Wednesday, June 11, 2014

Engelbert ,  Greatesett.... love songs.


Watching You Watching Me.

Pink Floyd. Pigs.






Do not disregard me, (I won't), and we will then have a good time. Together. Apart. Together-together, Apart-apart.

That was a dance step the priest taught us. At the Croatian school of dance. He was teaching us music, and we had to move our bodies to it. So, together-together, apart-apart, is a dance step. TO that music I was talking about.

See, anyway, I wasn't going to come here, but a being told me to split this into THIS site, so that I could get things off my chest, and enjoy the nice ride that it would take to find you, still here. Enjoying my posts. I am not flattered. I am astonished! What the FUCK are you doing here? What the fuck am I thinking of you still, when you should be OUT of my life, finally, and the two twins, working correctly? But they are working like a mass of lazies. They think they can accomplish things by cutting others down so their own down-n-out is not noticed by the 'others'. But. I think you're very popular with a lot of people. Because this being of my bossom, has just entered my cave, and spoken about U. You should have seen my surprise. Asif it would ever B E on the out side. No of course. It's on the inside. So yea, when you showed up, it was my favorite place to be, and even if your cat's eyes showed slits like only found in a Lizards' eyes, then you, are the rightful prize owner, for keeping secrets so well...!

Whell well! Here we are, all gathered in peace. And isn't it the b e s t  way to be? Gathered in Peace.

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I love you all. You to me, are favorites. There is, nothing else.

How I love you.


What a strange way to be.]

Hahaha, especially when you don't
like love at all! Hahahaha! Oh my goodness.]



So inthebetween, one finds peace. There is no in be tween. There is only PEACE. HA! Hahahaha!
Thank you so much, for listening. I love the Pleiadians. They're so good. The Lemurians tell me so. Not that the language used here is actually the well use of language. But, when the Lemurians speak, they tell me so, and so and so and so.... I listen. Why would I listen? Because there is no other better than the Motherland Lemurians. I speak to you, and you now, speak to me. Tell me what you think.

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Love ya.
By!

Mwah. Lava you.

ObSIDian.




Friday, May 30, 2014

Black & Gold and Red.

I'm going to make a little poem. Black & Gold and Red. It's going to be a very pretty poem, after all, isn't Black & Gold and Red a very pretty combination. Yes it is. But first. I want to say, that Marilyn Manson ought to begin making movies. Those kind of movies where only his Capricorn mind could make. Not those ignorant movies that the cabal would have him make, by ramming him from behind with all their criticisms because he's right on target, because his songs are truths being told through the deceptive medium of pictures on the surface, and rough sounds but of course because both the meanings and the pictures make rough feelings to come forth. Wherefore, I feel that Marilyn Manson with his Capricornian industry and his Rooster attention to detail, hm, mmmm, can make some damn spectacular movies, without making a porno or other grotesquenesses that the Jews have taught the rest of the world to do through their example. And you know what I mean.

Alright so now, let's get back to the poem I was going to write. Tis the night before death is destroyed. Tonight...I want you to watch this video and notice all the detail that the person put into it while listening to the Marilyn Manson song "Down In The Park." They did an astonishingly well portrait of what human potential is all about. This is where I got my inspiration to write this poem.

Now, I want to mention...that this poem is not written only in words. There are ideas, pictures, sounds, music, song, dance...and everything else that comes along when you participate in comprehending what it means...Red...Black & Gold.



Thursday, April 3, 2014

Sell!

     I just decided to have some fun. I forgot it was my buth day. So I  went along enjoying myself without the thought of it. Then when it dawned on me, I realized, hey, I could have some fun  here. And so here is some fun.




HELL !

Sale!

Sell!


What he fck for? 444444444444444444. fOR  What the fuck ever you want.

(Hey listen. The guy in this next video, he reminds me of John5. Totally cool fuckin wicked stuff)


AwoLNation - Sail



Hey remember, as his eyes go focused in, killer then. My little cupids do the same. That's how I know why.


It's like having a haunted hospital and you don't need a haunted hospital. You just need a friend to talk to. Ok. Alright. I'm working on it. See what I can do.


This is for Neo Keenan.  Here's some heart.

Japanese Haunted Hospital


There are many insane beings, and we need to create a hospital that will take care of all of them, instead of shut hospitals out of service so the insane run throughout our world howlin like dogs and actin like cats just wantin to be petted. Hahahahaha. AH hahahahaaaa. You know?



Saturday, March 22, 2014

Moon Child, Vol. 4 Lesson 8

Moon Child, Vol. 4 Lesson 8


 Lesson 8 relates to intensifying the images through polarization, this including the intensifications
 of passions and desires through the action of repeating the images in a rhythm or in another form of repetition or through intense concentration and sensitivity, this relating also to sexual fantasies.

 Where images are begun and set into motion and through the Law of Inertia continue
 in that direction until changed, and where these images are of enough force that the
 change does not occur to a degree that has much impact upon these images, these images
 can have their impact and force upon other images which they come in contact
 with which are created of lesser force. And these images moving as greater forces, can
 influence, color, affect, and control those lesser forces which follow.

 The forces originally beginning from the co-imaging action where one part separated
 from another part creating a duality—the Yin Yang principle, the Rhyee-Isis forces,
 the male-female principle, the polarization activities of consciousness, which began in
 the early stages where the heavens and earth were separated, the waters were divided,
 where this imaging occurred and concepts of separateness and duality began to take on
 significance, were co-imaged and energized, set into motion, and have been moving
 through the universe ever since as the forces of male and female qualities, the Yin-
 Yang forces, where this has occurred in the nature of that which calls itself “humanity,”
and that humanity seeing itself divided into male and female qualities and where
 these male and female qualities apply to all levels of the human condition -- intellectual,
 emotional, the feeling levels, and the biological levels, there being male and female
 qualities in terms of attitudes, aggressiveness, receptiveness, patience or impatience,
 these male and female qualities being spin-offs or by-products of the initial inertia
 movement of male and female energies, were set into motion through the original
 co-imaging of consciousness.

 Sex is the action of these two forces, male and females coming together and crossing.
 The letter “X” being symbolic of this. The scorpion, the tail of the scorpion stinging
 itself in the back stinging itself to death, is an alchemical symbol of the nature of
 sex, linking the inner and outer planes through the doorway known as “death.”
In astrological terms, the house of death and the house of sex are synonymous. The
 term “the reconciliation of yes and no” is an action of sexual intercourse between yes
 and no. Where any form of reconciliation between positive and negative, masculine or
 feminine forces occur anywhere in the universe, this action may be termed sexual. The
 intercourse between the male and female principles, the aggressive dominant forces,
 and the receptive magnetic forces, whether these be in words, ideas, thoughts, feelings,
 emotions, or biological levels such as plants, animals and humans, these are all
 forms of sexual relationship within the universe.

 The entity Wilhelm Reich has written many books on this topic, as well as many other
 entities in the fields of psychology, and this has generally been covered in many ways.
 Understand however that at present time, there is an action occurring in the fields of
 polarity that are beginning to break down the very inertia which began creating the
 physical forms known as the manifested world, the physical or material plane. These
 physical forms have been imaged and brought into being through the male and female
 principles and forces. This breakdown between the male and female principles in
 the consciousness of entities upon this plane and other planes, is that which shall transform
 the material plane into a plane of spiritual experience where mind has dominion
 over matter.

 For this to occur, the forces which have been in separation (the male and female
 principles) where there was the waiting, and there was the probing and the action of
 dominance, where the male and female principles have been standing apart from one
 another as though there were a wall separating these, this has created, maintained,
 and held the physical universe as a material reality for thousands of years, for millions
 of years and for billions of years in certain areas of your universe.

 At this present time, these forces are beginning to reconcile. For a reconciliation between
 male and female forces to occur there must be that coming together that sexual
 interchange between the forces so that all feelings of difference begin to become less
 significant and begin to shift, mold, and mix together in a blending of male and female
 forces so that the separation is no longer apparent.

 This is occurring on the human level upon this plane at this time. There are still many
 entities who are holding on to their masculine image or their feminine image for the
 significance in relation to the opposite sex that this polarized image may give them.
 Entities experiencing extreme masculine image or extreme feminine image generally
 have very little happiness in terms of their sexual experiences with others, for their image
 does not allow them to mix with the opposite sex, for they would lose some of
 their sexual potency.

 Where an entity can simply be happy with being who he or she is, the opportunity for
 interchange between sexes is greatly magnified. As the opportunities are magnified the
 significance of the act itself is minimized. But on the other end: as the opportunities are
 minimized and it becomes more difficult for the entity to have close contact with another
 from the opposite sex, the significance is magnified. This is the nature of the dilemma
 known as sex.

 The normal way to bridge this dilemma is through fantasy. There are entities whose
 experiences are such that whenever they wish to become less polarized in their masculine
 or feminine energy levels, they can easily come together with another and depolarize
 by sharing themselves with the other. This kind of relationship generally evolves to the
 point where such entities no longer even need to engage in sex, the sexual act itself, in order
 to relieve those polarities in their own being. But by simply coming together in close
 communication can exchange these levels and energies, and move into balance with the other
 entity and their general situation and circumstances.

 Where this kind of clear relationship with entities of the opposite sex or entities close
 by are not fully experienced by an entity, the entity then begins feeling himself apart
 and separated and begins to become polarized in the masculine or feminine realm of
 consciousness and seeks to find the depolarization situation known as sexual intercourse
 or sexual exchange, whether it reaches the level of intercourse or not. This is the
 normal action of universal forces, and as such, is in harmony with universal forces.
 This Law of Sex states that all things shall balance themselves out if left to the forces
 of Universal Law as guidance, and untempered by mind of a conscious control. All
 things shall balance themselves out. Yet, forces of universal proportion which are controlled
 by ideals, controlled by desire, by moralities, cultured feelings of guilt or other
 such programmings, these forces of universal nature can be deflected and perverted by
 those social programmings to where the forces cannot remain in balance but are
 thrown into levels of intense passion, frustration, and turmoil, and must be calmed as a
 raging sea can only be calmed—one ripple at a time, as the winds of mind and thought
 are taken away.

 Where entities quit thinking about sex and simply begin realizing that their entire life
 their entire image the very nature of being is in the very midst of an orgasm, in the
 very midst of intercourse at all times from moment to moment, caught between life and
 death, the male and female worlds caught between expression and impression, caught
 between giving and taking, every moment of any entity’s life is right in the midst of
 the sexual action. And yet, every moment is also still struggling and moving toward a
 goal which is the climax, even while entities are engaged in the sexual act and are climaxing
 there is still that feeling that there is something more something higher, and
 this is but a pursuit toward that.

 Wherever entities are, they are engaged in sex. Yet wherever entities are, they have not
 and shall not experience the ultimate sexual climax except at the moment of death, and
 this lasts but a brief time, and entities again move back into the images of the universe
 and begin again to flow with the forces that have been in motion as male and female
 energies for these billions of years.

 At present time in this universe of consciousness, changes are occurring where entities
 who move into that ultimate climax at the moment of death, the pure white light, entities
 moving into that level, shall be of high enough awareness that they can remain in
 part with that light, not having guilt, not feeling ashamed, not seeking to hide from the
 light but can engage in what might be termed “intercourse with the Divine Light.”
And in so merging, the entities then may move on to other realms and other actions as
 Ministers of the Light carrying that light with them. Even though they may descend to
 the planes of Limbo, the Bardo levels, and into the so-called realms of “Hell,” these
 entities can carry that light with them.

 This is like the entity who has pursued the hope of finding love for many years and
 finally “makes it” with his goal, the entity whom he has long desired. That entity then,
 being able to return even to the depths of despair, having experienced this, carries a
 portion of the light from that experience, and that light gives energy to that entity, to
 allow the entity to carry on, even in those depths of despair.

 Entities who move into the clear light at the moment of death with an awareness, without
 feeling embarrassed or ashamed at having been human, at having had thoughts,
 ideas or of having done actions or misdeeds, entities who can merge with the light
 loving themselves as the light loves them, these entities can leap many lifetimes of reincarnation
 upon the wheel of destiny so that they need not come back again and again
 and again to work out their karma. But entities who are ashamed of themselves, entities
 who have great feelings of guilt, who hide from the light at the moment of death,
 these entities shall return again and again.

 Likewise where entities are engaged in the sexual action with others and have deep
 phobias or feelings from social programmings that this is evil, or this is what it’s all
 about, or that this is of some special significance in proving their own worth or boosting
 their own self-image, where entities are engaged in the sexual act in this kind of
 mental attitude, these entities shall return again and again and again in the pursuit of
 new conquests upon the wheel of life, seeking again and again to prove themselves or
 to avoid (where they feel guilty) that action again.

 Many entities feeling that the sexual action is an action of shame, find themselves
 running from the light and hiding, only to condemn themselves, heap guilt and fear and
 loneliness upon themselves and then later feel themselves in great need of being loved
 and finding they are again being driven toward some lust concept, or lusty passion, to
 again go back and partake of that action which they believe to be a great sin. This is a wheel
around and around on which entities can be caught.

 Entities can become involved in relationship and let the relationship come first. If in the process
 of a healthy relationship, a sexual communication occurs without planning from spontaneous
 actions, this is appropriate regardless of what the society says, regardless of what
 the rules are. If however the society and rules create condemnation, or if a partner
 who has invested in another partner (through marriage or through arrangement or
 agreement) feels violated because of an incident on the part of the partner where unfaithfulness
 occurred, this is a totally separate situation than the action of sexual intercourse itself. This
 is an action relating to jealousy and relationship between these entities rather than the sexual
 act that took place between other entities. When these can be dealt with in proper perspective
 rather than in focusing on the sexual act by the adultering adults, looking instead at the relationship between those who are in their arrangement with one another, to discuss this situation, looking
 at this in a way that allows the communication to flow, to balance, and to clarify, this is the appropriate action for handling such situations.

 The inappropriate action is to make social rules and laws to govern every type of morality
 and behavior.

 Where there are entities who are unable to be responsible for their behavior, who do
 not understand certain implications of the sexual communications, these entities do
 indeed need to have certain protections. This in particular; laws relating to the protection
 of children and laws which relate to the nature of conveying the facts of life so
 that children may learn from a source that is not promoting the sexual fantasies but is
 educating and explaining in a manner that allows a healthy clear understanding of
 what it is all about, without that understanding being thrown into some form of significance
 or sneaky-guilty types of attitudes.

 In terms of entities who have guilt feelings about fantasizing or thinking about sexual
 relationships, it has been given that this is like adultery in the heart. This Awareness
 wishes entities to understand that it is not adultery that is in error. It is the effect of the
attitudes and the results of the adultery that can create the problems. These are not sins.
 These are simply errors in human relationship. When an entity through some form of
 adultery or fornication creates a situation which that entity is unable to handle gracefully
 on all levels, and where this affects another or creates a disturbance with another,
 or creates the result of an offspring, or a disease, or a situation that is detrimental to
 others, this then is the problem. The problem being that of whether the entity is responsible
 for his or her actions, rather than whether the entity is morally right or wrong.

 The early morality laws were written for the convenience of the society and in actuality
 have nothing to do with spiritual judgment, for this Awareness does not judge. Entities
 having received these morality teachings thinking them to be spiritual judgments, then
 began judging themselves, feeling themselves either to be unworthy spiritually, or rebellious
 for not following the laws, or feeling themselves to be trapped by their righteous moralities, or feeling themselves to be self-righteous and holier than others. These entities found their moralities creating greater and greater polarity and significance around the concept of sex, even to the point where if an entity looked at another in a certain manner and someone else saw the look, a death
 might occur. This is absurd, and yet this is reality from your so-called morality levels.

 This Awareness wishes entities to understand the concept of freedom of morality. This
 does not excuse entities to have license over others, but does put the emphasis on responsibility
 rather than on morality.

 It is suggested that in terms of sexual fantasy where an entity feels himself or herself
 separated and lonely, wishing to be closer yet being unable, it is a natural action that
 they fantasize such a closeness. This is not to be condemned by any entity.

 Fantasy is the next best thing to reality. The only problem of fantasy is that the entity may settle for the second best and forget about merging and developing in such a manner that his or her relationships can come together with others in harmony, where the real thing can occur.


Moon Child, Vol. 4 Lesson 9

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Would A Little More Heart Make It Right

Damn Olivia NutJon keeps playing in my head. How do you like that? Our brains have a life of their own. They pick some stupid music that you don't want to listen to, and then they keep playing it over and over and over. How do you like that? Our brains give us ancient Chinese torture and what do we know about how to escape or to defuse, or or, or what the fuck?

The most beautiful musicians, are those who have lullabyes in their heart. The kind that knows the sound of the rhythm, but refuses haha to play it. Like I.
I don't like lullabies...lulla-byebyebaby. They made the world sick; so why should I be interested. Let's listen to music, the way it was meant to be heard. With overtones of the Heart.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxot454ksRg


And then, This.....


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VFHPgoZlSWY




Between The Red Carpet Grave, and the soft Pink Powder Puffs, I Met You.


     Hooray, Let the show begin, I've been ready.


HELLO....HORRA  AYE, Let the lights grow dim, I've been ready.


Hahahahaaaa. Fer sure.


Where were we? Oh yes. Between the red carpet grave and the pretty pink powder puffs. How do you like it? I like it. It can't be so bad when everything you want is given to you. Ha! Hhaha! It sure is fun to be on the receiving end. You should try it. Give me something. Hahahahahaaa....


Hello, Hooray, let the show begin I've been ready. Alice Cooper. Bah Hum-Bug. It's Alice.



I hope that the people from Belialith's blog don't trickle down to here....because this blog is Really Private. If they thought Belialith with all her Occult magic was something scary, I tell ya, they best not come here. Still. Just like the song. Still. With all that heady stuff goin on over there, I had to leave a space for the trickle to this place so that anyone with a great favor or real stuff, can come over here, have a breath of fresh air, and leave happily. Unlike at the Belialith blog. They can't leave. That's the difference. So anyway, hope all is well with all my welldoms here because I have no idea how safe they are from us. But I'm hoping too, that they are.