexistent spooks," Ruckman adds, "are very persistent."
In Codex Magica, we shine a bright spotlight on the little man sitting on the stair,
and — voila! — we discover the incontrovertible fact that he is not only there, he is not
a little man at all. He's a giant, dark, wicked, corrupt, conspiring, sly, cunning,
devious, dangerous ogre who fully deserves all the contemptible attention we can
focus on him. He's more than a spook, he's a bloodsucking parasite, a monster who
is sitting on the stair blocking us from entering, a criminal thug lying in wait to
waylay you and me and rob us of our belongings, our health, our very lives.
Without him sitting there detrimentally blocking our path, the world would be a
far better place. Certainly a safer and happier place."
Haha. Well said.
But once again, that book is damn boring too. It was sooo boring, I only got to page 26 when I looked around at all the PDF's I got up and found a much more interesting one. The Metaphysics of Sex by Julius Evola
Definitely more interesting. It talks about transformation, which is what is needed if anyone is going to get off this matter oriented place. From the bottom of page 42, to 43:
"Here are some acute [a cute?] factors of a cosmic and analogical type: cosmic because, as we said, it is at night that the cyclical change of condition occurs in everybody, a movement of consciousness to the seat of the heart, and therefore, even if one stays awake at night, the movement occurs and integrates the tendencies of eros; analogical because love stays under the sign of woman, and woman corresponds to the dark, underground, nocturnal aspect of being, to the vital unconsciousness, and her realm is therefore the night and darkness. In conclusion, the night is indeed the most propitious time for woman's works, as a better atmosphere for the subtle developments of eros and for the evocation of profound forces below the illumined surface of individual finite consciousness. As for the extraordinary possibilities that may be realized in these states when not submerged in hazy sensual feelings, we should consider as more than mere romantic poetry what Novalis wrote in some of his Inni alla notte (Hymns to the Night).
In reference to the heart, one last point merits attention. According to hyperphysical physiology, at the point of death or in a case of deadly peril the vital spirits flow to the middle of the human being, to the heart (they will leave this seat by following an ascending direction when death has taken place or when death is apparent, during catalepsy and during equivalent states of advanced asceticism). The same phenomenon can happen in any experience of strong desire and can be aroused under some circumstances by the sight of the beloved, by evocation of an image of her, or by actual nakedness. We often find in Oriental writings references to the stopping of breathing in the lover through amorous fascination, through extreme desire, or at the very moment of sexual embrace. The outward, profane, and trivial counterpart of all this is well known to physiology. The most common expression of this state is "My heart stopped beating." This symptom can also be included among the group indicated earlier regarding the potential attributes of eros. And here, too, can be established a natural passage from phenomenology of everyday love to the sphere of a sensualism that is no longer profane. We shall see this when we come to deal, for instance, with both the mors osculi, the death of the kiss, mentioned by the Kabbalists, and the effect of the "greetings" of the lady on the Worshippers of Love.
One further detail may be of interest: Some French troubadours spoke of a lady seen not with the eyes or mind but "with the heart."
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Saturday August 18, 2018
(10-oclockish?)
Oh my goodness, I just discovered something that Tracy R. Twyman wrote in her book "Clock Shavings," which coincides with this Julius Evola book of The Metaphysics of Sex. On page 381 it says:
"They call this region "Muladhara." It is the Earth chakra, corresponding to Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life. There the Kundalini serpent is said to be "sleeping" most of the time, but can be "awakened" through yoga practices. This causes it to rise up the spine through all of the other chakras. Finally, it reaches the top of the head --the "godhead" zone-- where it intermingles with divine energy from above. From there, it cycles back down the spine to return as a new, alchemical mixture of polar opposite powers that enlivens the body as well as the soul."
Now that sounds like lovemaking between two spiritually advanced beings. Anyway, there is a lot more to this, so in her book we'll start at page 372 and move through that paragraph above to take in even more after it:
Four branches, or perhaps sprigs of young trees, are sprouting out from Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life, which sits behind Eve's ankles. Her hands are thrust upwards above her head to hold two pillars: one white and one dark, one in each hand. On top of her head, stacked on her as though in a cheerleading formation, is Adam.
Let us think about this cabalistic "Tree of Life" for a moment. It's not really a tree, is it? This is a schematic arrangement of chambers into which fluids flow, from one to the other, with the quality of the fluids changing as they leave each chamber. It looks just like an image of an alchemist's laboratory, with various glass vessels hooked up to one another via tubes, because that's exactly what it is. In an alchemy lab, substances pass from one vessel to another, getting separated into elements, added to, heated, cooled, and otherwise transmuted along the way. That is also what is described as happening as the energy of creation moves through the various spheres on the cabalistic Tree of Life.
Here on the Golden Dawn diagram of the Tree before the Fall, living things, such as tree sprouts and vines are shown coming from the spheres. What this demonstrates is that the entire system is itself a garden (just as the Golden Dawn calls it in this diagram). It is a system of irrigation, producing different "fluids" that water different "plants" to produce various "fruits."
If you'll take a second look at some of the ancient Mesopotamian depictions of the gods gathered
This also appears to be what's going on with Enki in his Absu chamber. Recall that he is depicted with streams of water coming off his back (or possibly hoses), and streams of water
flowing between a network of pipes (or alternately, again, those streams could actually be hoses). In one scene he is apparently being approached by a priest who is offering him animal sacrifices, as he proffers to the priest the "plant of immortality." It is budding forth from one of those posts connected to the network of hoses that issue from the pots set beneath his chair.Cabalists do in fact describe their Tree of Life as a system of channels hooked up like irrigation
pipes. They say that this is how the universe is arranged, with energy flowing down to us on Earth (Malkuth) from the supernal realm of god on top (Kether), just as energy rises up from our realm towards god. They also say that, as man is a mircrocosm of the universe, in the image of god, so there is a Tree of Life operating within his own physical body, channeling spiritual energy to and from the realms above, transmuting it alchemically along the way.
In this sense, it links up to the Hindu system of "chakras" (energy spheres) in the body. Indeed as has been widely noted, the Hindu scheme matches almost precisely with the middle pilar of the Tree of Life. As it turns out, the cabalistic sphere and the chakras land in the same basic positions along that central pole. This is something that is surely beyond coincidence. So if you imagine the chakra system as the middle pillar of the Tree of Life arranged along the human spinal column, then the sleeping apocalyptic dragon in the Kingdom of Shells at the bottom of the diagram is analogous to the so-called "Kundalini serpent" of yoga. This is a charge of powerful energy in potentia that reportedly rests at the bottom of the spine in the lowest chakra.
They call this region "Maladhara." It is the Earth chakra, corresponding to Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life. There the Kundalini serpent is said to be "sleeping" most of the time, but can be "awakened" through yoga practices. This causes it to rise up the spine through all of the other chakras. Finally, it reaches the top of the head --the "godhead" zone-- where it intermingles with divine energy from above. From there, it cycles back down the spine to return as a new, alchemical mixture of polar opposite powers that enlivens the body as well as the soul.
This serpent, then, most likely corresponds to the one in the cabalistic Qlippoth Tree of Knowledge before the Fall, shown sleeping in a spherical cocoon that looks like an egg waiting to hatch.
The Golden Dawn's schematic of "the Garden of Eden After the Fall" shows the results of that dragon being awakened. The beast is now much larger, and it has totally escaped the Kingdom of Shells, which the lower portion of Eve's body is now subsumed into it. Its coils are enveloping the bottom half of the Tree of Life, including Eve, Adam and six of the lower spheres.
These now include an additional sphere: "Knowledge" (called, in Hebrew, "Daath"), which purportedly sprang up during the Fall. It now has eight heads instead of seven, making it identical to the eight-headed "Hydra" dragon famously slayed by Hercules. These heads are reaching up towards the supernal realm at the top, the source of the rivers of fluid that run down the tubes throughout the rest of the tree.
According to the Golden Dawn's system, these are the rivers of paradise. The rivers start out as one stream, called "Naher" (meaning "perennial stream"), which issues from the "Supernal Eden" at the very top of the Tree of Life. It then divides into the four rivers, with only the fourth, the Euphrates, actually flowing into Malkuth, the earthly realm. Remember, two of these are the rivers that the Mesopotamians depicted as coming from Enki's back as he sat on his throne in the Absu.
It is implied that, from our sphere, the other three rivers of paradise are invisible, as well as their perennial source. But it was also this extra sphere of "Daath," which caused the rivers to split off in the first place. As the Hierophant proclaims to the candidate in the Practicus ritual:
A River Naher went forth out of Eden, namely from the Supernal Triad, to water the Garden (the rest of the Sephiroth), and from there it was divided into Four Heads in Daath, whence it is said 'In Daath the Depths are broken up and the clouds drop down dew...' The Fourth which receiveth the virtues of the other three, is PHRATH, Euphrates, which floweth down upon the Earth...
These rivers (at least prior to becoming polluted by the dragon) are also referred to as a celestial river of the stars. They are imagined as forming a cross on the Tree of Life, which Adam is envisioned as being "crucified" upon as he stands on top of Eve's head. In the Golden Dawn's Practicus initiation rite, the symbolism of an image called "the Calvary Cross of Twelve Squares" is explained by the Hegemon. He says that it:
....fitly represents the ZODIAC which embraced... the Waters which be above the Firmament. It also alludes to the Eternal River of Eden, divided into four Heads which find their correlations in the four triplicities of the Zodiac.
Now the eleventh sphere of "Daath," which suddenly appeared on the Tree of Life after the Fall, is always said to be "false" or "illusionary." Its existence is said to be variously both a result of the Fall and the cause of it. Daath is also said to be a "portal" to the Tree of Knowledge (the Tree of Death) below. This makes sense when you realize what the Golden Dawn tradition is saying about the fall of Eden: that the Tree of Life above collapsed when Eve stopped holding up the pillars for a moment.
At that point, Eden and the Tree from above fell down into the Tree of Knowledge, so that the realm above is now subsumed into the realm below, and even has a piece of the realm that was formerly below, now inside of it. Daath is an apple from the Tree of Knowledge that got stuck inside of the realm of life when Eve consumed it. It then became a gateway allowing death into this life, at its very heart, just as life is also surrounded with the ever-present threat of death.
Clearly, the Tree of Knowledge is the same as the subterranean kingdom of Hades. But what would that have meant before the fall in Eden, when nobody had died yet? Its epithet "the Kingdom of Shells" implies not just empty vessels, but specifically ones that were once full --those which once housed living beings. They are described as shells because they once existed, but they have been wiped out from the memory of time, as though they never were. Yet the imprint of them still remains somehow.
In The Golden Dawn, and cabalism in general, the Kingdom of Shells is personified by another, historical, kingdom that is mentioned in the old testament: Edom. Their kings descended from Esau, the eldest son of Isaac and the older brother of Jacob. He is said to have sold his "birthright" [fucking slave] (which included the Cave of Treasures and the nearby well) to his younger brother in exchange for a bowl of pottage. He is described as a hunter, with a red tint to his skin, and covered with hair [probably an Atlantean, or one of their genetic experiments]. Like Cain, he was a mighty hunter in the wilderness.
Also like Cain, he has been demonized in Judeo-Christian tradition, which obfuscates the fact that he should [have fasted for awhile?] been the rightful heir to his father Isaac's blessing. Jacob used subterfuge [those lying jews] to trick his father, who was lying [too hey? hahaha] on his deathbed, into passing the birthright on to him instead. He also tricked Esau into tacitly, "selling" it to him in a moment of desperation.
Perhaps most significantly, there are several women that the sons of Esau married and bred with who are recorded in rabbinical literature as actually being incarnations of Lilith. They were not natural women, but she-demons. Their sons, the Edomite rulers, who are described variously as "dukes" and "kings," are said in the Bileb to have ruled "before there reigned any kings over the children of Israel."
Later, the Edomites got into a series of wars with Israel. They were defeated, first by King Saul, and then later by King David also. David appointed Israelite governors to rule them. When Israel eventually split up into two kingdoms (Israel and Judah), Edom became a protectorate of Judah. Later still, the Edomites were among those who plundered Jerusalem when it was sacked by King Nebuchadnezzar II.
So this is who the Edomites were, according to the pseudo-history of the Bileb and the legends of the rabbis. In the cabala and Western Hermeticism, they seem to symbolize the reign of chaos before god's creation established order in the universe. That would explain why they are equated with the son's of the older brother, Esau, who by the right of primogeniture, should have inherited his family's birthright. However, it was his older brother (a son of creation, not chaos) who ultimately took that position, prevailing as the children of Israel conquered the Edomites, the "Children of Before" (as they are called by cabalists).
In the Golden Dawn's "Practicus" ritual, the Hierophant explains Edom as a personification of primordial chaos, and the order of creation as the coming of Israel. He says:
Ere the Eternal instituted the Formation, Beginning and End existed not. Therefore, before Him He expanded a certain Veil, and therein He instituted the Primal Kings. And these are the Kings who reigned in Edom before there reigned a King over Israel.
But they subsisted not. When the Earth was formless and void --behold this is the reign of EDOM. And when the Creation was established, lo, this is the reign of Israel. And the Wars of titanic forces in the Chaos of Creation, Lo, these are the Wars between them.
From a Light-bearer of unsupportable brightness, proceeded a radiating flame, hurling forth, like a cast and mighty Hammer, those sparks which were the Primal worlds. And these Sparks flamed and scintillated awhile, but being unbalanced, they were extinguished. Since lo, the Kings assembled, they passed away together, they themselves beheld, so they were astonished. They feared. They hasted away. And these be the Kings of Edom who reigned before there reigned a King over Israel...
As the ritual goes on, more detail is given about the war with the Edomites: a war that is depicted as really being between the dragon and God himself. It is the dragon whose heads and horns are the Edomite kings and dukes. This war with the Edomites was, in Judaic history, recorded as an ongoing military feud that lasted generations. [Hence, extraterrestrial warring, no doubt!] However, in this ritual it is conflated with the primordial war in Heaven between God and the Devil, as well as the fall of Adam and Eve from Eden. This was really, they say, the fall of Eden itself away from the Garden and into the mouths of the dragon. [Or the reptilians, no doubt]. They also connect it to the Flood, as well as, implicitly, the final battle with the dragon at the Apocalypse. Describing God's defeat of the Edomites, the Hierophant says:
He beheld and drove asunder the Nations. And the Everlasting Mountains were scattered -- and Perpetual Hills did bow... Thou didst cleave asunder the Earth with the Rivers. The Mountains saw Thee and they trembled. The deluge of waters rolled by.
In Kundalini Yoga, you push the dragon energy up into the godhead realm, resulting in an allegedly beneficial exchange of both earthly and divine energy. In the cabala, the rise of the serpent up the tree from the depths below caused the rivers of paradise to be polluted. As it says in the Golden Dawn's "Fifth Knowledge Lecture":
Thus were the four Rivers of EDEN desecrated, and the Dragon Mouth gave forth the Infernal Waters in DAATH --and this is LEVIATHAN, The Piercing and Crooked Serpent.
Therefore God sealed off the source of the pure waters above, so that it would not also be polluted."
[In other words...the God that we are constantly hearing about is none other than the good guys, the highly evolved beings, those we refer to as the benevolent extraterrestrials. Those who don't want the reptiloids to do any more harm than they've done already... is what I seem to get from reading all this.]
As the Golden Dawn rite teaches it, God:
...placed the Four Letters YHVH of the NAME and the Flaming Sword of the Ten Sephiroth between the devastated Garden and the Supernal Eden, that this should not be involved in the Fall of ADAM.
Note that here the Golden Dawn equates the four cherubim on the throne with the cherubs that Genesis says God set in place to guard the Tree of Life in Eden, as well as with the four letters of the holy name. Via the iconotropy [well said!] mentioned previously, they would also, presumably, equate the four letters and cherubim with the cherubs that were said to flank the Ark of the Covenant. The Golden Dawn views that Ark as a tiny microcosmic version of Eden's supernal, as they allude to elsewhere in their rituals. According to their system, when Eden fell into the coils of the dragon, Malkuth (the "kingdom"--that is, the Earth) got cut off from the spheres (from the River of Life) by those coils. As the Hierophant says in the Practicus ritual:
Then arose the Great DRAGON with Seven Heads and Ten Horns, and the Garden was made desolate, and MALKUTH was cut off from the Sephiroth by his intersecting folds, and linked unto the Kingdom of Shells. And the Seven Lower Sephiroth were cut off from the Three Supernals in DAATH...
Anyway. Enough of that. Buy the book if you want to know more. Hahaha. I'm finished my studies here.
Ok. Let's look at that last phrase deeply: "Then arose the Great DRAGON with Seven Heads and Ten Horns, and the Garden was made desolate, and MALKUTH was cut off from the Sephiroth by his intersecting folds, and linked unto the Kingdom of Shells. And the Seven Lower Sephiroth were cut off from the Three Supernals in DAATH...."
So, the Great Dragon was intersecting its folds throughout the structure, black level, white level, black level, white level, to give a simplistic metaphor for that action.
"was cut off from the Sephiroth"... the Sephiroth can be seen as a Whole Structure, a Large Being. To simplify for easy seeing. And the lower realm of matter, Malkuth, was now intersected by the Great Dragon in piano key accordian folds (musical definitions, like poetry to help understanding better)...the music would sound sort of like a ... car wreck? in slow motion. Therefore, when that occurred, you now had 7 levels cut off from the main Sephiroth. You now have these Seven Lower Levels of the Sephiroth, cut off from the Three Supernals in Daath/knowledge, and whatever else that word might mean. So, like that picture of the black snake throughout the Cabalistic Tree of Life, you have the Great Dragon wrapping itself throughout the Seven levels so that now it's like a stranger has attached itself to the Main house of Love, and is seeping its presence all throughout that area, wherefore, it was cut off from access to the Main house of Love so that its purity is intact, but the lower levels being polluted by the stranger, means that all of us here, haha, have to struggle with the good and evil in order to get through all the levels and back to purity. Do you see it? But, here's a wrench. What if you look at this phrase, instead, as though it were DNA splicing and rearranging of the Man's structure? So we want to know more about what is DAATH, for it seems that would be the likely place where things are tucked away.
Alright. So it says here in Wikipedia about Da'at or Daas, "Da'at is the location where all ten sefirot in the Tree of Life are united as one." Where in the body is everything untied as one? In the Heart area! When scientists do experiments as to where the most electricity emits from the bodily form, they found it's the heart area. That is where the main energy source resides. So, knowledge may appear to be sitting inside the head, or brain, but that's a deception, because really, it's inside the heart...and that, whenever the heart has a thought, it gets reflected to the brain, and that is why it is perceived as though coming from the brain, because of all the mirrors to reflect the thoughts from the heart. Sort of like 'smoke and mirrors,' Therefore, when you look at it from this point of view, we could say that everything that is hidden deep in the heart is where the Sephiroth abide. And all the things that you can see, such as what don Juan from the Carlos Castaneda books called the top of the table, the tonal, is where the great dragon resides. So, like Michael Tsarion showed us, the center is like being the top (like the illusion we were taught), and everything that emanates outward from it, and into this world of matter, these seven levels of Malkuth, are all intersected with the dragon and the house of love. So, truth and illusion. The bottom of the barrel. Dark matter is the farthest from the top (or center), so it's at the bottom (the surface outside). Now, looking at that... were you to focus all your energy on the surface? then you would in effect be living from the bottom of the barrel. But when you are focused from the heart, then you are living from the very soul of life, from the top.
What are
"the Three Supernals in DAATH...?
Down at the bottom of the spine... through the middle of the heart.... up to the top of the head. So, just fold up the show and walk right out of the lower seven levels, just like the Cassiopaeans told us we could do. Click your heels together and just say to yourself... "there's no place like home, there's no place like home.." and then you'll be there, instantly, as though this was all just a dream and is no more.
"This was all Eve's fault, purportedly, because she failed in her duty to uphold the pillars of the universe. Instead she stooped down to pick up some fruit from the tree beneath her, causing the realm above and the realm below to collapse into each other."
God. One woman can have so much power!
"In the same ritual, while explaining the diagram of "the Garden of Eden After the Fall," the Hierophant declares:
...The Great Goddess who... was supporting the Columns of the Sephiroth, being tempted by the Tree of Knowledge (whose branches indeed tend upward into the Seven Lower Sephiroth, but also tend downward unto the Kingdom of Shells) reached downward unto the Qlippoth, and immediately the Columns were unsupported, and the Sephirothic system was shattered, and with it fell ADAM, the MIRCROPROSOPUS."
There you go. Coffee break.
Hahaha Wow! Tracy Twyman is hugely brilliant! Totally, wow. You have to get the book. You can't pick up what I've just recognized, from only some little excerpts I've placed here. Hahahhaa. Wow. This is a brilliant lady, indeed.
And oh, the so too many pages I would have to type in here, to show just what I've found out now...mmm, too much effort. I'll just have to close this Miss Book, right here. This blog post is now finish.........
The End.
Alright, here you go. You can check out Tracy's own site where she gives excerpts from her book Clock Shavings.
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