Oh my goodness! I can't get away......
It seems I've cornered myself.
I thought I could deal with this
but now it's too late.
I just have much too many books to read.
Hahaha.
Terrible.
Who could imagine that
would be a problem?
Me either.
Must be lying.
Ohpe.
Well, let's look at all the books I'm reading.
Maybe I could lose myself in one of them,
and forget the rest of them?
Fall in love with a book.
Eenie meanie miney moe....
Oh perfect.
The Real History of the Rosicrucians, by Arthur Edward Waite, 1887
Poetry.
(this here is an easier to read copy, same as the above, but white pages: Real History Rosicrucians)
Food for thought. And a drink too please...
Miss Books? Miss Blood, oh my god! I'm only on page 70, and some of that stuff is not fun to read. But some of it is good. I like their leader. He sounds naturally intelligent. Too bad the world around him, the world around, is so blind. Wow, they could have learned a lot were they willing to listen. You see, love is the main thing. One has to be attuned to it. If one loves knowledge, they are far closer to it, to this love I'm talking about, than those who are blind to love of anything good. The dross they talk about in the Art is exactly that when you look at it correctly. When one does not love truly, correctly, then one is as the dross, and becomes the dross, for they don't value that which is valuable, and therefore they lose the opportunity to gain what is valuable. Inertia. You see. So Mr. Brooks, why do you go out and prey upon some and not others? Perhaps a positive negative can go out and do negative things that warn others of their impending doom were they to not listen.
For, your enemy is great. And but, you have the opportunity to be even greater. Don't miss that train.
Yes, Doctor Arthur Edward Waite...
A good writer, a Very good writer.
Oh yes. You're more Doctor than any of those who got a dip-loma.
Awe, those Rosicrucians.
There's an air down here. It connects. This place is getting attention. And sharing it. With you! Those who "know."
I can't wait to be a Red Snake too! I'm outta here!
(I'm just a wood snake for now...)
And you can never tell what skin they'll come in.
And you can never tell what skin they'll come in.
All my friends went home. And so did I. I just came back for a visit.
In oh their words, Mr. Brooks knows his Daughter will never tell him or anyone else, anythng! But the only way he knows that, is because....l..... yea. He know's himself.
She's Evil. She's Wicked. She's WONDERFUL!
She's the new magic. She even exercises her dad.
I wouldn't advize you to 'get to know her.' Even though thee would love to ... know her.
It's not worth it. She could destroy you...without i or u knowing it.
But don't worry, there is always a back door out from the Uncanny.
This movie is, Uncanny.
This is a very difficult movie. It seems to me to be that he fell in love with that woman. The one who fucked his robot. Hahahha. Fucking stupid. Of coarse, he doesn't think so at this period, whY? because, it's a war within one's own self, whether to sacrifice, be sacrificed, or have nothing to do with sacrifice.
It is about freedom, for sure. But who has the ability to separate themselves consciously ...from sleep?
Mr. Brooks
In other words, the Rosicrucians began with just four brilliant men!
The first one being...
"CHAPTER VI.
That book is so goddamned boring, I chose instead to read another:
The Complete Golden Dawn System of Magic, by Israel Regardie 1984
Here's an excerpt. Page 47:
Good enough for me.
Friday August 17, 2018...at around 6:00pm I started to get the sensation that some being or beings were sending me love. So very strongly too. It was so high up too, like on a divine level. I was wondering whether it was coming from the fact that I was reading this book The Golden Dawn by Regardie, or maybe some of that sort...or perhaps those beings that came to me last year in July, who told me they thought I was lost to the dark, but then they found me again, and I went up into the night sky (in the daytime), and I'm not sure how that worked, whatever it was, because as I was walking to the store today to buy some cream for my coffee, and was thinking of that time when I went there through that red ring tunnel and into the place where those lovely beings are, I heard someone say, from the invisible realms, that it was the astral realm. But I don't know about that. Maybe they were talking about the lower level when I first removed from my body and was looking all around at the marvelously different structure than I had ever seen anywhere, even in any dream. So maybe that was the astral...the lower astral at that. But when I went through that red ring tunnel, it was a way different place...and really lovely beings. So I was wondering where that love sensation and feeling was coming from? Or could it be closer, such as in, on this earth plane. I know there are many highly developed beings living on this planet, too. Hm. I wish I had better discernment. Hmhm.
And another strange thing. When it happens, sometimes I feel the whole ground shaking. But it's like the tip of my spine that's shaking, which makes it feel like the interior of my whole body is shaking. I usually only get that when I'm too tired and need to go to sleep, because I suppose I'm more sensitive. But I had almost two days of sleep from having drank too much wine and smoked marijuanna, and of course being unhappy since all those tears are still inside there somewhere and need to come out, but you can't possibly deal with all the sorrow of the internal structure in one day, holy, you know? It would kill one. So one must learn to do it slowly, moment by moment, in order to allow things to open up to one's memory, and deal with it, and then it disappears, and then go on to deal with more. So I really needed a lot of sleep, not just because of the wine and joint, because I don 't usually take that much sleep. But after Wednesday night, it all just crushed me too much. I had felt this pain for awhile and yet kept it at bay. Many times I thought to have a drink of alcohol or wine, but I stayed away. I guess I should have a little bit every once in a while. Because last night, I didn't drink very much either...it just affected me so strongly, probably because of the breaking down of my reality. Which is a good thing, I'd say. Who wants to die in a body on this planet. Retarded. So when the ignorance breaks down, there is opportunity to being love and light into the cells of the body so that the entire being, Temple and ALL can benefit and return gracefully. I guess that's how you would help Mother Earth to get back home as well. I mean, if she's Sophia like they say in the gnostic writings, then yea, us beings living on the planet can help her come back home by doing it intelligently. So anyway, yea, that feeling of shaking or rumbling...hm, so strange.
Goddamned boring fucking Regardie. I don't want to learn all about your stupid god and his idiotic lettering system. Who cares about fucking Yaldaboath and his cunning devices to steal from Man his light. Alright, I left off at page 71 of 1077. I'll get back to it another time.
Here's an interesting book. Hidden Codes of the Dulluminati, Codex Magica, by Texe Marrs. I'm on page 20, and he's funny, hahaha. I like him, hahaha. Hilarious stuff.
But once again, that book is damn boring too. It was sooo boring, I only got to page 26 when I looked around at all the PDF's I got up and found a much more interesting one. The Metaphysics of Sex by Julius Evola
Definitely more interesting. It talks about transformation, which is what is needed if anyone is going to get off this matter oriented place. From the bottom of page 42, to 43:
"Here are some acute [a cute?] factors of a cosmic and analogical type: cosmic because, as we said, it is at night that the cyclical change of condition occurs in everybody, a movement of consciousness to the seat of the heart, and therefore, even if one stays awake at night, the movement occurs and integrates the tendencies of eros; analogical because love stays under the sign of woman, and woman corresponds to the dark, underground, nocturnal aspect of being, to the vital unconsciousness, and her realm is therefore the night and darkness. In conclusion, the night is indeed the most propitious time for woman's works, as a better atmosphere for the subtle developments of eros and for the evocation of profound forces below the illumined surface of individual finite consciousness. As for the extraordinary possibilities that may be realized in these states when not submerged in hazy sensual feelings, we should consider as more than mere romantic poetry what Novalis wrote in some of his Inni alla notte (Hymns to the Night).
In reference to the heart, one last point merits attention. According to hyperphysical physiology, at the point of death or in a case of deadly peril the vital spirits flow to the middle of the human being, to the heart (they will leave this seat by following an ascending direction when death has taken place or when death is apparent, during catalepsy and during equivalent states of advanced asceticism). The same phenomenon can happen in any experience of strong desire and can be aroused under some circumstances by the sight of the beloved, by evocation of an image of her, or by actual nakedness. We often find in Oriental writings references to the stopping of breathing in the lover through amorous fascination, through extreme desire, or at the very moment of sexual embrace. The outward, profane, and trivial counterpart of all this is well known to physiology. The most common expression of this state is "My heart stopped beating." This symptom can also be included among the group indicated earlier regarding the potential attributes of eros. And here, too, can be established a natural passage from phenomenology of everyday love to the sphere of a sensualism that is no longer profane. We shall see this when we come to deal, for instance, with both the mors osculi, the death of the kiss, mentioned by the Kabbalists, and the effect of the "greetings" of the lady on the Worshippers of Love.
One further detail may be of interest: Some French troubadours spoke of a lady seen not with the eyes or mind but "with the heart."
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Saturday August 18, 2018
(10-oclockish?)
Oh my goodness, I just discovered something that Tracy R. Twyman wrote in her book "Clock Shavings," which coincides with this Julius Evola book of The Metaphysics of Sex. On page 381 it says:
"They call this region "Muladhara." It is the Earth chakra, corresponding to Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life. There the Kundalini serpent is said to be "sleeping" most of the time, but can be "awakened" through yoga practices. This causes it to rise up the spine through all of the other chakras. Finally, it reaches the top of the head --the "godhead" zone-- where it intermingles with divine energy from above. From there, it cycles back down the spine to return as a new, alchemical mixture of polar opposite powers that enlivens the body as well as the soul."
Now that sounds like lovemaking between two spiritually advanced beings. Anyway, there is a lot more to this, so in her book we'll start at page 372 and move through that paragraph above to take in even more after it:
"The ritual then goes on to explain the Golden Dawn's cabalistic paradigm, which includes their schema of the Tree of Life, and below it the Tree of Knowledge (a.k.a the "Tree of Death," the "Qlippoth," or the "Kingdom of Shells"). In their graphic depiction of "the Garden of Eden Before the Fall" (based on an 1872 drawing by Elizabeth Burnett, wife of Golden Dawn founder Wynn Wescott), Eve (whom they also refer to as "Isis") stands with her feet upon the spheres (the "sephiroth") of the Tree of Knowlege. The spheres are quite small, and all bound up into a tiny circle that sits beneath her. This circle is surrounded by the coils of a red dragon with seven heads, all of which appear to be sleeping. Each head corresponds with one of the spheres, and just like on the Tree of Life above, these spheres correspond to aspects of existence --or in this case, (non-) existence.
Four branches, or perhaps sprigs of young trees, are sprouting out from Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life, which sits behind Eve's ankles. Her hands are thrust upwards above her head to hold two pillars: one white and one dark, one in each hand. On top of her head, stacked on her as though in a cheerleading formation, is Adam.
Coming forth from the six spheres that surround him are vines, which are winding their way up both of the pillars.
Let us think about this cabalistic "Tree of Life" for a moment. It's not really a tree, is it? This is a schematic arrangement of chambers into which fluids flow, from one to the other, with the quality of the fluids changing as they leave each chamber. It looks just like an image of an alchemist's laboratory, with various glass vessels hooked up to one another via tubes, because that's exactly what it is. In an alchemy lab, substances pass from one vessel to another, getting separated into elements, added to, heated, cooled, and otherwise transmuted along the way. That is also what is described as happening as the energy of creation moves through the various spheres on the cabalistic Tree of Life.
Here on the Golden Dawn diagram of the Tree before the Fall, living things, such as tree sprouts and vines are shown coming from the spheres. What this demonstrates is that the entire system is itself a garden (just as the Golden Dawn calls it in this diagram). It is a system of irrigation, producing different "fluids" that water different "plants" to produce various "fruits."
If you'll take a second look at some of the ancient Mesopotamian depictions of the gods gathered
around the "Tree of Life," you will notice the same thing. It often looks like a fountain, with one main tube standing upright, and several other connected tubes with bulbs on the end sticking out of it. It sometimes almost looks like a 'hookah,' artfully arranged to resemble a tree. Around it, the gods are usually shown greedily waiting to feast upon it.
This also appears to be what's going on with Enki in his Absu chamber. Recall that he is depicted with streams of water coming off his back (or possibly hoses), and streams of water
flowing between a network of pipes (or alternately, again, those streams could actually be hoses). In one scene he is apparently being approached by a priest who is offering him animal sacrifices, as he proffers to the priest the "plant of immortality." It is budding forth from one of those posts connected to the network of hoses that issue from the pots set beneath his chair.
Cabalists do in fact describe their Tree of Life as a system of channels hooked up like irrigation
pipes. They say that this is how the universe is arranged, with energy flowing down to us on Earth (Malkuth) from the supernal realm of god on top (Kether), just as energy rises up from our realm towards god. They also say that, as man is a mircrocosm of the universe, in the image of god, so there is a Tree of Life operating within his own physical body, channeling spiritual energy to and from the realms above, transmuting it alchemically along the way.
In this sense, it links up to the Hindu system of "chakras" (energy spheres) in the body. Indeed as has been widely noted, the Hindu scheme matches almost precisely with the middle pilar of the Tree of Life. As it turns out, the cabalistic sphere and the chakras land in the same basic positions along that central pole. This is something that is surely beyond coincidence. So if you imagine the chakra system as the middle pillar of the Tree of Life arranged along the human spinal column, then the sleeping apocalyptic dragon in the Kingdom of Shells at the bottom of the diagram is analogous to the so-called "Kundalini serpent" of yoga. This is a charge of powerful energy in potentia that reportedly rests at the bottom of the spine in the lowest chakra.
They call this region "Maladhara." It is the Earth chakra, corresponding to Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life. There the Kundalini serpent is said to be "sleeping" most of the time, but can be "awakened" through yoga practices. This causes it to rise up the spine through all of the other chakras. Finally, it reaches the top of the head --the "godhead" zone-- where it intermingles with divine energy from above. From there, it cycles back down the spine to return as a new, alchemical mixture of polar opposite powers that enlivens the body as well as the soul.
This serpent, then, most likely corresponds to the one in the cabalistic Qlippoth Tree of Knowledge before the Fall, shown sleeping in a spherical cocoon that looks like an egg waiting to hatch.
The Golden Dawn's schematic of "the Garden of Eden After the Fall" shows the results of that dragon being awakened. The beast is now much larger, and it has totally escaped the Kingdom of Shells, which the lower portion of Eve's body is now subsumed into it. Its coils are enveloping the bottom half of the Tree of Life, including Eve, Adam and six of the lower spheres.
These now include an additional sphere: "Knowledge" (called, in Hebrew, "Daath"), which purportedly sprang up during the Fall. It now has eight heads instead of seven, making it identical to the eight-headed "Hydra" dragon famously slayed by Hercules. These heads are reaching up towards the supernal realm at the top, the source of the rivers of fluid that run down the tubes throughout the rest of the tree.
According to the Golden Dawn's system, these are the rivers of paradise. The rivers start out as one stream, called "Naher" (meaning "perennial stream"), which issues from the "Supernal Eden" at the very top of the Tree of Life. It then divides into the four rivers, with only the fourth, the Euphrates, actually flowing into Malkuth, the earthly realm. Remember, two of these are the rivers that the Mesopotamians depicted as coming from Enki's back as he sat on his throne in the Absu.
It is implied that, from our sphere, the other three rivers of paradise are invisible, as well as their perennial source. But it was also this extra sphere of "Daath," which caused the rivers to split off in the first place. As the Hierophant proclaims to the candidate in the Practicus ritual:
A River Naher went forth out of Eden, namely from the Supernal Triad, to water the Garden (the rest of the Sephiroth), and from there it was divided into Four Heads in Daath, whence it is said 'In Daath the Depths are broken up and the clouds drop down dew...' The Fourth which receiveth the virtues of the other three, is PHRATH, Euphrates, which floweth down upon the Earth...
These rivers (at least prior to becoming polluted by the dragon) are also referred to as a celestial river of the stars. They are imagined as forming a cross on the Tree of Life, which Adam is envisioned as being "crucified" upon as he stands on top of Eve's head. In the Golden Dawn's Practicus initiation rite, the symbolism of an image called "the Calvary Cross of Twelve Squares" is explained by the Hegemon. He says that it:
....fitly represents the ZODIAC which embraced... the Waters which be above the Firmament. It also alludes to the Eternal River of Eden, divided into four Heads which find their correlations in the four triplicities of the Zodiac.
Now the eleventh sphere of "Daath," which suddenly appeared on the Tree of Life after the Fall, is always said to be "false" or "illusionary." Its existence is said to be variously both a result of the Fall and the cause of it. Daath is also said to be a "portal" to the Tree of Knowledge (the Tree of Death) below. This makes sense when you realize what the Golden Dawn tradition is saying about the fall of Eden: that the Tree of Life above collapsed when Eve stopped holding up the pillars for a moment.
At that point, Eden and the Tree from above fell down into the Tree of Knowledge, so that the realm above is now subsumed into the realm below, and even has a piece of the realm that was formerly below, now inside of it. Daath is an apple from the Tree of Knowledge that got stuck inside of the realm of life when Eve consumed it. It then became a gateway allowing death into this life, at its very heart, just as life is also surrounded with the ever-present threat of death.
Clearly, the Tree of Knowledge is the same as the subterranean kingdom of Hades. But what would that have meant before the fall in Eden, when nobody had died yet? Its epithet "the Kingdom of Shells" implies not just empty vessels, but specifically ones that were once full --those which once housed living beings. They are described as shells because they once existed, but they have been wiped out from the memory of time, as though they never were. Yet the imprint of them still remains somehow.
In The Golden Dawn, and cabalism in general, the Kingdom of Shells is personified by another, historical, kingdom that is mentioned in the old testament: Edom. Their kings descended from Esau, the eldest son of Isaac and the older brother of Jacob. He is said to have sold his "birthright" [fucking slave] (which included the Cave of Treasures and the nearby well) to his younger brother in exchange for a bowl of pottage. He is described as a hunter, with a red tint to his skin, and covered with hair [probably an Atlantean, or one of their genetic experiments]. Like Cain, he was a mighty hunter in the wilderness.
Also like Cain, he has been demonized in Judeo-Christian tradition, which obfuscates the fact that he should [have fasted for awhile?] been the rightful heir to his father Isaac's blessing. Jacob used subterfuge [those lying jews] to trick his father, who was lying [too hey? hahaha] on his deathbed, into passing the birthright on to him instead. He also tricked Esau into tacitly, "selling" it to him in a moment of desperation.
Perhaps most significantly, there are several women that the sons of Esau married and bred with who are recorded in rabbinical literature as actually being incarnations of Lilith. They were not natural women, but she-demons. Their sons, the Edomite rulers, who are described variously as "dukes" and "kings," are said in the Bileb to have ruled "before there reigned any kings over the children of Israel."
Later, the Edomites got into a series of wars with Israel. They were defeated, first by King Saul, and then later by King David also. David appointed Israelite governors to rule them. When Israel eventually split up into two kingdoms (Israel and Judah), Edom became a protectorate of Judah. Later still, the Edomites were among those who plundered Jerusalem when it was sacked by King Nebuchadnezzar II.
So this is who the Edomites were, according to the pseudo-history of the Bileb and the legends of the rabbis. In the cabala and Western Hermeticism, they seem to symbolize the reign of chaos before god's creation established order in the universe. That would explain why they are equated with the son's of the older brother, Esau, who by the right of primogeniture, should have inherited his family's birthright. However, it was his older brother (a son of creation, not chaos) who ultimately took that position, prevailing as the children of Israel conquered the Edomites, the "Children of Before" (as they are called by cabalists).
In the Golden Dawn's "Practicus" ritual, the Hierophant explains Edom as a personification of primordial chaos, and the order of creation as the coming of Israel. He says:
Ere the Eternal instituted the Formation, Beginning and End existed not. Therefore, before Him He expanded a certain Veil, and therein He instituted the Primal Kings. And these are the Kings who reigned in Edom before there reigned a King over Israel.
But they subsisted not. When the Earth was formless and void --behold this is the reign of EDOM. And when the Creation was established, lo, this is the reign of Israel. And the Wars of titanic forces in the Chaos of Creation, Lo, these are the Wars between them.
From a Light-bearer of unsupportable brightness, proceeded a radiating flame, hurling forth, like a cast and mighty Hammer, those sparks which were the Primal worlds. And these Sparks flamed and scintillated awhile, but being unbalanced, they were extinguished. Since lo, the Kings assembled, they passed away together, they themselves beheld, so they were astonished. They feared. They hasted away. And these be the Kings of Edom who reigned before there reigned a King over Israel...
As the ritual goes on, more detail is given about the war with the Edomites: a war that is depicted as really being between the dragon and God himself. It is the dragon whose heads and horns are the Edomite kings and dukes. This war with the Edomites was, in Judaic history, recorded as an ongoing military feud that lasted generations. [Hence, extraterrestrial warring, no doubt!] However, in this ritual it is conflated with the primordial war in Heaven between God and the Devil, as well as the fall of Adam and Eve from Eden. This was really, they say, the fall of Eden itself away from the Garden and into the mouths of the dragon. [Or the reptilians, no doubt]. They also connect it to the Flood, as well as, implicitly, the final battle with the dragon at the Apocalypse. Describing God's defeat of the Edomites, the Hierophant says:
He beheld and drove asunder the Nations. And the Everlasting Mountains were scattered -- and Perpetual Hills did bow... Thou didst cleave asunder the Earth with the Rivers. The Mountains saw Thee and they trembled. The deluge of waters rolled by.
In Kundalini Yoga, you push the dragon energy up into the godhead realm, resulting in an allegedly beneficial exchange of both earthly and divine energy. In the cabala, the rise of the serpent up the tree from the depths below caused the rivers of paradise to be polluted. As it says in the Golden Dawn's "Fifth Knowledge Lecture":
Thus were the four Rivers of EDEN desecrated, and the Dragon Mouth gave forth the Infernal Waters in DAATH --and this is LEVIATHAN, The Piercing and Crooked Serpent.
Therefore God sealed off the source of the pure waters above, so that it would not also be polluted."
[In other words...the God that we are constantly hearing about is none other than the good guys, the highly evolved beings, those we refer to as the benevolent extraterrestrials. Those who don't want the reptiloids to do any more harm than they've done already... is what I seem to get from reading all this.]
As the Golden Dawn rite teaches it, God:
...placed the Four Letters YHVH of the NAME and the Flaming Sword of the Ten Sephiroth between the devastated Garden and the Supernal Eden, that this should not be involved in the Fall of ADAM.
Note that here the Golden Dawn equates the four cherubim on the throne with the cherubs that Genesis says God set in place to guard the Tree of Life in Eden, as well as with the four letters of the holy name. Via the iconotropy [well said!] mentioned previously, they would also, presumably, equate the four letters and cherubim with the cherubs that were said to flank the Ark of the Covenant. The Golden Dawn views that Ark as a tiny microcosmic version of Eden's supernal, as they allude to elsewhere in their rituals. According to their system, when Eden fell into the coils of the dragon, Malkuth (the "kingdom"--that is, the Earth) got cut off from the spheres (from the River of Life) by those coils. As the Hierophant says in the Practicus ritual:
Then arose the Great DRAGON with Seven Heads and Ten Horns, and the Garden was made desolate, and MALKUTH was cut off from the Sephiroth by his intersecting folds, and linked unto the Kingdom of Shells. And the Seven Lower Sephiroth were cut off from the Three Supernals in DAATH...
Anyway. Enough of that. Buy the book if you want to know more. Hahaha. I'm finished my studies here.
Monday August 20, 2018, 9:13pm
Ok. Let's look at that last phrase deeply: "Then arose the Great DRAGON with Seven Heads and Ten Horns, and the Garden was made desolate, and MALKUTH was cut off from the Sephiroth by his intersecting folds, and linked unto the Kingdom of Shells. And the Seven Lower Sephiroth were cut off from the Three Supernals in DAATH...."
So, the Great Dragon was intersecting its folds throughout the structure, black level, white level, black level, white level, to give a simplistic metaphor for that action.
"was cut off from the Sephiroth"... the Sephiroth can be seen as a Whole Structure, a Large Being. To simplify for easy seeing. And the lower realm of matter, Malkuth, was now intersected by the Great Dragon in piano key accordian folds (musical definitions, like poetry to help understanding better)...the music would sound sort of like a ... car wreck? in slow motion. Therefore, when that occurred, you now had 7 levels cut off from the main Sephiroth. You now have these Seven Lower Levels of the Sephiroth, cut off from the Three Supernals in Daath/knowledge, and whatever else that word might mean. So, like that picture of the black snake throughout the Cabalistic Tree of Life, you have the Great Dragon wrapping itself throughout the Seven levels so that now it's like a stranger has attached itself to the Main house of Love, and is seeping its presence all throughout that area, wherefore, it was cut off from access to the Main house of Love so that its purity is intact, but the lower levels being polluted by the stranger, means that all of us here, haha, have to struggle with the good and evil in order to get through all the levels and back to purity. Do you see it? But, here's a wrench. What if you look at this phrase, instead, as though it were DNA splicing and rearranging of the Man's structure? So we want to know more about what is DAATH, for it seems that would be the likely place where things are tucked away.
Alright. So it says here in Wikipedia about Da'at or Daas, "Da'at is the location where all ten sefirot in the Tree of Life are united as one." Where in the body is everything untied as one? In the Heart area! When scientists do experiments as to where the most electricity emits from the bodily form, they found it's the heart area. That is where the main energy source resides. So, knowledge may appear to be sitting inside the head, or brain, but that's a deception, because really, it's inside the heart...and that, whenever the heart has a thought, it gets reflected to the brain, and that is why it is perceived as though coming from the brain, because of all the mirrors to reflect the thoughts from the heart. Sort of like 'smoke and mirrors,' Therefore, when you look at it from this point of view, we could say that everything that is hidden deep in the heart is where the Sephiroth abide. And all the things that you can see, such as what don Juan from the Carlos Castaneda books called the top of the table, the tonal, is where the great dragon resides. So, like Michael Tsarion showed us, the center is like being the top (like the illusion we were taught), and everything that emanates outward from it, and into this world of matter, these seven levels of Malkuth, are all intersected with the dragon and the house of love. So, truth and illusion. The bottom of the barrel. Dark matter is the farthest from the top (or center), so it's at the bottom (the surface outside). Now, looking at that... were you to focus all your energy on the surface? then you would in effect be living from the bottom of the barrel. But when you are focused from the heart, then you are living from the very soul of life, from the top.
What are
"the Three Supernals in DAATH...?
Down at the bottom of the spine... through the middle of the heart.... up to the top of the head. So, just fold up the show and walk right out of the lower seven levels, just like the Cassiopaeans told us we could do. Click your heels together and just say to yourself... "there's no place like home, there's no place like home.." and then you'll be there, instantly, as though this was all just a dream and is no more.
But let's read further:
"This was all Eve's fault, purportedly, because she failed in her duty to uphold the pillars of the universe. Instead she stooped down to pick up some fruit from the tree beneath her, causing the realm above and the realm below to collapse into each other."
God. One woman can have so much power!
"In the same ritual, while explaining the diagram of "the Garden of Eden After the Fall," the Hierophant declares:
...The Great Goddess who... was supporting the Columns of the Sephiroth, being tempted by the Tree of Knowledge (whose branches indeed tend upward into the Seven Lower Sephiroth, but also tend downward unto the Kingdom of Shells) reached downward unto the Qlippoth, and immediately the Columns were unsupported, and the Sephirothic system was shattered, and with it fell ADAM, the MIRCROPROSOPUS."
There you go. Coffee break.
Hahaha Wow! Tracy Twyman is hugely brilliant! Totally, wow. You have to get the book. You can't pick up what I've just recognized, from only some little excerpts I've placed here. Hahahhaa. Wow. This is a brilliant lady, indeed.
And oh, the so too many pages I would have to type in here, to show just what I've found out now...mmm, too much effort. I'll just have to close this Miss Book, right here. This blog post is now finish.........
Alright, here you go. You can check out Tracy's own site where she gives excerpts from her book Clock Shavings.
She's Evil. She's Wicked. She's WONDERFUL!
She's the new magic. She even exercises her dad.
I wouldn't advize you to 'get to know her.' Even though thee would love to ... know her.
It's not worth it. She could destroy you...without i or u knowing it.
But don't worry, there is always a back door out from the Uncanny.
This movie is, Uncanny.
This is a very difficult movie. It seems to me to be that he fell in love with that woman. The one who fucked his robot. Hahahha. Fucking stupid. Of coarse, he doesn't think so at this period, whY? because, it's a war within one's own self, whether to sacrifice, be sacrificed, or have nothing to do with sacrifice.
It is about freedom, for sure. But who has the ability to separate themselves consciously ...from sleep?
Mr. Brooks
In other words, the Rosicrucians began with just four brilliant men!
The first one being...
"CHAPTER VI.
We could here relate and declare what all the time from
the year 1378 (when our Christian father was born) [an Earth Horse, Chinese Astrology] till now hath happened, what alterations he hath seen in the world
these one hundred and six years of his life, what he left
after his happy death to be attempted by our Fathers and
by us," (Personal note: last page I left off was 108)
That book is so goddamned boring, I chose instead to read another:
The Complete Golden Dawn System of Magic, by Israel Regardie 1984
Here's an excerpt. Page 47:
INITIATION
"Initiation is the preparation for immortality. Man is only potentially immortal. Immortality is acquired when the purely human part of him becomes allied to that spiritual essence which was never created, was never born, and shall never die. It is to effect this spiritual bond with the highest, that the Golden Dawn owes all its rituals and practical magical work."
Good enough for me.
Friday August 17, 2018...at around 6:00pm I started to get the sensation that some being or beings were sending me love. So very strongly too. It was so high up too, like on a divine level. I was wondering whether it was coming from the fact that I was reading this book The Golden Dawn by Regardie, or maybe some of that sort...or perhaps those beings that came to me last year in July, who told me they thought I was lost to the dark, but then they found me again, and I went up into the night sky (in the daytime), and I'm not sure how that worked, whatever it was, because as I was walking to the store today to buy some cream for my coffee, and was thinking of that time when I went there through that red ring tunnel and into the place where those lovely beings are, I heard someone say, from the invisible realms, that it was the astral realm. But I don't know about that. Maybe they were talking about the lower level when I first removed from my body and was looking all around at the marvelously different structure than I had ever seen anywhere, even in any dream. So maybe that was the astral...the lower astral at that. But when I went through that red ring tunnel, it was a way different place...and really lovely beings. So I was wondering where that love sensation and feeling was coming from? Or could it be closer, such as in, on this earth plane. I know there are many highly developed beings living on this planet, too. Hm. I wish I had better discernment. Hmhm.
And another strange thing. When it happens, sometimes I feel the whole ground shaking. But it's like the tip of my spine that's shaking, which makes it feel like the interior of my whole body is shaking. I usually only get that when I'm too tired and need to go to sleep, because I suppose I'm more sensitive. But I had almost two days of sleep from having drank too much wine and smoked marijuanna, and of course being unhappy since all those tears are still inside there somewhere and need to come out, but you can't possibly deal with all the sorrow of the internal structure in one day, holy, you know? It would kill one. So one must learn to do it slowly, moment by moment, in order to allow things to open up to one's memory, and deal with it, and then it disappears, and then go on to deal with more. So I really needed a lot of sleep, not just because of the wine and joint, because I don 't usually take that much sleep. But after Wednesday night, it all just crushed me too much. I had felt this pain for awhile and yet kept it at bay. Many times I thought to have a drink of alcohol or wine, but I stayed away. I guess I should have a little bit every once in a while. Because last night, I didn't drink very much either...it just affected me so strongly, probably because of the breaking down of my reality. Which is a good thing, I'd say. Who wants to die in a body on this planet. Retarded. So when the ignorance breaks down, there is opportunity to being love and light into the cells of the body so that the entire being, Temple and ALL can benefit and return gracefully. I guess that's how you would help Mother Earth to get back home as well. I mean, if she's Sophia like they say in the gnostic writings, then yea, us beings living on the planet can help her come back home by doing it intelligently. So anyway, yea, that feeling of shaking or rumbling...hm, so strange.
Goddamned boring fucking Regardie. I don't want to learn all about your stupid god and his idiotic lettering system. Who cares about fucking Yaldaboath and his cunning devices to steal from Man his light. Alright, I left off at page 71 of 1077. I'll get back to it another time.
Here's an interesting book. Hidden Codes of the Dulluminati, Codex Magica, by Texe Marrs. I'm on page 20, and he's funny, hahaha. I like him, hahaha. Hilarious stuff.
"Some nonexistent spooks," Ruckman adds, "are very persistent."
In Codex Magica, we shine a bright spotlight on the little man sitting on the stair,
and — voila! — we discover the incontrovertible fact that he is not only there, he is not
a little man at all. He's a giant, dark, wicked, corrupt, conspiring, sly, cunning,
devious, dangerous ogre who fully deserves all the contemptible attention we can
focus on him. He's more than a spook, he's a bloodsucking parasite, a monster who
is sitting on the stair blocking us from entering, a criminal thug lying in wait to
waylay you and me and rob us of our belongings, our health, our very lives.
Without him sitting there detrimentally blocking our path, the world would be a
far better place. Certainly a safer and happier place."
Haha. Well said.
But once again, that book is damn boring too. It was sooo boring, I only got to page 26 when I looked around at all the PDF's I got up and found a much more interesting one. The Metaphysics of Sex by Julius Evola
Definitely more interesting. It talks about transformation, which is what is needed if anyone is going to get off this matter oriented place. From the bottom of page 42, to 43:
"Here are some acute [a cute?] factors of a cosmic and analogical type: cosmic because, as we said, it is at night that the cyclical change of condition occurs in everybody, a movement of consciousness to the seat of the heart, and therefore, even if one stays awake at night, the movement occurs and integrates the tendencies of eros; analogical because love stays under the sign of woman, and woman corresponds to the dark, underground, nocturnal aspect of being, to the vital unconsciousness, and her realm is therefore the night and darkness. In conclusion, the night is indeed the most propitious time for woman's works, as a better atmosphere for the subtle developments of eros and for the evocation of profound forces below the illumined surface of individual finite consciousness. As for the extraordinary possibilities that may be realized in these states when not submerged in hazy sensual feelings, we should consider as more than mere romantic poetry what Novalis wrote in some of his Inni alla notte (Hymns to the Night).
In reference to the heart, one last point merits attention. According to hyperphysical physiology, at the point of death or in a case of deadly peril the vital spirits flow to the middle of the human being, to the heart (they will leave this seat by following an ascending direction when death has taken place or when death is apparent, during catalepsy and during equivalent states of advanced asceticism). The same phenomenon can happen in any experience of strong desire and can be aroused under some circumstances by the sight of the beloved, by evocation of an image of her, or by actual nakedness. We often find in Oriental writings references to the stopping of breathing in the lover through amorous fascination, through extreme desire, or at the very moment of sexual embrace. The outward, profane, and trivial counterpart of all this is well known to physiology. The most common expression of this state is "My heart stopped beating." This symptom can also be included among the group indicated earlier regarding the potential attributes of eros. And here, too, can be established a natural passage from phenomenology of everyday love to the sphere of a sensualism that is no longer profane. We shall see this when we come to deal, for instance, with both the mors osculi, the death of the kiss, mentioned by the Kabbalists, and the effect of the "greetings" of the lady on the Worshippers of Love.
One further detail may be of interest: Some French troubadours spoke of a lady seen not with the eyes or mind but "with the heart."
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Saturday August 18, 2018
(10-oclockish?)
Oh my goodness, I just discovered something that Tracy R. Twyman wrote in her book "Clock Shavings," which coincides with this Julius Evola book of The Metaphysics of Sex. On page 381 it says:
"They call this region "Muladhara." It is the Earth chakra, corresponding to Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life. There the Kundalini serpent is said to be "sleeping" most of the time, but can be "awakened" through yoga practices. This causes it to rise up the spine through all of the other chakras. Finally, it reaches the top of the head --the "godhead" zone-- where it intermingles with divine energy from above. From there, it cycles back down the spine to return as a new, alchemical mixture of polar opposite powers that enlivens the body as well as the soul."
Now that sounds like lovemaking between two spiritually advanced beings. Anyway, there is a lot more to this, so in her book we'll start at page 372 and move through that paragraph above to take in even more after it:
"The ritual then goes on to explain the Golden Dawn's cabalistic paradigm, which includes their schema of the Tree of Life, and below it the Tree of Knowledge (a.k.a the "Tree of Death," the "Qlippoth," or the "Kingdom of Shells"). In their graphic depiction of "the Garden of Eden Before the Fall" (based on an 1872 drawing by Elizabeth Burnett, wife of Golden Dawn founder Wynn Wescott), Eve (whom they also refer to as "Isis") stands with her feet upon the spheres (the "sephiroth") of the Tree of Knowlege. The spheres are quite small, and all bound up into a tiny circle that sits beneath her. This circle is surrounded by the coils of a red dragon with seven heads, all of which appear to be sleeping. Each head corresponds with one of the spheres, and just like on the Tree of Life above, these spheres correspond to aspects of existence --or in this case, (non-) existence.
Four branches, or perhaps sprigs of young trees, are sprouting out from Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life, which sits behind Eve's ankles. Her hands are thrust upwards above her head to hold two pillars: one white and one dark, one in each hand. On top of her head, stacked on her as though in a cheerleading formation, is Adam.
Coming forth from the six spheres that surround him are vines, which are winding their way up both of the pillars.
Let us think about this cabalistic "Tree of Life" for a moment. It's not really a tree, is it? This is a schematic arrangement of chambers into which fluids flow, from one to the other, with the quality of the fluids changing as they leave each chamber. It looks just like an image of an alchemist's laboratory, with various glass vessels hooked up to one another via tubes, because that's exactly what it is. In an alchemy lab, substances pass from one vessel to another, getting separated into elements, added to, heated, cooled, and otherwise transmuted along the way. That is also what is described as happening as the energy of creation moves through the various spheres on the cabalistic Tree of Life.
Here on the Golden Dawn diagram of the Tree before the Fall, living things, such as tree sprouts and vines are shown coming from the spheres. What this demonstrates is that the entire system is itself a garden (just as the Golden Dawn calls it in this diagram). It is a system of irrigation, producing different "fluids" that water different "plants" to produce various "fruits."
If you'll take a second look at some of the ancient Mesopotamian depictions of the gods gathered
around the "Tree of Life," you will notice the same thing. It often looks like a fountain, with one main tube standing upright, and several other connected tubes with bulbs on the end sticking out of it. It sometimes almost looks like a 'hookah,' artfully arranged to resemble a tree. Around it, the gods are usually shown greedily waiting to feast upon it.
This also appears to be what's going on with Enki in his Absu chamber. Recall that he is depicted with streams of water coming off his back (or possibly hoses), and streams of water
flowing between a network of pipes (or alternately, again, those streams could actually be hoses). In one scene he is apparently being approached by a priest who is offering him animal sacrifices, as he proffers to the priest the "plant of immortality." It is budding forth from one of those posts connected to the network of hoses that issue from the pots set beneath his chair.
Cabalists do in fact describe their Tree of Life as a system of channels hooked up like irrigation
pipes. They say that this is how the universe is arranged, with energy flowing down to us on Earth (Malkuth) from the supernal realm of god on top (Kether), just as energy rises up from our realm towards god. They also say that, as man is a mircrocosm of the universe, in the image of god, so there is a Tree of Life operating within his own physical body, channeling spiritual energy to and from the realms above, transmuting it alchemically along the way.
In this sense, it links up to the Hindu system of "chakras" (energy spheres) in the body. Indeed as has been widely noted, the Hindu scheme matches almost precisely with the middle pilar of the Tree of Life. As it turns out, the cabalistic sphere and the chakras land in the same basic positions along that central pole. This is something that is surely beyond coincidence. So if you imagine the chakra system as the middle pillar of the Tree of Life arranged along the human spinal column, then the sleeping apocalyptic dragon in the Kingdom of Shells at the bottom of the diagram is analogous to the so-called "Kundalini serpent" of yoga. This is a charge of powerful energy in potentia that reportedly rests at the bottom of the spine in the lowest chakra.
They call this region "Maladhara." It is the Earth chakra, corresponding to Malkuth, the lowest sphere on the Tree of Life. There the Kundalini serpent is said to be "sleeping" most of the time, but can be "awakened" through yoga practices. This causes it to rise up the spine through all of the other chakras. Finally, it reaches the top of the head --the "godhead" zone-- where it intermingles with divine energy from above. From there, it cycles back down the spine to return as a new, alchemical mixture of polar opposite powers that enlivens the body as well as the soul.
This serpent, then, most likely corresponds to the one in the cabalistic Qlippoth Tree of Knowledge before the Fall, shown sleeping in a spherical cocoon that looks like an egg waiting to hatch.
The Golden Dawn's schematic of "the Garden of Eden After the Fall" shows the results of that dragon being awakened. The beast is now much larger, and it has totally escaped the Kingdom of Shells, which the lower portion of Eve's body is now subsumed into it. Its coils are enveloping the bottom half of the Tree of Life, including Eve, Adam and six of the lower spheres.
These now include an additional sphere: "Knowledge" (called, in Hebrew, "Daath"), which purportedly sprang up during the Fall. It now has eight heads instead of seven, making it identical to the eight-headed "Hydra" dragon famously slayed by Hercules. These heads are reaching up towards the supernal realm at the top, the source of the rivers of fluid that run down the tubes throughout the rest of the tree.
According to the Golden Dawn's system, these are the rivers of paradise. The rivers start out as one stream, called "Naher" (meaning "perennial stream"), which issues from the "Supernal Eden" at the very top of the Tree of Life. It then divides into the four rivers, with only the fourth, the Euphrates, actually flowing into Malkuth, the earthly realm. Remember, two of these are the rivers that the Mesopotamians depicted as coming from Enki's back as he sat on his throne in the Absu.
It is implied that, from our sphere, the other three rivers of paradise are invisible, as well as their perennial source. But it was also this extra sphere of "Daath," which caused the rivers to split off in the first place. As the Hierophant proclaims to the candidate in the Practicus ritual:
A River Naher went forth out of Eden, namely from the Supernal Triad, to water the Garden (the rest of the Sephiroth), and from there it was divided into Four Heads in Daath, whence it is said 'In Daath the Depths are broken up and the clouds drop down dew...' The Fourth which receiveth the virtues of the other three, is PHRATH, Euphrates, which floweth down upon the Earth...
These rivers (at least prior to becoming polluted by the dragon) are also referred to as a celestial river of the stars. They are imagined as forming a cross on the Tree of Life, which Adam is envisioned as being "crucified" upon as he stands on top of Eve's head. In the Golden Dawn's Practicus initiation rite, the symbolism of an image called "the Calvary Cross of Twelve Squares" is explained by the Hegemon. He says that it:
....fitly represents the ZODIAC which embraced... the Waters which be above the Firmament. It also alludes to the Eternal River of Eden, divided into four Heads which find their correlations in the four triplicities of the Zodiac.
Now the eleventh sphere of "Daath," which suddenly appeared on the Tree of Life after the Fall, is always said to be "false" or "illusionary." Its existence is said to be variously both a result of the Fall and the cause of it. Daath is also said to be a "portal" to the Tree of Knowledge (the Tree of Death) below. This makes sense when you realize what the Golden Dawn tradition is saying about the fall of Eden: that the Tree of Life above collapsed when Eve stopped holding up the pillars for a moment.
At that point, Eden and the Tree from above fell down into the Tree of Knowledge, so that the realm above is now subsumed into the realm below, and even has a piece of the realm that was formerly below, now inside of it. Daath is an apple from the Tree of Knowledge that got stuck inside of the realm of life when Eve consumed it. It then became a gateway allowing death into this life, at its very heart, just as life is also surrounded with the ever-present threat of death.
Clearly, the Tree of Knowledge is the same as the subterranean kingdom of Hades. But what would that have meant before the fall in Eden, when nobody had died yet? Its epithet "the Kingdom of Shells" implies not just empty vessels, but specifically ones that were once full --those which once housed living beings. They are described as shells because they once existed, but they have been wiped out from the memory of time, as though they never were. Yet the imprint of them still remains somehow.
In The Golden Dawn, and cabalism in general, the Kingdom of Shells is personified by another, historical, kingdom that is mentioned in the old testament: Edom. Their kings descended from Esau, the eldest son of Isaac and the older brother of Jacob. He is said to have sold his "birthright" [fucking slave] (which included the Cave of Treasures and the nearby well) to his younger brother in exchange for a bowl of pottage. He is described as a hunter, with a red tint to his skin, and covered with hair [probably an Atlantean, or one of their genetic experiments]. Like Cain, he was a mighty hunter in the wilderness.
Also like Cain, he has been demonized in Judeo-Christian tradition, which obfuscates the fact that he should [have fasted for awhile?] been the rightful heir to his father Isaac's blessing. Jacob used subterfuge [those lying jews] to trick his father, who was lying [too hey? hahaha] on his deathbed, into passing the birthright on to him instead. He also tricked Esau into tacitly, "selling" it to him in a moment of desperation.
Perhaps most significantly, there are several women that the sons of Esau married and bred with who are recorded in rabbinical literature as actually being incarnations of Lilith. They were not natural women, but she-demons. Their sons, the Edomite rulers, who are described variously as "dukes" and "kings," are said in the Bileb to have ruled "before there reigned any kings over the children of Israel."
Later, the Edomites got into a series of wars with Israel. They were defeated, first by King Saul, and then later by King David also. David appointed Israelite governors to rule them. When Israel eventually split up into two kingdoms (Israel and Judah), Edom became a protectorate of Judah. Later still, the Edomites were among those who plundered Jerusalem when it was sacked by King Nebuchadnezzar II.
So this is who the Edomites were, according to the pseudo-history of the Bileb and the legends of the rabbis. In the cabala and Western Hermeticism, they seem to symbolize the reign of chaos before god's creation established order in the universe. That would explain why they are equated with the son's of the older brother, Esau, who by the right of primogeniture, should have inherited his family's birthright. However, it was his older brother (a son of creation, not chaos) who ultimately took that position, prevailing as the children of Israel conquered the Edomites, the "Children of Before" (as they are called by cabalists).
In the Golden Dawn's "Practicus" ritual, the Hierophant explains Edom as a personification of primordial chaos, and the order of creation as the coming of Israel. He says:
Ere the Eternal instituted the Formation, Beginning and End existed not. Therefore, before Him He expanded a certain Veil, and therein He instituted the Primal Kings. And these are the Kings who reigned in Edom before there reigned a King over Israel.
But they subsisted not. When the Earth was formless and void --behold this is the reign of EDOM. And when the Creation was established, lo, this is the reign of Israel. And the Wars of titanic forces in the Chaos of Creation, Lo, these are the Wars between them.
From a Light-bearer of unsupportable brightness, proceeded a radiating flame, hurling forth, like a cast and mighty Hammer, those sparks which were the Primal worlds. And these Sparks flamed and scintillated awhile, but being unbalanced, they were extinguished. Since lo, the Kings assembled, they passed away together, they themselves beheld, so they were astonished. They feared. They hasted away. And these be the Kings of Edom who reigned before there reigned a King over Israel...
As the ritual goes on, more detail is given about the war with the Edomites: a war that is depicted as really being between the dragon and God himself. It is the dragon whose heads and horns are the Edomite kings and dukes. This war with the Edomites was, in Judaic history, recorded as an ongoing military feud that lasted generations. [Hence, extraterrestrial warring, no doubt!] However, in this ritual it is conflated with the primordial war in Heaven between God and the Devil, as well as the fall of Adam and Eve from Eden. This was really, they say, the fall of Eden itself away from the Garden and into the mouths of the dragon. [Or the reptilians, no doubt]. They also connect it to the Flood, as well as, implicitly, the final battle with the dragon at the Apocalypse. Describing God's defeat of the Edomites, the Hierophant says:
He beheld and drove asunder the Nations. And the Everlasting Mountains were scattered -- and Perpetual Hills did bow... Thou didst cleave asunder the Earth with the Rivers. The Mountains saw Thee and they trembled. The deluge of waters rolled by.
In Kundalini Yoga, you push the dragon energy up into the godhead realm, resulting in an allegedly beneficial exchange of both earthly and divine energy. In the cabala, the rise of the serpent up the tree from the depths below caused the rivers of paradise to be polluted. As it says in the Golden Dawn's "Fifth Knowledge Lecture":
Thus were the four Rivers of EDEN desecrated, and the Dragon Mouth gave forth the Infernal Waters in DAATH --and this is LEVIATHAN, The Piercing and Crooked Serpent.
Therefore God sealed off the source of the pure waters above, so that it would not also be polluted."
[In other words...the God that we are constantly hearing about is none other than the good guys, the highly evolved beings, those we refer to as the benevolent extraterrestrials. Those who don't want the reptiloids to do any more harm than they've done already... is what I seem to get from reading all this.]
As the Golden Dawn rite teaches it, God:
...placed the Four Letters YHVH of the NAME and the Flaming Sword of the Ten Sephiroth between the devastated Garden and the Supernal Eden, that this should not be involved in the Fall of ADAM.
Note that here the Golden Dawn equates the four cherubim on the throne with the cherubs that Genesis says God set in place to guard the Tree of Life in Eden, as well as with the four letters of the holy name. Via the iconotropy [well said!] mentioned previously, they would also, presumably, equate the four letters and cherubim with the cherubs that were said to flank the Ark of the Covenant. The Golden Dawn views that Ark as a tiny microcosmic version of Eden's supernal, as they allude to elsewhere in their rituals. According to their system, when Eden fell into the coils of the dragon, Malkuth (the "kingdom"--that is, the Earth) got cut off from the spheres (from the River of Life) by those coils. As the Hierophant says in the Practicus ritual:
Then arose the Great DRAGON with Seven Heads and Ten Horns, and the Garden was made desolate, and MALKUTH was cut off from the Sephiroth by his intersecting folds, and linked unto the Kingdom of Shells. And the Seven Lower Sephiroth were cut off from the Three Supernals in DAATH...
Anyway. Enough of that. Buy the book if you want to know more. Hahaha. I'm finished my studies here.
Monday August 20, 2018, 9:13pm
Ok. Let's look at that last phrase deeply: "Then arose the Great DRAGON with Seven Heads and Ten Horns, and the Garden was made desolate, and MALKUTH was cut off from the Sephiroth by his intersecting folds, and linked unto the Kingdom of Shells. And the Seven Lower Sephiroth were cut off from the Three Supernals in DAATH...."
So, the Great Dragon was intersecting its folds throughout the structure, black level, white level, black level, white level, to give a simplistic metaphor for that action.
"was cut off from the Sephiroth"... the Sephiroth can be seen as a Whole Structure, a Large Being. To simplify for easy seeing. And the lower realm of matter, Malkuth, was now intersected by the Great Dragon in piano key accordian folds (musical definitions, like poetry to help understanding better)...the music would sound sort of like a ... car wreck? in slow motion. Therefore, when that occurred, you now had 7 levels cut off from the main Sephiroth. You now have these Seven Lower Levels of the Sephiroth, cut off from the Three Supernals in Daath/knowledge, and whatever else that word might mean. So, like that picture of the black snake throughout the Cabalistic Tree of Life, you have the Great Dragon wrapping itself throughout the Seven levels so that now it's like a stranger has attached itself to the Main house of Love, and is seeping its presence all throughout that area, wherefore, it was cut off from access to the Main house of Love so that its purity is intact, but the lower levels being polluted by the stranger, means that all of us here, haha, have to struggle with the good and evil in order to get through all the levels and back to purity. Do you see it? But, here's a wrench. What if you look at this phrase, instead, as though it were DNA splicing and rearranging of the Man's structure? So we want to know more about what is DAATH, for it seems that would be the likely place where things are tucked away.
Alright. So it says here in Wikipedia about Da'at or Daas, "Da'at is the location where all ten sefirot in the Tree of Life are united as one." Where in the body is everything untied as one? In the Heart area! When scientists do experiments as to where the most electricity emits from the bodily form, they found it's the heart area. That is where the main energy source resides. So, knowledge may appear to be sitting inside the head, or brain, but that's a deception, because really, it's inside the heart...and that, whenever the heart has a thought, it gets reflected to the brain, and that is why it is perceived as though coming from the brain, because of all the mirrors to reflect the thoughts from the heart. Sort of like 'smoke and mirrors,' Therefore, when you look at it from this point of view, we could say that everything that is hidden deep in the heart is where the Sephiroth abide. And all the things that you can see, such as what don Juan from the Carlos Castaneda books called the top of the table, the tonal, is where the great dragon resides. So, like Michael Tsarion showed us, the center is like being the top (like the illusion we were taught), and everything that emanates outward from it, and into this world of matter, these seven levels of Malkuth, are all intersected with the dragon and the house of love. So, truth and illusion. The bottom of the barrel. Dark matter is the farthest from the top (or center), so it's at the bottom (the surface outside). Now, looking at that... were you to focus all your energy on the surface? then you would in effect be living from the bottom of the barrel. But when you are focused from the heart, then you are living from the very soul of life, from the top.
What are
"the Three Supernals in DAATH...?
Down at the bottom of the spine... through the middle of the heart.... up to the top of the head. So, just fold up the show and walk right out of the lower seven levels, just like the Cassiopaeans told us we could do. Click your heels together and just say to yourself... "there's no place like home, there's no place like home.." and then you'll be there, instantly, as though this was all just a dream and is no more.
But let's read further:
"This was all Eve's fault, purportedly, because she failed in her duty to uphold the pillars of the universe. Instead she stooped down to pick up some fruit from the tree beneath her, causing the realm above and the realm below to collapse into each other."
God. One woman can have so much power!
"In the same ritual, while explaining the diagram of "the Garden of Eden After the Fall," the Hierophant declares:
...The Great Goddess who... was supporting the Columns of the Sephiroth, being tempted by the Tree of Knowledge (whose branches indeed tend upward into the Seven Lower Sephiroth, but also tend downward unto the Kingdom of Shells) reached downward unto the Qlippoth, and immediately the Columns were unsupported, and the Sephirothic system was shattered, and with it fell ADAM, the MIRCROPROSOPUS."
There you go. Coffee break.
Hahaha Wow! Tracy Twyman is hugely brilliant! Totally, wow. You have to get the book. You can't pick up what I've just recognized, from only some little excerpts I've placed here. Hahahhaa. Wow. This is a brilliant lady, indeed.
And oh, the so too many pages I would have to type in here, to show just what I've found out now...mmm, too much effort. I'll just have to close this Miss Book, right here. This blog post is now finish.........
The End.
Alright, here you go. You can check out Tracy's own site where she gives excerpts from her book Clock Shavings.
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