Friday, August 10, 2018

Demoniacs Being Implanted Into Human Bodies.

 
      This is something I figured out through reading Tracy Twyman's book Clock Shavings, and through watching the movie 2001: Space Odyssey, and taking a look at a PDF "Donald Marshall; Sepheroth 75, See my wrath, Vol 2, Exposing the Illuminati May 18-24, 2012." I'll write the excerpts out and you can see for yourself what it looks like to you:

"Clock Shavings" page 302:

      "...the story goes that if the lovers Gaia and Ouranos (Earth and Heaven) are allowed to sexually unite once more, the world will be destroyed. [To Ascend, i.e. Tht's why they hold Man and Earth in prison.] Poor Atlas, when the Titans lost the war with the Olympians (equivalent to the war in Heaven between [their] God's loyal angels and the rebellious ones) was punished by the victor, Zeus, with the burden of preventing that destruction (unlike the rest, who were mostly imprisoned in Tartarus for eternal torture)." [So they all hate one another but work together to keep the planet imprisoned, seeing they have 'one more day' to stay alive, while eating their own refuse, matter/dung]. "The solution Hercules devised was to fashion the Straights of Gibralter by splitting a mountain, and using them to prop up the sky instead." [Bucegi Mountain Mystery, and Here.  Read with pictures here, Bucegi Mountain laboratory]

        Another version of this story was that, while traveling to the Garden of Hera to get the apples there, tended by the Hesperides, Hercules had to cross a mountain named "Atlas." In this case, "Atlas" was the world-mountain, representing the pole between the worlds. [North pole/ South pole and that which goes inside the earth between them, as opposed to the surface of the planet. Read "The Smoky God or A Voyage to the Inner World" by Olaf Jansen.] By smashing it, he opened a portal between the worlds: between the "Mediterranean Sea" (which means, literally, "the sea in the middle of the Earth") and the "Atlantic Ocean" (the ocean of Atlantis).

       In yet still another version, Hercules asked Atlas to fetch the apples for him, since he was the father of the Hesperides, the gardeners. He promised to hold the sky up for Atlas while he went on the errand, but Atlas tried to trick him into getting stuck there. However, the hero managed to thwart this maneuver. [Teleportation technology where they appear here, from there, where ever 'there' is, to steal blood energy from Mankind, which they feed off]. It should be noted that this Atlas is supposedly totally different grom the one Plato said was fathered by Atlas. Remember he said that the island was named after this demi-god son. But it is hard to believe it is a coincidence that the land of this Atlas was situated just beyond the pillars, or rocks, associated with the Titan Atlas.

       Atlas is more often said to be upholding the Earth, not Heaven. [Yea, holding it back from ascending into the Heavens] Many historians think this misconception came about simply because statues of the god show him holding a globe on his shoulders, and it was assumed by people looking at them (without reading the details of the myth) that he was holding our planet. Also, confusion may have arisen when, starting in the sixteenth century, people began referring to a book of terrestrial maps as an "atlas." However, it was really a celestial globe, showing the zodiac and visible night's sky on a sphere, that the god was always shown with."

Of the Fashioning of the souls of men. 
“And Melchisedec, the Receiver of the Light, purfieth those powers and carrieth their light into the
Treasury of the Light, while the servitors of all the archons gather together all matter from them all; and the servitors of alt the rulers of the Fate and the servitors of the sphere which is below the Aeons, take it and fashion it into souls of men and cattle and reptiles and wild-beasts and birds, and send them down into the world of mankind. And Further the receivers of the sun and the receivers of the moon, if they look above and see the configurations of the paths of the Aeons and the configurations of the Fate and those of the sphere, then they take from them the light- power; and the receivers of the sun get it ready and deposit it, until they hand it over to the receivers of Melchisedec, the Light -purifier.

And their material refuse they bring to the sphere which is below the Aeons, and fashion it into [soul of] men, and fashion it also into souls of reptiles and of cattle and of wild- beasts and of birds, according to the circle of the rulers of that sphere and according to all the configuration of its revolution, and they cast them into this world of mankind, and they become souls in this region, as I have just said unto you.” 
And further down the book (pdf):
The rulers devour their matter so that souls may not be fashioned. 
“Melchisedec, the Receiver of the Light, purifieth them, as he doth continually; he carrieth their light into the Treasury of the Light. And all the archons of the Aeons and the archons of the Fate and those of the sphere turn to the matter of their refuse; they devour it and do not let it go and become souls in the world. They devour then their matter, so that they may not become powerless and exhausted and their power cease in them and their kingdom become destroyed, but in order that they may delay and linger a long time until the completion of the number of the perfect souls who shall be in the Treasury of the Light.” ]
       "The story becomes more confusing when you consider that Freemasons frequently depict their sacred pillars to be surmounted by two globes. One is a rgular terrestrial globe, and one is a celestial globe. This symbolism tends to indicate an esoteric belief that there is a need of two "world-mountains" or "axis poles": one to hold up the firmament of Heaven, separating it from Earth, and another down below to support the fundament of Earth, to keep it from collapsing into the underworld.
       Another common Masonic symbol worthy of note here is that of the "Broken Column," which signifies death. [ No more 'food' from that one!] It is usually shown with a lady called the "Weeping Virgin" standing over it holding a sheaf of wheat, wearing a toga. Father Time (Saturn) stands behind her lecherously, donned in only a loincloth, playing with her hair.















  [Yea, he's splitting her hair in two like a snake's tongue showing inbetween that area is where the entity possesses the human being through the back of their neck.] Sometimes a symbol of the constellation Virgo is part of the scene as well. This emblem is often used on the gravestones and obituaries of Freemasons who have died, of whom it is said, "his column is broken."
       Sure this is a fitting allegory for an individual who has died, but it could also signify the end of time, the collapse of the world's axis, the death of a universe. [Read link above, Pistis Sophia Unveiled]. Remember the passage from Virgil's Eclogue IV that is referenced on the apocalyptic Great Seal of the United States: "Now comes the final era of the Sibyl's song... [Sylph (air), Salamander (fire)]...The Virgin and the Reign of Saturn Returns." It is almost impossible that there is not a connection between those words and this image.

       An interpretation of the broken column given by several Masonic scholars is that it has something to do with the myth of Isis and her brother/husband Osiris. Their mutual brother Set (also called "Seth") resented Osiris (who was the lord over Earth at that point) because, like the Green Man of Celtic lore, and like Cain of the Bible (tiller of the soil), he made plants grow all over the land. Set supposedly hated this because [he wanted blood instead, to feed off?] he was a desert dweller [no man's land, out in the inbetween dimensions]. However, to me it sounds like he was jealous of Osiris' green thumb. [No doubt that too]. At any rate, Seth invited all of his brethren, the gods, to a banquet, and presented them with a beautiful chest he had crafted out of various woods. In addition to being a [Coffin, when death didn't exist at that time] marvel of carpentry, it also had an overwhelmingly sweet and pleasant aroma [representing "blood energy/Chi" that they love to eat, and now non-stop being served up to them, by the appearance of this coffin image]. Everyone at the table loved it, and Seth told them that he would give it to whoever's body conformed to its dimensions most closely. [why use the word 'dimensions'?] They all tried it out, like the ruby slipper in the story of Cinderella. Osiris fit inside perfectly, once he took his crown off. [Once he left off his sovereignty, giving it away...sacrifice...that they feed off]. This was because Seth had secretly taken measurments of Osiris' body using his shadow. [Another reference to the shadowy realms]. As soon as the god laid down in the box [the body died, soul sent to underworld, then constantly reincarnated, made to forget their entire existence just so they could be fed upon by the so-called 'gods'], Seth locked it and ran away with it. He had his servants pour molten lead over it [representing the burning thick heavy molten fires of hell], and then it was tossed into the Nile [representing getting born again into a water/matter form].

       A "flood" caused the box to wash up in a thicket of trees near Byblos, now part of Lebanon. In this context, it makes sense to think of the flooding of the Nile that occurs annually [like a mother giving birth?]. However, just the word "flood" and a box carrying the body of a god links it up with Noah's Ark (which carried the body of Adam), and with the basket of bulrushes that carried young Moses down the Nile. The story goes on to say that one of the young trees there in Byblos grew up around the box, and subsumed it into itself. This tree then grew to be fragrant and lovely, due to the divinity trapped within it. [The matter body attached to the soul of a high quality being; they love the high quality blood of a divine being for gathering that loosh is prized above all other types in their gardening of negative energy]. So the king and queen of Byblos had the tree cut down and installed in their royal place as a column.  There it continued to give off its wonderful scent, and was admired by all. [Reminds you of aliens and how they steal a copy of the beings' etheric structure to keep in their ships laboratories to watch the progress of its growth and mess around with its development].    
        Now the king and queen of this land are reported to be none other than the Phoenician gods Melquart and Astarte. [Jewish slaves, the lower realms 'royal bloodline' to 'rule over' their loosh system]. Melquart is the same as Baal (and also, according to many scholars, the same as Hercules). Astarte is the same figure as Ishtar, who is the same as Isis! Obviously, some major myth morphing (what poet Robert Graves called "iconotropy") has gone on over the years.
       As the tale continues, Isis discovered the column and informed the royal family of Byblos about the contents of it. They cut it open and allowed her to take the casket. She was able to open it, and used magic to resurrect Osiris' body. But then Seth found them, and murdered Osiris again, this time chopping his body up into 14 pieces and tossing them about. Again, Isis was able to find the pieces. She put them together, and was able to resurrect him again. But this time, it was different. His body was still immobile, but "undead." Isis learned that his soul was alive in the underworld.

       Just as death came into the perfect world of Eden through the sin of Adam [?], the death of Osiris (starting with his first death, when he was closed in the casket) was the initiation of mortality in our world. Prior to that, all had lived in peace, immortality, and leisure similar to the Garden before the Fall, and much like the Golden Age of the Greeks. This ended when he died. People and animals began to expire, and the crops failed.

       But when Osiris was resurrected in the underworld, and his body parts were reunited on Earth, fertility came to the land again. Also, like Jesus, by descending to the world below, he somehow won for humanity the right to eternal life. However, like Jesus, Osiris is the judge of the dead at the end, and will decide who is not worthy of eternal life down there with the gods.
       The symbol of Osiris inside of the column of the royal palace became part of a beautifully all-encompassing icon that the Egyptians used to represent the concept of the world-axis. It was called the "Djed pillar," [Dead pillar] and it was mainly viewed as Osiris' spine, holding up the Earth and the sky from the underworld. But it also contains the image of the Ark (the casket) and the "world-tree," probably the second most-common archetypal symbol of the axis found in cultures around the planet (second only, perhaps to the mountain archetype). So when Osiris was resurrected the second time, and became the lord of the Earth [that is, stuck on the matter plane], with his soul reigning from the underworld, and his body undead but inanimate, he took on the burden of upholding the worlds, just like Atlas.
       Significantly, depictions of the tomb of Osiris show him lying inside of a stepped pyramid constructed beneath the Earth. The chamber is being illuminated by the shining rays of a sun positioned at the roof [the holes at each earth pole where the sun outside shines in, and inside mountain DNA laboratories which connect to that realm as well as on earth surface]. Certainly this ties in with how Cain described his prison to us [they did Ouija board inquiries with many strange spiritbeings], but it also connects with tales told by the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn. In their rituals, they say that the tomb of Christian Rosenkreutz is lit by an "inner sun," which is also emblematized as a rose situated somewhere on the ceiling. [Read: The Smoky God by Olaf Jansen, "Jehovah"is the black sun of the inner earth]. They say he is lying undead there, waiting for his tomb to be discovered. When that happens, he will come alive again, and a new Golden Age of Hermetic enlightenment will begin.


       The Golden Dawn's "Adeptus Minor" ritual describes, and replicates, the inside of this tomb. It is said to be covered in mystical symbols, and to contain the Emerald Tablet of Hermes, with the secrets of alchemy inscribed upon it. This brings to mind the 1595 illustrated alchemical treatise Amphitheatrum Sapientiae Aeternae (Amphitheater of Eternal Wisdom) by Heinrich Khunrath, which depicts the Tablet as actually being inscribed upon the side of a mountain, as if the mountain itself is the Tablet. In the ritual, the candidate is told:

       The Tomb is symbolically situated in the centre of the Earth, Mountain of the Caverns, the Mystic Mountain of Abiegnus. The meaning of this title of Abiegnus --Abi-Agnus, Lamb of the Father [that is, their sacrificed portion]. It is by metathesis Abi-Genos, Born of the Father. Bia-Genos, Strength of our Race, and the four words make the sentence: ABIEGNUS ABIAGNUS ABI-GENOS BIA-GENOS. 'Mountain of the Lamb of the Father, and the Strength of Our Race.'

       One of the lines from Le Serpent Rouge, when telling about the mysterious location of the tomb of Isis, and the mountain she rests in, says: It is not by the magical strength of HERCULES that one deciphers these mysterious symbols engraved by observers of the past."

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Ok now, we will head over to, "Donald Marshall, Sepheroth 75, See my wrath" and excerpt something from it. Page 13 of the PDF:

"Animal Cloning: Frozen mice brought back to life through cloning technology: 3SGI posts a link regarding how mice were frozen as long as 16 years and were brought back to life as cloned versions of the original through a cloning method called "Nuclear cell transfer technique" (News 2008)."

AND RIGHT THERE it tells you what they are up to. That they are using human bodies as a transport for themselves, like they show at the end of the movie '2001 Odyssey,' while the soul is imprisoned in the below somewhere, or perhaps in some glass cage in a UFO, the way they depicted in the movie 'Matrix.' You see? You have seen it already happening. Why are those people getting a black eye on their left side of the face? Meaning the spiritual side. Of course some get it on the right side of the face, and that is something to wonder about two!




A lot of dead people walking around...

In other words, if it's like what Donald Marshall talks about, the clones with REM sleep consciousness, then they're all getting beat up by the illuminati aliens.

 From Old Project Avalon Forum (Archive):

=Originally Posted by James Casbolt =
The last piece of information should make more sense when I now talk about the OSIRIS program and what happened to me on the 4th August 2006-











Thursday, August 9, 2018

Stanley Kubrick & Arthur C. Clarke's 2001: A Space Odyssey.


       Tracy R. Twyman is a courageous researcher, and a good one at that! Here, I'm excerpting out of her book "Clock Shavings" and why I put the title up "Stanley Kubrick, etc". You gotta check this out. Oh and, I will also add one more link, haha. This one: The "Black Eye" Club. You'll see why when you read it.

Ok, from Clock Shavings, page 274:

      "Interestingly, the "Second Square" on the Ageio board encompasses the three inner rings of black and white squares on the chessboard, where the "real power," and his city of Enoch, resides. Since the underworld is a reverse and negation of the heavenly realm, it only makes sense to think of this infernal cubic city as black. Masonic writer, Albert Pike, said in his Morals and Dogma that:

   The Ancients adored the Sun under the form of a black stone, called the Elagabalus, or Heliogabulua. The faithful are promised, in the Apocalypse, a white stone.

      Another Masonic writer, Manly P. Hall, brings up this subject, as well as the obvious connections which spring to mind regarding the Black Stone venerated by Muslims inside of the black cubic Kaaba temple in Mecca. This stone is believed by the faithful to have "fallen from Heaven." There is a tradition going back at least to Iman Ali stating that the Black Stone brought the germ of life with it. The veneration of this stone at this site of the Kaaba shrine is older than Islam. So too is the shape of the temple and many of the rituals that are still performed there, now in the name of Allah instead of pagan gods.
       The polytheist Kaaba was formerly the home of 360 stone idols who were consulted by the pre-Islamic pagans there for divination and spell-casting purposes. The location is thought by Muslims today to be the center-point of the world, with a "gate to Heaven" open above it. On this subject, Manly P. Hall wrote in Secret Teachings of All Ages that:

   Divination by stones was often resorted to by the Greeks, and Helena is said to have foretold by lithomancy the destruction of Troy... The black stone also appears several times in religious symbolism. It was called Heliogabalus, a word presumably derived from Elagabal, the Syro-Phoenician sun god. This stone was sacred to the sun and declared to possess great and diversified properties. The black stone in the Caaba at Mecca is still revered throughout the Mohammedan world. It is said to have been white originally and of such brilliancy [but it fell from heaven, right?] that it could be seen many day's journey from Mecca, but as ages passed it became blackened by the tears of pilgrims and the sins of the world.

Hahahahaaa.

Here's the full movie 2001 Space Oddity. Check out the black gate/stone. And check out the kids left eye in the last part.
Oh and, when you watch the movie...check out in the beginning of it, the Arabs and Jews.


2001 A Space Odyssey - Directed by Stanley Kubrick from Design, Media & Management on Vimeo.


Tuesday, August 7, 2018

Comprehending Zarathustrianism Through Jason Jorjani's Work.


Learning something new takes steps. And so, these colours that go with the words are helper steps in which to guide the mind to understanding what is what. This is an excerpt from Jason Reza Jorjani's book, "Novel Folklore: On Sadegh Hedayat's The Blind Owl." Sadegh Hedayat was a brilliant Iranian writer and his book The Blind Owl is said to be a masterpiece. I read it. It is. Extraordinary. But in this post I'm not going to go into the translations of the symbolism of his book by Jason Reza Jorjani. I just want to understand some principles of life, and the words that some beings have used, in which to put those principles before us. That is, what the Persian's "thought-feeling" was way back then, and brought back here, cleaned up and clarified by Jason, for us to comprehend.



      "Towards the end of promoting a convergence of Greek and Persian popular religion, the Hellenized Seleucid and Parthian princes anthropomorphized the theosophical principles of Ahura Mazda and Angra Maynu into the antagonistic figures of Ohrmazd and Ahriman.
     In the original teachings of the sage Zarathustra, as we find it in his Gathas when read apart from later accretions of the Avesta, the divinity Ahura Mazda was the "Great Living Spirit of Wisdom." This makes Ahura Mazda somewhat analogous to how the Greek Nous came to be understood by Hermeticists of the Hellenistic era. With respect to Ahura Mazda, there were two coequal mentalities: Spenta Maynu, or the generous, broadminded renovating spirit of bounteous "progression," and Angra Maynu or the petty, narrow-minded conservative spirit of "constraint" and consequent stagnation. The Great Living Spirit of Wisdom could be sought through the progressive mentality, but it was nothing like a being with agency that would in any way impinge on one's choice to act out of the constrictive mentality. The whole thrust of Zarathustra's message is that human beings have the free will to choose between the two mentalities.

     It must also be said that these two mentalities were respectively associated with Asha, or "truth," and Drough, or "deceit." Asha literally means "Righteousness" in the sense of the Right Order of the Cosmos (something like Natural Law in its scholastic connotation), so that Drough, or "the Lie," is deceit in the sense of disharmony with Nature. Zarathustra viewed the daeva (later div), the gods of the Indo-European pantheon, as promulgators of Deceit and the followers of the priesthood as partisans of the Lie. The Gathas begin with "the soul of Mother Earth" (Gaya) calling forth the partisans of Truth (ashavan) to become her good stewards by defeating great deceivers (droughvan) and liberating her from their violent oppression. Zarathustra refers to the "Living Earth" as "our True dwelling, rather our endurance and strength" and as "the joy-bringing World." One of the most life-affirming and down-to-earth passages of the Gathas reads: "Indeed, he destroys the doctrine who considers it wrong to look at the world and the sun with plain eyes..."
      Although Zoroastrianism was established as the state religion of Iran by the Sassanid descendants of the priest Papak at the founding of the third Persian Empire (224 AD), centuries of Hellenization had turned it into something radically different from the sagacious wisdom of Zarathustra as we find it in the Gathas and as it may still have been understood by spiritual and intellectual elites during the first Persian Empire of Cyrus, Darius, and Xerxes. The Greco-Persian Seleucids (312 BC--63 BC) and Parthians (247 BC--224 AD) had lowered Ahura Mazda to the level of an anthropomorphic deity, namely Ohrmazd, and moreover, one modeled on the Heavenly Lord Zeus rather than the embattled rebel Prometheus--who would certainly have been a more appropriate analogue from the Greek pantheon. Meanwhile, Angra Maynu was raised to the level of Ahura Mazda as his eternal adversary, Ahriman. What was Spenta Maynu, simply became an attribute of Ohrmazd, although its "progressive" spirit was perverted, if not lost, since Sassanid Zoroastrian orthodoxy was very litigious, ritualistic, and conservative.
      Ohrmazd became the Lord of Light and Truth, and Ahriman the Lord of Darkness and Deceit. Moreover, the purely ethical dualism of Zarathustra was transformed into a metaphysical dualism wherein the earthly realm of material existence was Evil, the product of an attack by Ahriman and his demons on the purely luminous celestial abode of Ohrmazd and his angels. 

It has long been acknowledged that orthodox Zoroastrianism was the only major world religion not confronted with the problem of evil, because Ohrmazd, although omniscient, is not omnipotent. There was however, a problem of how to reconcile this fact with a faith in the ultimate triumph of Good on Judgment Day (a Zoroastrian idea introduced into Judaism during the Babylonian exile). 

The Zurvanite heresy evolved out of an attempt to resolve this theological problem with recourse to Time. Some Zoroastrian theologians thought that the triumph of Ohrmazd could be construed in terms of an agreed-upon partition of Time and world sovereignty in the following manner:
The first epoch of the world was an epoch of pre-existence, of the timeless archetypes of all good things. The second epoch was the creation of the physical world by Ohrmazd, based on the celestial archetypes. The third epoch was one wherein Ohrmazd agrees to a deliverance of this creation over to the Lordship and Bondage of Ahriman. The fourth and final epoch is that wherein the forces of Light triumph over the forces of Darkness, who are cleansed from the world through a great purifying fire (tan pasin), and the dominion of Ohrmazd is reestablished over a refreshed creation (frashgard)."

Let me say something. So what those stupid priests are doing is putting everyone in bondage. They're in fact trying to take free will away from people by making the teachings of good and evil into personages that are above and beyond human beings, and putting them UNDER their rulership so that the being appears to have no right to their own life, to see for themself what they are doing, whether good or evil, but are now puppets to some otherworld Lords of Light and Dark! Fucking priests. So what they mean to do is to take sovereignty away from the individual and to have the people, not individuals but a mass being puppeted in fact, by them! The beginning of mind manipulation right there. Twisting and turning the being's own thoughts to what they want them to think. Anyway, let's continue:

"Each of the epochs spans three thousand years, so that the cosmic epic unfolds over a total of twelve thousand years. The twelve days of Nowruz, the Persian New Year ceremony, commemorate this cosmic cycle. There is also a thirteenth day of Nowruz, whose symbolic reference to the collapse of the cosmos into Chaos after a full cycle survives in the fold tradition, of literally heading for the hills, to camp in the countryside, lest misfortunes befall one within the house or the city on that day. To stay at home on the Sizdeh ("the thirteenth") at the conclusion of Nowruz is considered an invitation to very bad luck, the kind of accursed jinxes that are associated with the owl in Persian culture."


Look at how badly those nutcases have brainwashed and manipulated all the individuals who are suppose to be thinking for themselves, who are suppose "to look at the world and the sun with plain eyes..."


So, because of the priests, the people's minds have been duped with stupid superstitions that they don't even look at to wonder what is that all about? And therefore, pursuing stupid mindless priest-invented superstitions, they end up hurting people who will not listen to those superstitions, who will stay at home on that day, and so they, stupidly, end up cursing and hurting a person who is listening to their own mind, and thus making their life miserable because they are so duped, because they so believe in that one idiotic superstition that they cannot fathom anything else, and like knee-jerk reactionary insects, they jump on that person blindly because they are different from their ingrained beliefs that they have swallowed hook line and sinker from the priests.



The Gathas of Zarathustra by Insler, 1975


This phrase says all that Michael Tsarion has been telling us since his book "Atlantis, Alien Visitation and Genetic Manipulation."


9. But thereupon the soul of the cow wept: "I who have recognized that my caretaker is powerless, (merely) the voice of a man without might, although I wish him to be one who possesses the rule through power---when, during my lifetime, shall that person appear who shall give help and hand to him?" --Yasna 29 (pg39)









Actually, this book is fucking hilarious! Jason is a brilliant writer. I've been laughing so much throughout some of the things he brings up, hahahahaa....so funny.


Friday, August 3, 2018

The Three Principles


An excerpt out of a book I'm reading, with a Wikipedia excerpt to start:



"Böhme's mentor was Abraham Behem who corresponded with Valentin Weigel. Böhme joined the "Conventicle of God's Real Servants" - a parochial study group organized by Martin Möller. Böhme had a number of mystical experiences throughout his youth, culminating in a vision in 1600 as one day he focused his attention onto the exquisite beauty of a beam of sunlight reflected in a pewter dish. He believed this vision revealed to him the spiritual structure of the world, as well as the relationship between God and man, and good and evil. At the time he chose not to speak of this experience openly, preferring instead to continue his work and raise a family." -Wiki.


"Some think it is unnecessary to know such Mysteries; indeed everyone's Nature is not fitted with a Capacity for the highest Depths. But that they may see how necessary his Writings are, let them read the Author's Preface to this Book, and they will find the necessity of knowing themselves, for else they can never know God, and then they cannot know the Way to God, though they read it never so plainly set down in the Scriptures. Besides, the Scriptures have been so veiled by doubtful Interpretations and Conclusions, that it must needs be highly necessary that such a Foundation be laid, as may assure us of the true Meaning of them. Moreover, the Grounds of his Writings will teach us the way to get such Understanding, that we shall know and feel, as well as. they to whom the Apostle John wrote, that we shall not need any Man to teach us, for we shall know and get that Unction, which teaches all Things, and leads into all Truth; though it is thought People cannot have that now, by such as know not what is in Man, for want of examining what is in themselves. But they may well perceive, that the Ground of what has ever been, lies in Man; for whatsoever any Man has been, or can be, must needs be in that Man that attains it, as the Ground of the most excellent Flower is in the Root from whence it grows. And then surely the Ground of all that was in Adam, or any that have been since, or shall be, is in anyone of us; for whatsoever Ground lies in God, the same lies in Christ, and in Him it lies in us, because He is in us all. 
There is nothing but may be understood, if we do but consider how every Thing that ever was, or shall be known truly, is feelingly understood, by and in him that knows it as he ought. And he that thus knows God within him, cannot but know the Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, Angels, Men, and all other Creatures, even the Devils, and may well be able to speak the Word of God infallibly, as the holy Men that penned the Scriptures, and others have done. And he that can understand these Things in himself, may well 
know who speaks by the Spirit of God, and who speaks his own Fancies and Delusions; as our Saviour said, He that doth the Will of my Father which is in Heaven, shall know of my Words whether they be of God. But if that Will of his Father in Heaven had not been in them from the Beginning of their Life, in their Conception in their Mother's Womb, how could they to whom he said this, have done that Will, whereby they might know whence his Words proceeded? And according to this Rule may any discern the Words and Writings of all. Therefore such Things as these are necessary to be known. 
T H E 
A U T H O R' S 
P R E F A C E 

MAN can undertake nothing from the Beginning of his Youth, nor in the whole Course of his Time in this World, that is more profitable and necessary for him, than to learn to know himself; what he is, out of what, from whence, and for what he is created, and what his Office is."







14. In this high Consideration it is found that all is through and from God Himself, and that it is his own Substance, which is himself, and he has created it out of himself; and that the Evil belongs to the Forming and Mobility; and the Good to the Love; and the austere, severe, or contrary Will belongs to the Joy; so far as the Creature is in the Light of God, so far the wrathful and contrary Will makes the rising, eternal Joy; but if the light of God be extinguished, it makes the rising, painful Torment, and the Hellish Fire. 

So you see.... Rudolf Steiner was correct. Between Lucifer and Ahriman there is a balance, and as long as you are centered, then you have freedom. But as soon as you tread too far to the right or the left, you are suddenly dealing with a very tough structure that may topple you if you lose your sense of awareness. Just the same, before there was knowledge of Ahriman, there was the knowledge of Lucifer. And Lucifer in himself, had the structure, half and half. Therefore, he knows what balance is, and what freedom is, and so far as I have noticed, he is not toppling over! He's still as brilliant as ever. And that is why he is compared to the planet Venus, for Venus, the planet of Love, is also known to be in the early morning and in the late evening...which is what Ramtha calls "The Twilight." Which is what those movie makers turned into a vampire movie, but let that not distract you from the main aspects of the story, which is, beauty.

Yes, there is a lot to learn. Please, don't get stuck in your arrogance thinking you know everything and that you can duct tape those mouths whom you feel have nothing of worth to say, and then abuse them.


18. But if it should happen, that these Writings should come to be read; and perhaps the Sodomish World, and the fatted Swine of it, may light upon them, and root in my Garden of Pleasure, who cannot know or understand any Thing, but to scorn, scandalise, reproach, and cavil in a proud haughty Way, and so know neither themselves, nor God, much less his Children;  (Hahahahahaa hilarious... yea. One must have a pitchfork in their hand at all times.)



Thursday, August 2, 2018

The Metaphysics of Sex.

An excerpt from a book I'm reading:

"We can therefore conclude that sexual desire is complex fact, of which the physiological is only a part; sexual excitement, which is substantially psychic, forms the primary element, that, under various conditions, causes physical excitement and sets in motion all the physiological phenomena that accompany the excitement but are often absent prior to it. Only the metaphysics of sex, not psychology or physiology, can shed light on this subject. We can already forsee that physical union, taken on its own, is only the mechanism through which is conveyed a process of a higher order, transcending that union and showing it to be a part of the whole. When this transcendental aspect is recognized, "pleasure" as a course and carnal satisfaction depending strictly on the physiological conditioning, or Schopenhauer's "bait for procreation," is a problematic solution."

In other words, it's not physical. A good example being, many people don't even imagine being with the one they are with, instead imagining an imaginary lover, someone else that is, while doing it with another physical being. Wherefore, love and sex are a very complicated thing. Where does this take us? Way up to the heights of spirituality. Perhaps mankind has been slayed alive by those DNA splicers and then trapped, shackled and chained to a physical form, and then forced to be around those whom they have no real affinity for, but with those they have an affinity for, are kept away, best as those evil powers and spirits of the air can manage to keep them separated. So yea. Mankind needs to be freed from this prison planet.






(look at the bottom of the dress. Hahaha!)






















Hahaha: "In biology, the vitalism of Driesch and other authors has by now won acceptance, and so it is no longer heretical to look into forces of that kind. The Aristotelian concept of entelechy has been revived, and indeed had to be revived, as a heuristic biological principle. And entelechy is precisely the force
that molds from within,
being biological and physical in its manifestations alone; it is the "life of life." In ancient times it was deemed to be the soul or "form" of the body; considered in this way, it has a hyperphysical immaterial character."

In other words, what this is saying is similar to what gnostic writing has spoken of. But I'll put it in my own words. That this body here, is a speck of that large body over there. So? Why are we here?

And the next thing he talks about, is plasma. So strange. Because that is what her dress seems to be made of. A darkness with a light flowing through it... like plasma. So then what is this universe comprised of? Is it a form of water called plasma? and that we are at the lowest level of it in a form called maatter (mad hatter)?

No wonder the dreams we have when we go to sleep, are plastic...like plasma. And when we fall in love, it's like being in a weird dream world...that you have no control over... stuck! horribly! Help, get me out of this nightmare!

I think I'll go have a drink, and go to bed. It's already 6:23am. Swimming in an alcoholic dreamworld and then falling asleep into another dreamworld, and then waking up, into yet another dreamworld.... help! get me out of here!!!

Yea, it has us in its grip. You know? This entire structure, I just bet you, is set up in order for us to experience something we would NEVER have experienced outside of this memory fog, or this amnesia. But you see, the more you find out, the more discipline it takes for you to go ahead and do that which we are here to experience. You can't be a coward and opt out, as in mind-manipulating yourself to be gone... you know? Because you won't be gone. You'll just be thrown right back into another body, who knows, maybe the opposite sex, and who knows how long you'd have to wait for that other one who is still alive, to be reborn and into the opposite form so that this so-called experience would take place. But of course, I'm only dreaming. It is a dreamworld after all. I'm just here suffering, collecting more magnetic energy, because I'm not getting anything pleasant out of this, hm, out of being fucked over...so all I'm doing, is being so calm cool and collected while I'm being stabbed through the heart because of someone else's total ignorance of what the fuck happens when they .... and therefore, eventually, after I get fucked over enough times and stay calm cool and collected, I will have earned me enough magnetizm so that I could in fact put my large Hotel up in the universe, near the edge, where those angels who visit will show up and enjoy themselves before they move up or move back into that horrible structure that I earned all my magnetizm from so that I could have this Hotel to help comfort them at least. Ya know? Fucking retards. So many stupid beings. If this wasn't so slanted or lopsided towards such stupidity, it would be so much nicer. Sooo muuuch naaaaaaasir.

Haha... how would you like to be tied to a stupid rock that keeps sinking and sinking lower and lower, because it's stupid? Hahahahaha. Aaa, you'll get yours one day soon.

Did that take the laugh out of your
mouth?

You know, Jiddu Krishnamurti isn't an imbecile, that's for sure. He knew ahead of time that maybe he would get some of the things he says wrong, wherefore he warned us ahead of time. Well he did get some thing wrong. He thought that you don't need to put in any effort? Hahahahaaa. What a joke. You must put in a LOT of effort. There is no escaping that one. That for sure. (Oh but it's so 'effortless' once you get the hang of it. Because of course, all the Igigi come to help you...somehow...or some other ones...I don't know who. Maybe just physics, ha!)

"We can therefore conclude that sexual desire is complex fact, of which the physiological is only a part." Maybe you need a pitchfork poke to get you to have more understanding?

Good fucking night.









P.s. while I'm having my second glass of vodka.

"In effect he had already gone beyond the plane when, to prove his thesis, he declared that every part of the body of one sex produces erotic excitement in the body of the other sex; for to explain this, it is necessary to bring in a supraphysical factor."
So you see you... when you indulge your appetites without washing first out of your structure, or your dense mind, that is, the other person, what you are doing in fact is, having a threesome. And some people despise sharing their inner world with just any tom-dick-and harry. or female likeness. of. Therefore, the suffering I endure...and the fucking kindness that I extend by not involving an idiot in my personal experiences because I don't feel like sharing this one with that one, and that one with this one... I just like to keep everything in its perfect order...unlike some imbeciles who know no order about it, but act like they know everything. Arrogance would be the right word. So if I'm the bad one, because some idiots ego says so. Then what is that idiot when he finds out that he, in fact, is the one in the wrong? HahahahaA!

You know how I'll balance this? Fuck the magnetizm. I've got plenty of worth. I'll tell you how I'll balance this structure, ahead of time. I will call in my demon friend, the one I had called in when bryan the frenchman with his lust and greed had cornered me to be ever so helpless...and I'll call him, the same one, when it comes time to be with you. And I will enjoy the lovemaking very much, because that demon is damn good at love making. Then after who knows how many sessions, after I feel it is balanced, then I'll have you. Haha. Then I'll find out what you're really like. But you see, you won't know this has occurred. Because the demon puts your mind on ice. You see?

Alright. Now I'm having my thrird glass of vodka. It's been so long since I've been with demon friend. Makes me feel excited.

(what if I find out after I'm with you, I don't like you?)
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Sunday August 5, 2018 12:43am.


The Metaphysics of Sex, by Julius Evola. [pg 26]

"Eros and the Various Degrees of Intoxication with It"

"We must consider the theory of love that Plato made Diotima expound; but first it is best to mention Plato's statement concerning the higher form of eros as a state, regarded simply as a content of the conscious self.

Eros is called a "mighty daemon" in the Symposium; "being an intermediate between the nature of a god and the nature of a mortal," he fills the gap between the one and the other. In the Phaedrus, a great deal is said about mania. It is hard to translate this word correctly since today it connotes something unpleasant and mad; the same can be said of furore (frenzy), which was the translation adopted by the humanists of the Renaissance (the "heroic frenzies" in Giordano Bruno). We should rather speak of a state of rapture, of "divine inspiration," of exaltation or lucid intoxication, and thereby we are brought back precisely to what we said before regarding the raw material of every erotic state. At this stage Plato emphasized an essential point by distinguishing between two kinds of "mania," one of which "arises from human illness and the other from divine exaltation, whereby we feel ourselves to be extraneous to normal laws and customs."

The second of them, said Plato, "is far from frightening," for great benefits may arise from it; and in a specific reference to eros, he said, "Very good luck lies in the mania which the gods lavish onus by causing love to be born in the soul of him who loves and of him who is loved."
     What is more important here is that eros as "mania" is introduced into a wider context, which makes its possible metaphysical context very noticeable.
In fact, Plato distinguishes four kinds of favorable manias, which are not pathological or subhuman, and refers them to four divinities respectively:

--the mania of love, linked to Aphrodite and Eros;
the prophetic mania of Apollo; (the psychics, trances, remote viewers)
the mania of the initiates of Dionysus; (the mob trance)
and the prophetic mania of the Muses. (music and art trances)

Marsilio Ficino would say that these are "the kinds of exaltation which (the) God (in us) inspires in us by raising man above man, and this exaltation changes man into God." Apart from the "poetic mania," which was only capable of having a character that was not profane in ages when art was not a subjective matter and when a poet was also a minstrel and poetry a song, the common basis of all such forms of mania is a state of exaltation able to bring about a self-provoked condition of transcendence and also varieties of a supersensual (that is, above the physical senses) experience. This is the case with a lover as much as with a Dionysiac initiate or with anyone whose vision surpasses the limits of time or with a person undergoing a magical experience. It is only odd that neither Plato nor his commentators have mentioned a further variety of the same lucid and mystical kind of exaltation (which leads men upward): the heroic kind, which could be allotted to the sign of Mars, is singular inasmuch as the ancients considered some cases in which heroic experience, too, could offer initiatory possibilities. Last, we may recall the kind of holy intoxication proper to the Corybantes and Curetes with their corresponding techniques, which bear an unmistakable relationship to dance.
      In any case, the references are precise. Thus Plato recognizes one tree trunk, of which sexual eros is a branch, a specialized type. [yea, meant for making more humans that extraterrestrial predators feed on!]. Its raw material is an animation and liberating exaltation (that almost grafts a higher life onto human life in mythological terms; a fertilizing and integrating possession by a daemon or god), which, if it obeyed only its own metaphysics, as defined by the myth of the hermaphrodite, would have as its highest possibility a telete or initiation (as Plato said), an equivalent of the initiatic ceremony of the Greek mysteries. [and initiation into something higher would mean you have an experience and SEE into a structure you have not seen before or have fallen asleep about and have forgotten it was in your memory].

Moreover, it is noteworthy that the word "orgy," now associated only with the unleashing of the senses and sexuality [but ofcourse, brainwashing and mind programming does that so the animal extraterrestrials can get people to only focus on what they want out of them...food! and therefore they implant that name/word into the mind of people only to represent one thing, which is sex, which is disgusting to people's sensitivity on a level of that sort, whereas originally it is actually a strong magic when people's mind are all working together in a Oneness, but those creatures don't want you to know about that, so they make that word into a dirty word, repulsing you, forcing you to imagine that ugly scene as in a satanic orgy, such as these days when crowds get together in a sports arena, the animal aliens gather that energy and feed off it. Therefore, instead of having focused ceremonies where all beings put their energetic thoughts and emotions together on achieving a goal, they are now each individually ignorant of one another, 'following' what is expected of them, throwing their 'excess energies' away on rooting for 'their' team in an auditorium], was linked in the beginning to the attribute "holy," the "holy" orgies. In fact, orgia meant the state of inspired exaltation that began the initiatory process in the ancient Greek mysteries. But when this exaltation of eros, itself akin to other experiences of a supersensual nature, becomes individualized as a longing that is only carnal---when it becomes conditioned instead of ITSELF conditioning, because it is wholly linked to the biological determinisms and muddy sensations of the lower nature---then it deteriorates and ends finally in the form constituted by mere "pleasure," or venereal lust.

Here we must distinguish various degrees. Pleasure has a widespread and still ecstatic nature when the "magnetic" moment of love with its consequent fluidic amalgamation of two beings is quite intense. As this intensity lessens or as a lover becomes used to performing the physical act with the same person, the pleasure tends more and more to be localized bodily in given zones and essentially in the sexual organs. [yea, when numbing ignorance and the dullness of the structures in 'society' keep mankind's mind down to the lowest denominator, they don't encourage new thinking, new experiences, joyful adventures together, hence the structure after the initial sexual expression, gets boring, instead of the two beings focusing on the higher aspects, leaving the body behind to do its own thing, and the body carried along with the focus and attention of the two BEINGS who are ruling their own bodies by their focus and intention]. Man is notoriously more predisposed than woman to this further deterioration. In the end, we are left with a dissociated pleasure, detached from every profound experience. In general, "pleasure" is the effective breakdown of the state of mania, of pure, exalted, and lucid intoxication induced by a supersensual element. This condition represents the counterpart of a miscarriage of the impulse of eros, as an impulse directed toward the absolute being and the immortal, within the circle of physical generation; to this will correspond the other theory of love, as expounded by Diotima, which we shall consider below.

      In the present context, it may be worthwhile to refer again for an instant to the Platonic difference between two kinds of mania so as to develop their respective natures. In general, when this state occurs, the faculties of a normal individual are suspended and his "thought power" (manas in Hindu terminology) is shut off or transported, being subject to a different force. This force may be ontologically higher or lower than the principle of the human personality. Hence there arises the possibility and concept of an ecstatic intoxication that also has a decidedly regressive character. Sexual magic in particular rests on this very thin dividing line.
      To use a theoretical example, we may mention the divergent interpretation given by Ludwig Klages. Klages took up in part the viewpoint of Plato and emphasized the elementary nature of the intoxication of mania that constitutes eros, and he recognized its nonphysical dimension and ecstatic capability; but the critical difference in his interpretation was that "it is not man's spirit but his soul which is set free [in ecstasy], and his soul is freed not from his body but from his spirit." However, in Klages' work, "spirit" is not the spirit but basically a synonym for "thought power"; yet it is true that for him the "soul" corresponds to the almost unconscious, lower layers in a human being that border on the bios. It corresponds to the yin (or female, dark, nighttime) part and not to the yang (male, light, daytime) part of a human being."

~ Ok. upon looking at what Julius Evola said here, I went to go look up a book by Ludwig Klages, who was born Dec. 10, 1872 and passed on in 1956. Therefore, his worldview and the words they used to describe what they were talking about back then are different from what we've learned today. That's why it's always important to keep an open mind about other people's personal dialogue with themself, or from what age they were born and raised, because everyone has their own personal use of words, that may or may not mean what we think they mean. Hence, I've found in the book "Cosmogonic Reflections by Ludwig Klages" this passage, which shows directly what he means by the word "spirit."

"2. Downfall. "Today, those are outstanding spirits indeed in whom one can expect to find any independence of judgment. The great masses, who have never been, in the history of mankind, more subject to hypnotic suggestion than they are right now, have become the puppets of the "public opinion" that is engineered by the newspapers in the service, it need hardly be emphasized, of the reigning powers of finance. What is printed in the morning editions of the big city newspapers is the opinion of nine out of ten readers by nightfall. The United States of America, whose more rapid "progress" enables us to predict the future on a daily basis, has pulled far ahead of the pack when it comes to standardizing thought, work, entertainment, etc.
      Thus, the United States in 1917 [which he was there to experience] went to war against Germany in sincere indignation because the newspapers had told them that Prussian "militarism" was rioting in devilish atrocities as it attempted to conquer the world. Of course, these transparent lies were published in the daily rags because the ruling lords of Mammon knew that American intervention in Europe would fatten their coffers. Thus, whereas the Americans thought that they were fighting for such high-minded slogans as "liberty" and "justice," they were actually fighting to stuff the money bags of the big bankers. These "free citizens" are, in fact, mere marionettes; their freedom is imaginary, and a brief glance at American work-methods and leisure-time entertainments is enough to prove conclusively that l' homme machine is not merely imminent: it is already the American reality.
      Racial theorists seem cognizant of the fact that this will be the downfall of the white race, and that of the black and yellow races shortly thereafter. (Of the so-called "primitive" races, we say nothing other than that the few surviving tribal cultures are already at death's door!) All of these facts are scarcely relevant, since the ultimate destruction of all seems to be a foregone conclusion. It is not this destruction that makes us sorrowful here, for no prophet can foretell whether a completely robotized mankind will survive for centuries, or even for millennia: what concerns us is the mechanization process itself. It is the tragic destiny of knowledge---of authentic knowledge and not of the imaginary sort, which provides the intellectual implements required by engineers and technicians---that it performs the funeral march that accompanies the disappearance, if not the burial, of a living essence. The only thing that we know is that we are no more. "Somnium narrare vigilantis est."      

Hahaha! This guy is so fun, I'm going to share a couple of his sayings here:

"3. On the Psychology of the Drives. "because what has already been said on this topic, and said far too many times, demonstrates such a fundamental falsification of the facts that no further proof of the sheer ignorance of our ruling authorities is required."

And,

"Within every unthinking creature, we are informed, there exists a planning, calculating, "nature," one that is doubtlessly well equipped with the requisite financial techniques, which conducts its operations on a long-term basis, and about which we shall be shortly hearing some truly amazing things!"

Back to Evola, continued from where I left off at, and concluding the chapter, "Eros and the Various Degrees of Intoxication with It" : 
"Thus the ecstasy that he speaks of could well be called an earthly or perhaps even a daemonic ecstasy. Its emotive content had already been described in Hindu tradition with the word rasavandana.

      A well-differentiated phenomenology of mania and of eros exists, therefore, and from a practical viewpoint, its importance can never be sufficiently emphasized. However, it is certain that both the foregoing negative possibility and a positive possibility of a divine exaltation are equally far from one based on pathological origin and from the brutish and blind impulse of eros on an animal level. Neither the ethnologists nor the historians of religions nor the psychologists have taken any notice of such important distinctions."

In other words, do you want a mirror reflection? Or do you want the real thing? It all comes back to the same question. Are you going to be a surface fanatic and surf the surface? Or are you going to get Self Knowledge and become the True Being?


Thursday, May 17, 2018

Heart Meditation With Andrew Bartzis.

     This is a REALLY helpful meditation. Oh my goodness. The first time I heard it, I was already becoming much more enlightened. So this here is something I want to do regularly, until I know it naturally...like playing the piano perfectly.

Heart Meditation by Andrew Bartzis.

And Pineal Gland.

Wednesday, May 2, 2018