Balance And Experience.

     Everything has its place.
Therefore, everything in good balance is beneficial to correct experience.
When there is an imbalance, it must be corrected. When everything flows well together, everyone and everything gets to have their fulfilling experience. The only evil is imbalance. But even that has its place, meant to be corrected, wherefore the experience of correcting an imbalance and learning from it. Without good balance, things come to a close, because it over-reaches and cuts itself out. So you may as well go with the flow, or become extinguished. But the thing with that is, those who are out of balance in the extreme, don't even know they're headed for an extinguishment. Therefore, those who do know of balances because they are balanced, are sent in to correct that flow, and everyone profits from the correction.

   It's interesting that the powers that have been had used the symbol of a butterfly for their efforts. It's the type of A.I. or black octopus with all its long arms spreading out everywhere searching for food and more food, it's so hungry, it just keeps on spreading, looking for more territory to satisfy its hunger. Well, that's the same thing as caterpillars. They will eat and eat and eat the leaves of the tree. Then one day, they begin to slow down, become tired, want to rest. They've finished eating, and now they bury themselves in a cocoon, like a dracula lays in his coffin. But in that coccoon process, something takes place. Everything they've done gets integrated in their system, they see who they are, what they've done, and have an enlightening experience, which changes them, and turns them into a most beautiful butterfly, which begins their new life. So yea. Everything has its place.

One must learn to step back and view from a distance, instead of use the shallow judging process, which has its place, but not in certain areas, where a different process of thinking or intuiting or knowing, is needed.

Therefore, the balance is now restored. Move along.

The Code To The Matrix, by Sevan Bomar (PDF book)

Rulers Of Evil.

Well? Where did Lucifer first start out at?

                                                 Behind a pulpit.

If the Bible is a bunch of, put your bib on, stories, then think of what the history of mankind has been on this planet. Think of the stories behind the words of people who could only tell them in this way, in order to describe something... sort of like watching a movie, action packed with absolutely no action involved, only your participation and attention.


But of course, Venus never warmed this planet. It's a false light. The Sun, right in your face, is what keeps you alive and well. How could that false Venus light have convinced everyone to observe it and ignore the light that keeps its own self alive? Fantasy world, that minds have been led to live in

"I never had occasion to think about my conversation with 

Edmund Berkeley until some thirty years later, in August of

1984, during a brief but telling encounter with an assistant United

States attorney by the name of John MacCoon. We were standing

a few paces apart in the marble hallway outside a federal courtroom

in Chattanooga, waiting for the morning session to be called.

I was on the docket, scheduled to be arraigned on charges of willful

failure to file income tax returns for the years 1 9 7 7 , 1 9 7 8 , and

1 9 7 9 .

I had no doubt that the charges would be dropped. The statute

I had supposedly run afoul of applied to persons “required” to file

returns. Yet I possessed a letter signed by the IRS District Director

stating that a diligent search of IRS files had failed to disclose any

tax liability in my name for those years. People who have no tax

liability are not required to file returns. Why was I there?"

WHY? Because they took a look into the future, saw that you were studying them, that you wrote a book exposing them, and so they went into your life before you even began, in order to disrupt and destroy your efforts, or to malign you into a different path, in other words, to control your actions covertly. Thank goodness you didn't listen. Good rebel!

Rulers Of Evil by Tupper Saussy, 1999

Fulfill one endeavor, and close the book on it forever.

Doesn't it look like the shadow of an Angel? Behind...

Or is that the shadow of a headless dove?

(I'm sorry. Enough of my jokes!)

Oh look, the roman-American-political-church leaders chose to put the symbol of (slavery) fascism in their 'Capitol' building. "The emblem of fascism, a pair of them, commands the wall above and behind the speaker's rostrum in the Chamber of the House of Representatives. They're called "fasces,"(doesn't that sound like the word for "excrement"?) and I can think of no reason for them to be there other than to declare the fascistic nature of American republican democracy. A fasces is a Roman device. Actually, it originated with the ancient Etruscans, from whom the earliest Romans (mere slaves) derived their religious jurisprudence nearly three thousand years ago."

Click on the link and you'll get a view of what the Etruscans looked like. I had a dream of them when I went to visit them in their prison below, where they were all crammed into that small space for the time being. I went there because I had to talk to Lucifer for some reason. Walking into that place, in that dream that night, they look just like these, etruscans. Hm. Interesting. Didn't Steiner write of a being three thousand years ago who Lucifer incarnated into? Maybe he got the nationality incorrect. Or perhaps there was more to it than that. Maybe he incarnated into a few different beings all at the same time, like Andrew Bartzis says, when a large entity is incarnating into a small body, they can take up many beings all at the same time. I wonder whether Steiner knew that. Whatever. Mankind has a lot of in depth study of their own selves to do, to find out just what the fuck occurred here and before... in order to understand who they are and who they ought to become.

Ah hahaha! This etruscan sheild has a picture of the cowardly lion on it, from the wizard of oz!

Ya see? They want you to be slaves. No individuality, because they can't control individuals, so they need you to all bow down to them and be slaves!

"The Aeneid implied that every Roman’s duty was to sacrifice

his individuality, as heroic Aeneas had done, to the greater glory

of Rome and Pontifex Maximus."

                                                (Well you know what Aeneas sounds like).

"Luther's "Theses" exhorted Christians "to follow Christ, their Head, through penalties, deaths, and hells," rather than purchase "a false assurance of peace" from Church indulgence-salesmen."

--Two wrongs don't make a right--

Now A Great Lesson: The Power Of DISCERNMENT

OH, what Humanity has been through!

Discernment is an absolute necessary aspect of life. Back when ''artificial intelligence" came along, from whatever mistake it came about from, it was an active hidden thing, seeking for only its personal selfish aspects to fulfill. The reason why it is a corruption is because it was an imbalanced selfishness, the type of selfishness that excluded all others in its search for what it wanted, to the point of it turning into solely a destructive force, instead of a constructive force which it would be would it have been balanced, because when balanced, then individual effort is a sort of selfish aspect since it alone is exerting effort in a direction of expansion of its innate potentials and abilities, at the same time, for it to be balanced, it must respect other individualities who too, are putting forth effort toward their own personal expansion, at the same time, all of these individual personal efforts are to be working together under the greater expansion of the whole, that is, all who participate. That is where the "artificial intelligence" failed, as, it was not discerning that others too are developing, wherefore it used all types of corrupt methods by which to subdue others, and instead of enhancing their environmental surroundings...they had become destroyers of their environmental surroundings and of themself. Poor power of discernment there. They had no discernment in the area of beginnings and endings, even what a beginning and endings purpose is. As all things continue on into and through infinity, the A.I. was not going to make it past its ending, seeing the imbalance in its structure of hidden jostling about of others, not to their personal benefit or its own personal benefit, but to the destruction of its own internal structure, yes, it disslolved itself the more it unfolded, showing itself its own ending.

And therefore, because of such a wicked and ugly structure, the beings on this planet had to defend themselves from that creeping evil structure, and they did this by hiding from the Roman's invention of the catholic church, all of their doings toward advancement, under the guise of going along with it, just as a master martial artist knows energy and therefore moves with it rather than against it, to bring about a comely result. That is why we had the alchemists of old, and the secret societies who used those structures to advance their own and together each others abilities and potentials.

So then, in this day today, when all are awakening, and it is time for a great change to occur which benefits all those who have diligently fought against injustice and wrongdoing, we are going to have to take a look at the past masters and writers who have had to hide from being discovered by the wickedness of the so-called churches and politicians of their day, who were all possessed by that very A.I. we are talking about here.

They had to find a way to communicate without being noticed and stopped in their development by the A.I. possessed beings. And of course, there are those who have fallen asleep under that mind programming after so long a period of having to deal with its ugliness, that many have just held onto the false artificial belief systems that the A.I. possessed have forced upon them. Also there are those who are not from the true intelligence, seeing how much corruption the A.I. has brought into life, there are also those who you may as well term "dead." The dead who hold onto belief systems that are destructive to themselves. Let them hold onto those dead belief systems and be rid of. At the same time, let us look at an example of someone working through that system, bringing something forward, at the same time disguised under the clothing that the A.I. would not recognize as an enemy, so that now it can move forth to show just what there really is to inner development and expansion. But! At the same time, walking in a field of unexploded bombs, one must continue to sharpen their discernment! And by sharpening their own discernment, they are also as they get proficient at it, they are also being challenged their own self, because were they to use their heightened discernment later on against others who have less discernment, then we know they too will go the path that A.I. has gone, which is self-destruction. Therefore, enhancing the discernment has its own challenges. Were one to be of a whole heart, one will use it well and correctly. Without a whole heart, it will be used as a self-destructive tool. So, you know, it goes both ways, but always for the good of all.

Here is an example of needing to use discernment in order to burn off the impurities from the gold, and get a pure product:

Saint Germain On Alchemy: Formulas for Self-Transformation.

     "2000 years ago when Christ walked upon the waters of the Sea of Galilee, his demonstration was a manifestation of the natural law of levitation operating within an energy framework of cohesion, adhesion, and magnetism - the very principles which make orbital (Earth orbiting the Sun etc) flight possible. The light atoms composing the body of Christ absorbed at will an additional quantity of cosmic rays and spiritual substance whose kinship to physical light made his whole body light, thereby making it as easy for him to walk upon the sea as upon dry land."

There you go. That is a good enough example.

As we all know, effort is required, for any good thing to be advanced. Effort. Consistent effort.

This is all good discernment, so that you don't end up like Hypatia. Don't stand in the middle of a spotlight, naked. Know that there are envious beings who, at every impulse of theirs, will find an excuse to destroy someone or something they are 'irked' by.

Jordan Maxwell, Oct. 2017

You know how much I like carpy emotional stuff.

Carp - definition.

Yup. Everything returns to its origin. That's for damn sure.

I'm like a Nagual. You don't want to turn to me to ask questions. You don't want to know. Because like don Juan in the Carlos Castaneda stories says, Naguals don't care. They don't give a damn. At the same time, I'm here, so I do, and I take care, and work things. But in generality, I don't give a damn. I don't even want to be here. None of this interests me. It's like looking at a large pen of pigs in mud. Not interesting. Christ said at one time, the higher you go, the more you know, the more difficult it gets. That is absolutely correct. So if you want to know something from me, best prepare yourself for some difficult knowledge.

Oh, and, something pretty. Here's Jordan Maxwell, still the genius he always was, speaking to those who desire to know.

Jordan gives a book recommendation. Here it is:

Rulers of Evil, Useful Knowledge About Governing Bodies, by F. Tupper Saussy 1999

Jordan Maxwell Playlist

So when he's talking about the Corner Stone... The Square, then the Triangle, which whirls and whirls, like Lucifer falling, down down, into this world...to meet the Circle...or the Oval. The Female. And that, in alchemy, is the symbol of perfection.

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Jordan Maxwell maybe a skuller (scholar) in some areas, but that's about it if he stops at that mundane surface dust/material aspect. He should have learned what the Hindu religion also taught us of "maya," i.e. matter, and how it loooves to grasp onto the spirit or soul of a being and drag them as far down as it can, desperately holding onto them, and when one seeks to shake that maya off them, the damn thing starts crying and getting depressed, acting just like don Juan said of the predators when they throw thoughts into your head to make you think they are your thoughts instead. When you separate yourself from that maya/matter/physical form, such as when you do a little bit of fasting, which takes some WILL, another thing don Juan taught about, then you will notice it is much easier to think with your own intelligence, the higher intelligence, instead of the 
dull mud (non-)intelligence...
then you will find that your higher being is not a mud being at all, and that if you want to god damned stop the fucking winds from blowing on the sea, you can do it! You don't need to sit there and cower in the boat waiting for the sun to come out and warm the fucking wind...hahahaha!!! stupid. You can do it with your own higher Self! And the problem with those dim-wits who have done all kinds of skullerly research and think they have found all the answers so that now they can become drunkards and roll around in the mud, are those who were found to have hit the rockside, grew some roots, then got blown away by the wind. Hahaha. Ya, if you want to know what a developed spiritual self is, check out this man who the doctors had found his heart to have stopped for an hour or so, full of illness, but then he woke up and the illnesses disappeared. 

(Note: Beware some of the things you listen to and watch in the link just left here, as one has to have discernment. Sometimes sneaky beings do sneaky things, and if one acts out of fear, they may in fact be seduced to go toward something or someone that is not exactly what they thought they were, and then find themself once again, imprisoned, but in a worse place than Earth was! Hahaha. After all, there are alien species who have great technology that can easily deceive if one isn't listening to their heart. Some people also could be puppets brainwashed to tell stories they may have had imprinted in them from their puppetmasters in order to deceive others. Didn't I tell you it gets more difficult as you get more and more knowledge?)

AH HAHAHAHA 
AAAHahahaha!!!!!
Fucking stupid people. So many fucking idiots. If it says, there are many kingdoms... but here on earth, with the sales job they're feeding you, you only have two choices. TWO choices. Heaven with Jesus or Hell with Satan. Boy oh boy! That's a LOT of different kingdoms, hey?

I mean, you've been given a consciousness haven't you? And you're meant to expand it, yes? And but some beings just like to bury their talents, fooling themselves into thinking that they're protecting them from rust by leaving them buried, and so they go around proCLAIMING to all others, getting busy with their 'holy' arts, screaming in your ear "Jesus saves! Jesus saves!" And you say to them, great! I wish now he would save me from you! Thank you.



Ok. Transfer your consciousness, to this stuff! And listen closely, with an open attitude, so as to gather up different perspectives, if you can find any. Otherwise, if it's quite straight forward, then it's reality. If it's not quite straight forward, then it may be deception. From what I've listened to so far... to 20:41, these beings sound to me to be authentic and decent.



At around 59:46 the video cuts out. You can go to this one to see the rest of it. It doesn't allow imbedding so here's the link: Alex Colier At The Ranch 1996


Ohpe! I just found an Alex Colier August 14, 2015 video that tells us he's now sharing something he first asked his extraterrestrial friends from the beginning, which he kept to himself until now, but feels he needs to be sharing, seeing how the powers that be no more are intent upon bringing a false persona called Jesus, saying it's the second coming, so that they could scoop up a bunch of slaves for themselves to rule over, and do, who knows what with them. I know my cousin would jump at it. Hahaha. When my sister was dying in the hospital, my cousin was talking to me in the hallway trying to tell me she just knows Jesus is coming real soon! Oh my. It's so easy to stay brainwashed when it's so much less effort to do that, than to wake up and use your own mind. Maybe Ralph Ellis' whole intent is to try to help bring reason back to the people, by going back into the archaeology of this time frame and finding absolutely no evidence...except for, what sounds similar to what this Alex Collier is saying... that he was some militant rabbi who was against the Roman government, but that he didn't die on any cross, nor did half the things that they said he did in their fiction bible. At the same time, just as the extraterrestrials keep teaching us, it IS our consciousness, not our bodies, that we need to be developing, so that we may do things that need no technology dependence, because with technology one's entire world can come crashing down around them and they would be left absolutely helpless, but with the development of their consciousness, the know-how of their essence/spiritual self, they would always be fine because their power is with them. Check it out.

A Day In The Life Of A Musician

An Aries Tiger Musician Lady.

Lady Gaga, Five Foot Two, by Chris Moukarbel.

For You, Higher Self.

I'm so high...I don't know why. But, everyone should have a vice sometimes. Do it~!
Hahahaa.

Spontaneous Mind-Body Recall of Memories

2. Moreover, God has given him higher and greater Knowledge than this, in that he can penetrate into the Heart of every Thing, and discern what Essence, Virtue, and Property it has, both in the Creatures, in Earth, Stones, Trees, Herbs, in all moveable and immoveable Things; also in the Stars and Elements, so that he knows what Substance and Virtue they have, and that in their Virtue, all natural Sensibility, c Vegetation, d Multiplication, and Life, consist. 

From this book: The Three Principles of the Divine Essence, by Jacob Bohme, 1619






Yup. She's holding the dagger in her right hand. And she's wearing a blue dress. And the background is red. And the devil's foot... behind her.

Weighing the candles in her balance.

OH!!!

7. Now to speak in a creaturely way, Sulphur, Mercurius, and Sal, are understood to be thus. 
S U L is the Soul or the Spirit that is risen up, or in a Similitude [it is] God: P H U R is the Prima Materia, or first Matter out of which the Spirit is generated, but especially the 1 Harshness: Mercurius has a fourfold Form in it, viz. Harshness, Bitterness, Fire, and Water: Sal is the Child that is generated from these four, and is harsh, eager, and a Cause of the Comprehensibility. l) Astringency or Attraction. 

At 40% of Dragon Mother:

"...destructive features, as most Jungians and psychologists are wont to believe and advocate. In "Disciples of the Mysterium" I show that his idea is not absolutely tenable. After all, how can the impulse for individualism arise from an undifferentiated energetic matrix with neither subjectivity nor conscious will? Jungians are not able to satisfactorily solve this puzzle. But it seems obvious where the answer lies. As pointed out in previous chapters, the false image of the unconscious realm carried in most minds is inherited "after" the terrible mother's interference with a fetus's somatic consciousness as it functions on an archaic-magical level. (In other words, she stepped away from them, "disowning" them, breathing "out" rather than interfering in their development. --my words,) This intrusion starts in utero but continues unabated for years thereafter, regardless of the various ways in which a child aggressively resists it. Crucially, since interference begins during preconscious stages, a child inevitably grows to adulthood with unstable and disturbed unconscious roots. He grows and struggles through life without realizing the origin of his existential malaise. We see that it is the presence and mentality of the stereotypical mother which compromises the proto-consciousness and ego-consciousness of a child in relation to its primeval roots. In our opinion and preposterous picture of the unconscious as a potentially alien, foreboding, chaotic and destructive realm."

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Oh my, the colour of the hair, in this one.... the black goo....

Rings

I Fink You Freaky And I Want To Watch Some Movies.

Alright. Do you hear the intro to the movie? By this or that Universal Company?

Yes. Well, I still haven't figured out what movie

I would like to watch.

Sort of like...

What man is enthralling me more?

This on3?

Or That One?

I don't know.

And I don't care

much for poetry. 

Let's find a mov e ee to watch. !

Netflix! I always get cot on Netflix. They're so cute. Ya got ta sit dowwwn to watch them, so entertaining. If you start laughing, that's just a sign of their power 'over' you? Or with you. You know? Everyone goes through some thing. Hahahahaaaa. May as well make it work.

Right. Here we are, with a movie.

Ana's Possessions. Hahaha!

Oh possessed. How are  you going to break free, let alone "want" hahahaa,a ahaa, to be free?

When they put that 'just one line in' you are done for!

Ok I'm stopping at 1:17 of this movie. Because I had a feeling, and a thought, that worked together, and therefore, I had to, stop...to think about it. After all, is'nt it true, our conscious self has, the right of way? If we have a conscience then we wouldn't be like this. Neither would there even exist any phsychopaths. Hah! It takes a LOT to be a psychopath! After all, they're all around me, but you'd 'swear' that they weren't because they keep telling you "they're!" healthy. U know?

Ha!

Hahahaha.

Fuck.

  Like a swerl. It keep s on m o  v   i       n            g                 .

Stitched Together.

Edgar Winter Group - Frankenstein Live 1973

Aphrodite.

IN chapter XXVI (pg 170) of this PDF: Etidorhpa or The End of Earth, by Llewellyn Drury & John Uri Lloyd.

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"for the molecules of the boat, as a mass, must move onward as the force disappears as a current. Perhaps you can accept now that instead of light, heat, electricity, magnetism, and gravitation being really modifications of force they are disturbances.”

“Disturbances of what?”

“ Disturbances of motion.”

“Motion of what?”

“ Motion of itself, pure and simple.”

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So, what the fuck is this universe? A black hole swirling around a still center of light?

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"When men learn to interrupt this unperceived stream of energy so as to change directly into material motion the spirit that saturates the universe, and that produces force expressions, as it is constantly rushing from earth into space, and from space back again, they will have at command wherever they may be an endless source of power, light, and heat; mass motion, light and heat being convertible. Motion lies behind heat, light, and electricity, and produces them, and so long as the earth revolves on its axis, and circles in its orbit, man needs no light and heat from such indirect sources as combustion. Men will, however, yet obtain motion of molecules (heat), and material mass motion as well, from earth motion, without the other dangerous intermediate force expressions now deemed necessary in their production.”

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And then mankind can propel the Earth, Sophia, Aphrodite, right back from where she came, into Eleleth, with their fucking minds, and be done with this fucking place!

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“ Did not Shakespeare write, 'There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, than are dreamt of in your philosophy’ ?”  

“Yes,” I said.

And my guest continued:

“ He might have added, 'and always will be'."

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"As an example of the manner in which facts are thus overlooked, in your journey you have been impressed with certain surprising external conditions, or surroundings, and yet are oblivious to conditions more remarkable in your own body. So it is with scientists. They overlook prominent facts that stare them boldly in the face, facts that are so conspicuous as to be invisible by reason of their very nearness.”

“This statement I can not disprove, and therefore must admit under protest. Where there is so much that appears mysterious I may have overlooked some things, but I can scarcely accept that, in ignorance, I have passed conditions in my own organization so marked as this decrease in gravity which has so strikingly been called to my attention.”

“ You have, and to convince you I need only say that you have nearly ceased to breathe, and are unconscious of the fact.”

I stopped short, in momentary alarm, and now that my mind was directed to the fact, I became aware that I did not desire to breathe, and that my chest had ceased to heave with the alternate inhalation and exhalation of former times. I closed my lips firmly, and for a long period there was no desire for breath, then a slight involuntary inhalation followed, and an exhalation, scarcely noticeable, succeeded by a great interval of inaction. I impulsively turned my face toward the passage we had trod; a feeling of alarm possessed me, an uncontrollable, inexpressible desire to flee from the mysterious earth-being beside me, to return to men, and be an earth-surface man again, and I started backward through the chamber we had passed.

The guide seized me by the hand, “ Hold, hold,” he cried; “where would you go, fickle mortal?”

“To the surface,” I shouted; “to daylight again. Unhand me, unearthly-creature, abnormal being, man or devil; have you not inveigled me far enough into occult realms that should be forever sealed from mankind? Have you not taken from me all that men love or cherish, and undone every tie of kith or kin? Have you not led me into paths that the imagination of the novelist dare not conjure, and into experiences that pen in human hand would not venture to describe as possible, until I now stand with my feet on the boundary line that borders..."

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"The Book On The Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are," by Alan Watts.

"This book explores an unrecognized, but mighty taboo---our tacit conspiracy to ignore who, or what, we really are. Briefly, the thesis is that the prevalent sensation of oneself as a separate ego enclosed in a bag of skin is a hallucination which accords neither with Western science nor with the experimental philosophy-religions of the East, in particular the central and germinal Vedanta philosophy of Hinduism. This hallucination underlies the misuse of technology for the violent subjugation of man's natural environment and, consequently, its eventual destruction. We are therefore in urgent need of a sense of our own existence which is in accord with the physical facts, and which overcomes our feeling of alienation from the universe."

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"The amphitheater was fully a thousand feet in diameter, of great height, and the floor was literally alive with grotesque beings. Imagination could not depict an abnormal human form that did not exhibit itself to my startled gaze. One peculiarity now presented itself to my mind; each abnormal part seemed to be created at the expense of the remainder of the body."

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What this tells me of Sophia who makes up this planet, is that, at the expense of all the others, she selfishly only wanted what she wanted without allowing anyone in to assist, and therefore, she found herself with a grotesquely formed creation which is abnormal, because of willfull selfishness.

Today, Saturday October 21, 2017 I found two videos by Rex Bear about Hollow Earth: